Su Nuan pursed her lips and said, "Or, maybe you never thought that getting married would make you choose between dog's tail grass and flowers?"
Xu Junyu didn't speak for a while, Su Nuan stared at him closely, guessing how likely he was to be angry because of this sentence.
But his expression was faint, and there seemed to be no signs of anger.
"Is this jealous?"
Su Nuan frowned, "What logic?"
Xu Junyu opened her mouth, and gently rubbed her teeth against her ears.
"Don't worry. It's getting married. Since I choose to marry you, I will be loyal to you."
Perceiving Su Nuan's body that had become ambiguous because of his movements, Xu Junyu smiled lightly, grabbed her hands and put them on her belly. Su Nuan's face was red and her ears were red, and she struggled slightly, her stray hair Rubbing her chin lightly, itching slightly.
He chuckled, "Well, the person who can hook the dog's tail is actually itchy."
"what?"
Xu Junyu didn't continue to answer Su Nuan's doubts, and his body clung to Su Nuan again, "Come on, tell me, what nightmare did you just have?"
Su Nuan was helpless, his memory was really good, after talking so much, in the end, he turned to the original topic again.
"I forgot."
"forget?"
"En. Forgot. It's just an unimportant dream. I remember so clearly what to do?"
Xu Jun tightened with the strength of her hand, "I forgot the dream that made you cry and howl in the middle of the night?"
Su Nuan's palms were sweated hard by her.
"Or, you want me to protect you, but you also want to prevent me from knowing what you want. You are not too stupid. You should understand that if you don’t say it now, it is impossible to never say it. . What is it that made you refuse to avoid my problem several times? Huh?"
Su Nuan's heart trembled, and an unconcealed pain flashed in her eyes.
"It seems that if I don't say it today, you won't let me go easily. Right?"
"So you know."
Xu Jun and his voice were cold, and he still had to challenge his patience time and time again for what he knew already, was it to prove how deep he was to endure her?
Su Nuan bit her lip and nodded most gently.
"Okay, I said,"
She directly took Xu Junyu's arm away from her waist, sat up from his arms, leaned on the bed, hugged her knees with her hands, looked down at Xu Junyu, and took a deep breath. :
"If I can, I really don't want anyone to know about this. I can't stand the pity and pity in the eyes of others, and I don't want to take this thing to get something. This is what I would rather never forget but have to think about it all. I can bury it, and I don’t want it to see the day again. But there is no way, I can’t forget..."
"Happy things can't be remembered for a lifetime. If you want to remember, they will be defeated by time. However, those unsightly things, like black history, always pop out suddenly at a certain moment and catch you by surprise."
Su Nuan closed her eyes vigorously, and her legs, which had been deeply buried in her chest, shrank again, as if she had been frightened. She shrank in the corner alone, shivering.
Xu Junyu's eyes narrowed slightly, and she lay there to hide the light in her eyes.
"You once took my hukou book, and now you know very well that I am not Zhao Hongshan's daughter, nor Zhao Qiming's sister. I am just the oil bottle my mother brought to their house."