Chapter 1480： I just ask you one question

Chapter 1480 I just ask you one question

Shen Shanghua sighed deeply, "What's the matter with you today?"

Shen Fanxing bit her lip and was silent for a moment before slowly asking:

"Can you tell me why you want to live here?"

Shen Shanghua was silent for a long time, and finally sighed.

"Because I want to make atonement. With the only life I have left."

Shen Fanxing looked indifferent, "Is the redemption clear?"

Everyone is guilty, including herself.

But she never thought of redemption, because of everything she has experienced, every choice, every decision, she does not regret it.

Because even if the same thing happened again, she still made the same choice.

She doesn't believe in gods and Buddhas like that. If you have to talk about sin, everyone has it.

Happened is happened, wrong is wrong.

You only have to pay for your wrongdoing, and nothing will be redeemed by atonement and repentance.

Atonement?

I just wanted to make my life easier.

Shen Shanghua shook his head, "The redemption is unclear. I just hope that I can exchange some qualifications to pray, and I hope you can live a better life."

Shen Fanxing twitched his lips, "Pray for me?"

"Besides these, I don't know what to do for you. Whether you accept it or not, that's what I meant, and it doesn't matter to anyone."

Shen Fanxing nodded, looked down at the Buddhist scriptures not far away, and was silent for a while.

"I just want to ask you a question today."

"You said." Shen Shanghua said lightly.

"How to indulge Jiang Rongrong so unscrupulously?"

Shen Shanghua's eyebrows moved slightly, "Why do you ask that?"

Shen Fanxing looked straight at him, his voice was cold, "Don't tell me, she is your wife and has been with you all your life, you should love her and pamper her. It's natural that you pamper her, and I have no right to interfere. , but... I said, you are not petting, you are pampering."

She said, looking around the plain and simple yard for a week, hooked her lips and pulled out a sneer.

"Your so-called atonement, are you atonement for yourself or for her?"

Shen Shanghua's dull complexion finally changed slightly, Shen Fanxing's words made him feel a little uncomfortable.

Shen Fanxing looked at him and narrowed his eyes slightly.

"After so many years, at least I know that you used to stick to your principles. The old man of your age couldn't say a single word of criticism to you back then, except for Jiang Rongrong's attitude, even they thought it was strange. They It's said that you don't seem to be pampering her, it's more like... being held by her, or even... feeling guilty about her..."

Shen Shanghua raised his eyes and looked at her suddenly.

"What's your guess?"

The tone is full of alertness.

Shen Fanxing smiled, sure enough...

"I have no way of knowing your past. So I don't know what exactly you did back then, so that Jiang Rongrong took you to the point where you are now."

"Since you let me guess, or I'll guess..."

Shen Fanxing spoke indifferently, looking at the set of fluffy pink gloves in his hands, slightly hooked his lips, and smiled coldly.

"If this man has any conscience, then he should know that the most guilty thing a man feels to a woman is probably... cheating. And the most guilty thing a husband feels to his wife is cheating and betrayal of himself. wife, betrayed the family."

Shen Shanghua's complexion finally changed drastically, and he could no longer see any calmness and calmness on his face.

Shen Fanxing sneered again in his heart, Shen Shanghua was disappointed in the fundamental principle of life.

She has experienced too many betrayals.

Su Heng and Shen Qianrou secretly hooked up with her, in her opinion, they were disgusting and dirty.

Isn't being loyal to a relationship the principle and bottom line of everyone's life?

A man can't even do this, so how can he be respected by others?

The image of Shen Shanghua left in Shen Fanxing's heart fell to the bottom again.

"I'll guess." Shen Fanxing clasped her two pink and fluffy hands together, lifted her eyes, and looked at Shen Shanghua coldly, "The highest level of a husband's extramarital affairs, the family is harmonious and happy, and the golden house is hidden outside, if the little three is If you have another illegitimate child, do you think your life will be more complete?"

Shen Shanghua lowered his head, unable to see the expression on his face, the arms propped on his legs were obviously shaking.

Xu Qingzhi and Sang Yu looked too shocked.

As Xu Qingzhi, who had been running to Shen's house since childhood, his expression of disbelief seemed even better.

"Grandpa Shen, you..."

She never imagined that the person who was always kind and kind to people when she was a child would actually do such a thing.

Really didn't see it at all, he would be the one who betrayed the family.

What does Shen Shanghua's extramarital affair look like in Xu Qingzhi's eyes?

is just as unbelievable as the abbot in this monastery suddenly appears with a son.

It took a long time for her to regain her senses.

"No... Fanxing, Grandpa Shen probably won't... You have no basis for guessing at all... Don't get me wrong, Grandpa Shen..."

The smile on Shen Fanxing's face was always indifferent and thin, she released her clasped hands, supported the table, and stood up slowly, her eyes never leaving Shen Shanghua.

"I don't really believe that this is true. So many things happened in the past, I only had doubts in my heart, but I never thought about it deeply. At the beginning, this sign was always trying to grow wildly in my heart, but I ignored it in the past. .

Because I just don't want to believe or think about it, you would be such a person. Even if you didn't really help me at first, it is a blessing for you to exist in my heart when everyone is going to kill me. I don't want to destroy the only good thing left in my heart.

I don’t think about it, and I don’t want to think about it. As long as you are always my grandfather, that's enough..."

Shen Shanghua looked up at Shen Fanxing, his lips trembled, he wanted to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Shen Fanxing looked at him condescendingly, cold and desolate.

"Like today, if my guess is true, the grandfather in my heart will cease to exist..."

"The stars..."

Xu Qingzhi could hear the deep disappointment and sadness in Shen Fanxingheng's mouth, and couldn't help but call her softly.

Shen Fanxing's eyes were slightly red, she turned a deaf ear to Xu Qingzhi's words, continued to stare at Shen Shanghua and said loudly:

"It turns out that my only respected grandfather is the culprit for everything I have experienced for so many years! Because of your guilt towards Jiang Rongrong, you are using my life to make up for her? As long as she wants, she can do anything and condone her. Lawless, even at the expense of me?"

(end of this chapter)