Chapter 1886： 8000 words+

Chapter 1886 8000 words+

Ji Fengmian turned her back to them, hugged Little Sun, her body paused slightly, and her fingers lightly tapped Little Sun's tender face, revealing a gentle smile.

She had a brain and couldn't call it out by herself, so she used her own child to get herself down the stairs.

Chu Boyang doesn't know what Shen Fanxing is.

But this is really enough.

She was right, twenty-seven years ago, she has already been married and now has two lovely children.

It was beyond his expectation that she could be so calm when she heard the news.

It's really not easy to make her call him suddenly.

However, her attitude has been clearly expressed.

She recognized him.

"Feel sorry."

After so many years, he knew it, but he still didn't appear by her side.

He, the so-called father, never took care of her, and now...

This father was really ashamed of him.

His apology stopped Ji Fengmian's hand that was teasing Little Sun, closed his eyes, and pursed his thin lips slightly.

Maybe she really died back then, and Chu Boyang wouldn't have waited so long to stand in front of Fanxing.

Shen Fanxing lowered his head and rubbed Little Moon's face, then spoke lightly.

"It's too late to say anything now, and an apology is meaningless. Wrong is wrong, and if you missed it in the past, you can only miss it."

Shen Fanxing looked up at him, "Even if I tell you it's okay, do you really think it's okay?"

Chu Boyang's eyes were placed on the face of the little guy in her arms. The little guy's beautiful eyes were looking at him curiously, his pink mouth was slightly opened and closed, and his black eyes swayed in his eyes, but he was always there. did not leave him.

The eyebrows became gentle involuntarily, Shen Fanxing's words fell, and he shook his head.

"Will not."

Even if he gets a forgiving response from the other party, he will not forgive himself.

The mistake was made by him, and there is no room for recovery.

She is right, and wrong is wrong.

Shen Fanxing handed the little moon into his arms.

Chu Boyang was stiff and at a loss, but he still knew that he stretched out his hands to pick up the child.

The movement is stiff, let alone correct.

Two arms did not dare to move, holding the little guy, for fear of hurting her.

Maybe this position was really uncomfortable, Little Moon turned his head, pursed his little mouth, and made a sound of "um", he was about to cry.

Shen Fanxing pushed his arm, took the opportunity to stick the little moon into his arms, grabbed Chu Boyang's hand and supported the baby's buttocks.

The little guy was so light and weightless, Chu Boyang was afraid that she would actually cry, and instinctively shook it gently.

Little Moon's small aggrieved face gradually calmed down. Looking at Chu Boyang, she blinked her eyes, her **** eyes were filled with a happy smile, her legs fluttered happily, and her happy and tender voice was also heard. Ride with the sound.

Shen Fanxing smiled.

Chu Boyang breathed a sigh of relief, looking at his face again, a fine layer of sweat had already seeped out.

"Holding a baby for the first time?"

Shen Fanxing asked suddenly.

Ji Fengmian turned around.

Chu Boyang didn't think there was anything wrong with this question and nodded.

"Um."

Ji Fengmian's eyes flashed.

Shen Fanxing was expressionless, nodded and said nothing, turned around and glanced at Ji Fengmian, taking her somewhat dazed expression into his eyes.

Lou Ruoyi got up from the sofa after realizing it, stepped forward and grabbed Shen Fanxing's arm.

"Let's go to the kitchen to order dinner for the evening."

Shen Fanxing saw the flickering slyness in Ruoyi's eyes in Qinglou, and let her pull her away.

Being dragged all the way to the kitchen, Lou Ruoyi breathed a sigh of relief instantly.

"Is your reaction a little too bland? That... your biological father!"

Shen Fanxing smiled, walked to the storage room next to the kitchen to have a look, and Lou Ruoyi followed.

"You already knew that?"

Shen Fanxing shook his head and stood by the fresh-keeping cabinet picking vegetables, "I don't know."

"Then why did you react so flatly."

"I just know my mother better. I could feel it since I was a child. She has no feelings for Shen Defan. With her temperament, how could she feel wronged to share a bed with him or even give birth to a child if she doesn't love someone?"

She turned around and put a few greens in the basket.

Lou Ruoyi nodded thoughtfully, "That's true, I said, how could someone like my in-laws fall in love with a man like Shen Defan? She cheated, she couldn't even hold a man?"

