"Susu, I am extremely selfish. In front of feelings, I am a tortoise with a shrunken head. I only know how to take it, and I never take the initiative to touch it. I am afraid that my extended hand will be rejected, and I am afraid of being rejected by the other person. His hand slammed my neck, and then threw me farther...no matter what kind of result, I feel terrible..."
Yuan Yao suddenly covered her forehead, and when she raised her eyes to look out the window, the sky that was still clear just now darkened, and the raindrops fell without warning, hitting the glass, cracking, and slipping off.
She covered her red eyes, trying to restrain herself, but what she said could not conceal her helplessness and sadness.
"You said, why did he ask me? I want to be with him! I want to!!! I want to!!! But I have thought about too many things, and which one is the only thing I think about What you can get, huh? Susu, you say, can I still think about it? Without hope, I won't be disappointed, and my life can be without so much sadness! It's not good to just let the flow go ?"
Yuan Yao's voice was a bit agitated, and Ye Susu could feel through the phone how panic and helpless Yuan Yao was at the moment.
"Yuan Yao! Calm down! Did Xia Mingxiu ask you anything? Tell me first. What did he ask?"
"He... he asked if I would be with him? Me and him... what should happen has happened, and everything that should be said has been said, why did he ask me again?! Susu..."
Ye Susu suddenly sighed when he heard the words, and the stone that had been hanging in his heart suddenly sank.
It turned out to be so!
"Yuan Yao, what are you afraid of? Do you not believe in yourself or Xia Mingxiu?"
Yuan Yao breathed suddenly.
"I……"
"You have to trust your own vision. Everything needs to be tried, no matter what the outcome is, don't be timid at this time."
"It's better to fight for yourself than to lose without doing anything, right? Don't be afraid of getting hurt. You are the best, and the person you like must be the best."
"I used to think that standing in front of love, I have always been one of the humblest characters. It is me who pays, it is me that is true, and I am sad. It is humble to the bone."
"But later I learned that this is not called humble, but no hesitation. There is no distinction between inferiority and inferiority. Since it is recognized, even if it is worth paying, I don't ask him for any return.
"As long as he eats the food I cooked, he won’t be hungry! Wearing the clothes I prepared for him, he won’t feel uncomfortable.
! Even block him in a crowded place, so as not to be touched and affect his mood...As long as he is good, I myself feel happy. Seeing him feel uncomfortable, I will feel uncomfortable, even worse than him... You must not see him sad, so you came to me, right? "
Yuan Yao thought of the back of Xia Mingxiu who had stayed at the door of the bedroom for a long time, and her heart throbbed, as if she was screwed with all her strength and was about to suffocate.
"So, Yuan Yao don't be afraid to give! As long as you love him enough, you will feel that no matter how much you give, you will feel not enough..."
"I see!" Yuan Yao was silent for a long while, before speaking slowly, her tone was calmer.
Ye Susu smiled, and then said: "Forgot to tell you! Actually, Xia Mingxiu asked you this sentence. In fact, the true meaning, maybe not as complicated as you think?"