Yuan Yao blinked. She wanted to use this method to cover up the deep pain and grievance at the bottom of her eyes, but she still did not escape Xia Mingxiu's eyes.
"Don't bear it, what's the point of you holding it back? Tell me! Yuan Yao, tell me, you have to tell me all your things in the future, and you have to let me know. I will help you share the burden and help you solve anything. It’s not alone. You have Wen Qian and me, understand?"
Yuan Yao blinked again, her eyes reddened, and tears came out.
She nodded, "...I know!"
It is also her strong self-esteem that prevents her miserable side from showing.
After so many years, it has become a habit to cover up.
Because as long as she exposes her vulnerability, someone will find a way to go to her most vulnerable place.
No one will feel sorry for her, no one will really help her, she can only use the dumbest way to protect herself.
She is You Wen Qian, but she is Wen Qian's mother, and she is Wen Qian's sky. She will not tell Wen Qian of her embarrassment.
Later, there was Wen Muyan, but she owed Wen Muyan too much, and she couldn't let him know everything.
It's not that you don't trust him!
She didn't know why, but it was inexplicable.
But what Xia Mingxiu said today, she really had an urge to tell him everything about her.
As long as he wants to know, she wants to tell him.
All her happy and unhappy, she just wanted to tell him.
She really didn't know what was the reason, it felt like she couldn't say anything.
Xia Mingxiu held her hand and stared at her with gentle eyes.
"Are this cold syndrome and the intermittent pain in your lower abdomen both the sequelae of the fall into the water five years ago?"
Yuan Yao sniffed, grievances on her face.
"En...Yes! At that time...I was really scared...Woo..."
Remove all her heart and face the past formally. When she said the word "fear", she couldn't help crying anymore.
Although it has been five years, apart from fear, the feeling that year was deep helplessness and grievance.
Her child, she knew that it was not the right time to come, and she also knew that it was wrong to stay, but she still decided to keep him, too many feelings were pinned on him, how could she be so cruel.
The only sustenance will disappear in such a moment, how can she not be afraid.
If he could allow her to give birth to that child, if she still had family members to rely on at that time, she would definitely not get there.
But in the end, she almost killed her only good friend.
Fear, fear like never before!
No one would understand her mood at the time.
The so-called knife stuck on one's body, how can others experience the pain?
Xia Mingxiu looked at Yuan Yao who was crying unsuspectingly, her dark eyes seemed to be pierced, and it hurt deeply.
"Sorry……"
She pulled Yuan Yao's hand to her mouth and kept kissing.
Yuan Yao cried like a child, and her eyes were red and swollen, making people feel distressed.
The self-blame and regret in Xia Mingxiu's heart made him wish he could not wait for the time to turn back five years ago. He would never try to tame her anymore, and confronted her head-on, hurting her several times.
In this way, she won't experience those!
"I'm really scared. If I fall down, the baby will be gone... The baby is mine... the only one... woo..."