Shen Fanxing also agreed with Lou Ruoyi's words, if it wasn't for her mother's unwillingness, she wouldn't let things get to this point.

Perhaps, Shen Defan's derailment back then was a relief for his mother.

But what she is wondering about now is not this, but...

In the lawsuit she had with Jiang Rongrong, she and Shen Defan were related by blood.

Grandpa also confessed later that Shen Defan was not Jiang Rongrong's son, but he was born with a woman named Chu Min.

So...is Shen Defan a brother with her father who just ascended the throne?

His surname is Chu, Chu Wen, so it should be correct.

Could it be that the mother knew about the relationship between Shen Defan and Chu Boyang? So you found him?

Even if a paternity test is done in the future, will there be no risk?

But is it really so?

But when she first investigated her mother, she found that it was purely coincidence that her mother had an overnight relationship with Shen Defan.

Is there such a coincidence in this world?

Picked out the vegetables and meat for cooking tonight, and the two of them went out of the storage room.

The servant came to help, and Lou Ruoyi took Shen Fanxing, who was going to help, out of the kitchen.

"I have to watch the children for a while, so the smell of oil smoke is not good."

The two walked to the dining room and saw two people in the living room who were looking after the children in the corner.

The little moon in Chu Boyang's arms quit, and hummed and cried.

Chu Boyang was in a hurry, with a layer of sweat on his face, pacing back and forth in the living room shaking the little moon in his arms, but when he heard the cry of the little moon, it was obvious that this trick didn't work.

The little sun in Ji Fengmian's arms heard the cry of the little moon, and cried too.

The living room was a mess.

Lou Ruoyi tried to rush over quickly, but was stopped by Shen Fanxing.

Lou Ruoyi was reluctant to let her child cry, and her heart was broken.

She was anxious and puzzled, but when she saw Shen Fanxing's appearance, she suddenly calmed down.

As a newly promoted mother, how could she be willing to cry in her heart.

Compared with distress, Lou Ruoyi thought that Fanxing was no less than her.

But she has to choose to do so...

"Give me."

Ji Fengmian's voice came from the living room.

Lou Ruoyi turned to look over.

Ji Fengmian put the crying little sun on the crib.

Lou Ruoyi's mouth is flat, she is eccentric, she loves her grandson.

Chu Boyang heard the words, and quickly walked to Ji Fengmian's side, and glanced at the loud little sun lying in the crib crying, "He is crying too. Otherwise, I will go to Fanxing..."

Ji Fengmian took Little Moon over, her posture was much more comfortable than Chu Boyang just looking at.

"Go and hug your grandson."

Chu Boyang hugged the crying little Sun according to his words, trying his best to imitate Ji Fengmian's movements and postures.

But……

Chu Boyang was at a loss and looked carefully at Ji Fengmian, "A Mian, he's still crying."

Ji Fengmian gently shook the little moon in his arms and glanced at him, "Wait a while, the little moon won't cry, he will stop by himself."

Chu Boyang opened his mouth in surprise and looked down at the little grandson in his arms.

Can you still...?

Lou Ruoyi's mouth was flat again, her face was aggrieved, and she felt so sorry for her grandson.

It didn’t take long for that question to be answered.

Little Moon stopped crying, and the one in his arms really stopped.

It's really... magical.

Chu Boyan breathed a sigh of relief.

freed a hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead.

Shen Fanxing and Lou Ruoyi's slightly tense bodies also relaxed.

Ji Fengmian picked up a soft tissue and wiped the tears from Little Moon's face.

Chu Boyang painted the scoop according to the gourd and followed suit.

"When hugging, you need to protect your neck and head together. They are still soft, and they are curious about many things. They will inevitably move around. Don't carry the neck empty, try to expand their vision, and the posture of holding diagonally above is the best."

Ji Fengmian hugged the little moon and walked to Chu Boyang.

Chu Boyang suddenly stiffened.

Looking at Ji Fengmian, there was nothing unnatural, and he adjusted the posture slightly according to her guidance.

The appearance of the little sun is obviously much more comfortable.

"right."

With the word   , Chu Boyang seemed to have received the most affirmative compliment, and a smile finally appeared on his face.

Lou Ruoyi turned his head and smiled at Shen Fanxing.

pulled her back to the kitchen, poured two glasses of water, and sat in the dining room.

"In fact, I know your mother's temperament very well. She has been stubborn with Chu Boyang for so many years, and she must have a reason to get through it. Your mother lost a child back then, including you, and now she only knows her biological life. Father is someone else, and what happened in the middle of the twist is far from you and I can't fully know. I can probably see your attitude, but... don't provoke your mother casually. , if she loses her temper and becomes unhappy, I will be very troublesome..."

Shen Fanxing was a little curious about what she said about her mother today. Generally, she seldom asked about such "private affairs of other people's families".

Speaking of which, she finally understood, it was because she was afraid that she would make her mother angry and indirectly affect her friendship with her mother?

It's really cute and funny.

"Forgive or not, what happens to the two of them is always up to the mother. What I do now is just to think about how to make her happier. No matter if she wants revenge on Uncle Chu or how she doesn't forgive him, compared to Chu Uncle's sadness and pain, she should not be much better than him."

Lou Ruoyi nodded, "That's it... Every time I used to get angry with your dad, I was very sad when I saw how he was trying to please my father. I knew that I was very useless, but I couldn't control it. I feel sorry for him, seeing him sad makes me more sad than him..."

Shen Fanxing smiled, who is not, he said the most heartless words, but also inserted a knife in his heart.

Is this worthless?

It’s just that I met someone who made me feel at a loss.

There is only one such person in everyone's life.

Lou Ruoyi sighed, "But I see your mother, it's hard to accept Chu Boyang again."

Shen Fanxing took a sip of water and said, "Yeah, it doesn't matter if you want her to talk to Uncle Chu, it's probably not possible in this life. She has her own pride, and her head is never used to bow to anyone. of."

"Ah..." Lou Ruoyi sighed again, "Isn't it difficult for me to live with myself? If it were me, I would beat your dad first, and then give him medicine! Quick fight, can't be delayed for so long... waste It's not worth so much time."

It seemed that the two of them went out too much, so they simply stayed in the kitchen to help the servants cook together.

Bo Jingchuan came back early in the afternoon and raised his eyebrows slightly when he saw Chu Boyang. He had seen him outside in the past, but this time he was moved to the house, so he was inevitably surprised.

Find Shen Fanxing from the kitchen, she is washing vegetables by the sink.

"Mrs. Bo, did I pay the servants too much?"

Lou Ruoyi, who was choosing dishes next to him, moved to the side, too lazy to watch the two show their affection.

Shen Fanxing turned around and saw Bo Jingchuan in a suit and leather shoes standing beside her, and smiled: "I'm back."

Bo Jingchuan kissed the corner of her lips, put his hand on her waist, glanced at the water flowing out of the water pipe, and frowned slightly.

Before he could say anything, Shen Fanxing stuffed a virgin fruit into his mouth.

"The water is hot."

I could feel the cherry tomatoes in my mouth a little warm, but Bo Jingchuan didn't finish what he just said.

Shen Fanxing wiped his hands, dragged him out of the kitchen, and went outside to take off his tie.

"What's the matter? Why did you let people in? Mr. Fu likes his mother very much."

Shen Fanxing's eyes were filled with a faint smile, but he said, "What should I do?"

Bo Jingchuan shook his head, "I don't know. But I think my mother should have no prejudice against me."

His position was too obvious this time.

Shen Fanxing smiled and said, "Aren't you afraid of offending Uncle Chu?"

Bo Jingchuan hooked his lips, "I'm afraid he took my mother away from him, and he already planned to hate me for the rest of his life. It doesn't matter if there is one more time."

Speaking of the fact that he brought his mother back, Shen Fanxing thought of the gunshot wound he suffered, and just as his face darkened, Bo Jingchuan clasped her waist and took her into his arms.

"However, I think it's useless for him to hate me if he has the support of his mother."

Shen Fanxing was amused by his words.

He, does he still need to rely on his mother to support him? �

The atmosphere of the dinner was not very relaxed, Chu Boyang sat there, feeling a little at a loss.

Ji Fengmian sat next to her, she didn't smile, but her face was calm, which made people feel serious.

Chu Boyang didn't speak, worried that Ji Fengmian would be bored.

In fact, he is now worried about how to face what may happen after dinner.

After a meal, eat and sleep without saying a word.

Then, what Chu Boyang was worried about also followed.

Several people moved from the dining room to the living room, Ji Fengmian said directly:

"I'm not going back tonight."

Chu Boyang stood beside the stroller, his hand on the rail trembled like an electric shock when he heard Ji Fengmian's words.

The few smiles that appeared when I saw the children just now were washed away by the intense pain that followed.

"I took that bottle as a promise you made to me. If you can't even make this one and only promise... Do you think you have any face in front of me?"

Other people didn't pay much attention to Ji Fengmian's words at the beginning that she would not go back tonight.

But until now, they all realized the seriousness of the matter and looked at the two of them in confusion.

Chu Boyang's hand on the crib rail became tighter and tighter, his knuckles were bluish and white, and the whole person was visibly tense.

He was silent, and grieved again.

seems to be in a desperate situation.

Ji Fengmian looked at him lightly, "If you can't control yourself, stay away from the children, and if you hurt them again, don't live anymore."

The guilt is accumulating more and more, and I don’t let myself go, and living is just a torment.

This is serious enough.

Others thought it was too much.

But Chu Boyang let go of his hand.

Ji Fengmian withdrew his gaze, turned to go upstairs, and stopped just a few steps later.

"That bottle..."

Everyone looked at her back, expecting what she would say, but she stopped and did not continue to speak.

Finally went upstairs.

A group of people was left behind, looking at Chu Boyang suspiciously and worriedly.

"What kind of promise? You won't agree to leave her, will you?"

Lou Ruoyi couldn't help but ask.

Chu Boyang just shook his head, his lips trembled, but he didn't say a word.

At this moment, the doorbell rang, the servant opened the door, and Chu Juncheng walked in.

Straight to the point, "I'll pick up my father,"

Chu Boyang's somewhat stiff eyes slowly shifted to him.

flickered, as if he had finally found a tree root that sinks infinitely in the quagmire and can cling to.

Chu Juncheng's brows sank, he stepped forward, and walked outside with his support.

Chu Boyang was hesitant.

As he walked, he looked back at the stairs, where Ji Fengmian disappeared just now.

Chu Juncheng's caution towards Chu Boyang, as well as Chu Boyang's expression later, finally made Shen Fanxing's eyebrows move slightly.

Bo Jingchuan took her hand in the next second.

Shen Fanxing twitched the corners of his lips, and although he showed a faint smile, his worries could not be concealed.

Chu Boyang doesn't look very good.

She didn't know yet that he owed his mother a promise back then. �

Back at the villa, Chu Boyang did not let Chu Juncheng enter.

entered the villa alone, the glass bottle was still standing still on the coffee table.

The servant stepped forward and brought him a glass of water. Seeing that he was standing motionless beside the sofa, he put down the water glass in fear and backed away.

Chu Boyan stood there almost all night.

The maid wakes up at night with a frightened face ashen.

However, he bravely walked up and asked tremblingly, "Sir, why are you still not sleeping?"

Chu Boyang remained motionless.

"gentlemen……"

Chu Boyang turned to look at her, she took a step back in fright.

"Go down and rest."

The servant responded repeatedly, turning around and almost running away.

Chu Boyang's blue-white face, bright red eyes, and his voice that sounded like sand and rusted iron were all in his mind, like a ghost crawling out of the ground.

But the appearance of the servant seemed to bring back Chu Boyang's sanity. He slowly raised his feet, his stiff legs like tree trunks didn't bend in time, if he didn't hold the sofa, he would almost fall to the ground.

After a long time, he slowly walked to the sofa and sat down on the armrest.

and then continue to stare at the bottle, continue to be in a daze.

The next day, when the maid got up and was busy, he found him sitting on the sofa, quietly looking at the glass bottle on the coffee table with his eyes open.

"Sir, what do you want for breakfast?"

An unsuspecting servant came to ask, but no response was received for a long time.

was pulled away by another servant.

"What's the matter, sir? Why are you staring at an empty bottle all morning?"

"Why, I've been staring at me since I came back last night, I guess I haven't slept all night."

"What happened to that bottle? And I think that only the husband came back alone last night, and the wife didn't come back with him."

"It seems to be a birthday gift from the husband to the wife. I saw it yesterday, and it seems that the wife wants to use this birthday gift to leave the husband."

"Ah? Why, Mr. treats Mrs. so well, but I see that Mrs. doesn't really like to see Mr., and doesn't treat Mr. good face every time..."

Another servant shook his head and sighed, "There must have been some misunderstanding between the two of them when they were young. I don't know what the wife wrote in it, but she wanted to leave the husband so much, and there was nothing else but this. wish."

The low voice still inevitably reached Chu Boyang's ears.

's eyes flickered, he was thinking too, thinking about it all night.

What exactly was written on the note lying in the bottle.

After thinking about it, he couldn't find a second answer except that she asked to leave him.

For so many years, whenever she spoke to him, most of the time she asked him to let her go.

Now that she has finally found such a handle that can be used, how could she miss it.

From last night to this morning, and from morning to evening.

The servants are almost always on tiptoes, for fear of making any noise to disturb him.

He is completely like a sculpture, silently giving the appearance of being out of breath.

The location of the living room, the aura emanating from him was terrifyingly cold, wrapped in thick despair, and lifeless.

The only proof that he was still alive was when Chu Juncheng rang the doorbell outside and he refused to let the servant open the door.

Until night, he didn't eat, drink, or sleep all day, and finally the servants mustered up the courage to open the door to Chu Juncheng without authorization.

Chu Juncheng entered the door and went straight to the living room, Chu Boyang was still staring at the glass bottle.

"Who let you in."

The hoarse voice made the veins on Chu Juncheng's forehead jump.

He asked the servant to pour him a glass of light salt water, and he took it over without regard for respect, clasped Chu Boyang's head, and forcibly gave him a few sips of water.

The clothes were mostly wet.

Chu Boyang waved and smashed the water cup in Chu Juncheng's hand to the ground.

Chu Juncheng's face was cold, and he took the glass bottle on the coffee table into his hand, ignoring the embarrassment on his body.

Chu Boyang's complexion suddenly changed, looking up at him, his scarlet eyes even more terrifying.

"Give me!"

Chu Juncheng went to twist the lid of the glass bottle, Chu Boyang suddenly stood up and snatched the bottle from his hand.

"what are you doing!"

Chu Juncheng was suddenly pushed back by him.

stabilized his body, watched Chu Boyang hold the bottle in his arms, stared at him with an angry and defensive look, and closed his eyes deeply.

"Father, in your current state, I can't understand anything! Cooperate with the doctor to get the disease cured as soon as possible, we are thinking about other things! You are really sick, what can you do even if Aunt Ji is by your side, you can't guarantee absolute You can't hurt her. Don't you want to take care of her? If you can't take care of yourself, how can you take care of her?"

Chu Boyang walked around him and walked upstairs with the bottle in his arms.

Chu Juncheng followed in stride, stood at the bottom of the stairs and looked at his back, angrily said: "Father, please face the reality. Forcibly tying her to your side will only make her reject you even more. The best choice. There is also a promise you can't refuse, to fulfill her last wish in her life, maybe in her heart, she can still remember that you are the one who fulfilled her promise. "

Chu Boyang paused.

Chu Juncheng took a deep breath and continued: "I will give you three days at most. After three days, whether you agree or not, I will definitely take you out of here!"

Chu Boyang finally lifted his feet and went upstairs.

Chu Juncheng did not leave.

asked the servant about Chu Boyang's situation, and ordered the servant to cook meat porridge.

Chu Boyang locked himself in the bedroom.

Sitting on the windowsill, still holding the glass bottle in his hand, staring at the folded note inside.

face the reality……

Let him fulfill the promise he made to A Mian?

Is that promise to let her go completely?

He never thought it would be such a promise.

Once this promise is fulfilled, what is the meaning of his life?

What is the meaning of their life?

But if she doesn't deliver, will she come back?

Come back like a walking corpse, believing that he is a man who doesn't keep his promises and doesn't even keep his promises?

He was too unbearable in her heart.

She said she had her own pride.

What she meant was that being forcibly trapped by his side was wiping out her pride and dignity.

He didn't want that.

Everything is fine with her now, he doesn't want her to have any changes because of him.

You can trap her by your side, but it backfires, but if you let her go, the two people's lives will no longer have any intersection, which is also counterproductive.

Nothing is right.

is like this again, no matter what you do.

reached out and grabbed his hair, his whole person exuding a strong sense of helplessness and despair.

Chu Juncheng came and knocked on the door with meat porridge, but to no avail.

The same goes for dinner.

Chu Juncheng simply found someone to force the door open.

Chu Boyang sat motionless on the windowsill, still holding the bottle in his hand.

Putting the porridge aside, he said, "Can you drink the porridge first?"

“…”

"Father. She is not the only one in your life. Have you seen your daughter? Have you seen your two grandchildren? Are you planning to see only their side in this life?"

Chu Boyang's fingers holding the glass moved slightly.

"I haven't given any love to your daughter, and I have missed so much. Haven't you thought about making up for her? There are also her two children, who have only been born a few months, and you don't plan to give them your grandfather. of love?"

Chu Boyang looked up at Chu Juncheng.

"With Fanxing and two grandchildren, you and Aunt Ji have been in constant contact with each other in this lifetime."

Seeing that Chu Boyang finally reacted, Chu Juncheng slightly hooked his lips, "But all the premise is that you must be healthy before you can give and compensate them."

After he finished speaking, he picked up the porridge and handed it over.

Chu Boyang put the bottle in his hand on the windowsill.

"I have no appetite right now."

Chu Juncheng's eyebrows moved, but he didn't force it. He put the bowl aside, "Then eat it when you have an appetite, remember to drink water."

Chu Boyang nodded, "If I go to see Fanxing, Bo Mian and Bo Jun, will A Mian agree to let me see them?"

"She has no right to disagree."

Chu Boyang's eyes darkened, "...What if she is not happy?"

Chu Juncheng: "..."

He turned himself into a dead end again.

"She definitely won't agree to my visit to Bo Mian Bojun, she thinks I'm sick... But I'm really fine, she doesn't believe me..."

"It's not that she thinks that you are really sick."

Chu Boyang closed his eyes and took a deep breath, his voice was hoarse and vague.

"You go out."

Chu Juncheng secretly took a deep breath and did not stay any longer.

"Father, if Aunt Ji doesn't agree with you to see your daughter and grandson again, are you really gone?"

"If she's not happy, then I... don't see me."

There was only Chu Boyang left in the room, silently as if not even breathing.

Even the dust floating in the air seemed to have more presence than him.

He didn't want A Mian to hate him anymore,

However, forcing her to stay by his side was to condone her hating him.

If he leaves as she wishes, as Juncheng said, can she still remember that he is the one who kept his promise to him?

After all, compared to her full of hatred for him, occupying a pure place in her heart, the temptation was indeed too great for him.

Do you really want to let her go?

Once let go, they really have no intersection in this life.

But her biggest wish in this life is nothing but this one and only one.

And only he can give it to her.

He put his eyes on the glass bottle again, the expression on his face was almost gone, but he clearly felt that he was once again caught in endless entanglement and complexity at this moment.

I don't know how long it took, he picked up the glass bottle, hesitated for a long time, and finally put his hand on the lid of the glass bottle...

Chu Juncheng handled some affairs in City B by phone in the living room, and it was more than ten o'clock when he was done.

glanced upstairs, the lines on his slightly tired face suddenly tensed, and his handsome brows and eyes were full of strong emotions.

He stood up with gloomy eyebrows and wanted to go upstairs to check on Chu Boyang's situation, but just a few steps away, there was a sound of footsteps upstairs.

Not long after, he saw Chu Boyang appear in the living room.

Chu Juncheng was a little surprised.

"you……"

Chu Boyang held on to the escalator, his face was morbidly pale, he looked at Chu Juncheng, his lips trembled, and he slowly said a few words.

Chu Juncheng, who was interrupted just now, couldn't hide his surprise when he heard Chu Boyang's words. �

Early the next morning, Ji Fengmian and Lou Ruoyi took care of the children downstairs.

Shen Fanxing was cleaning up in the room and received a call from Bo Jingchuan halfway through.

In just a few seconds, Shen Fanxing's face changed, puzzled and surprised.

She put away the phone and went downstairs, walking to Ji Fengmian's side.

"Uncle Chu left this morning. He returned to Country B with Chu Juncheng."

[I originally wanted to write it and send it out together, but I didn't finish writing the 8,000 words. If I can't finish writing this pair of CPs tomorrow, I'll cut off my head and give you a kick as a ball! (ω)×No bar raising×】

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