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The news of the child's arrival made Zhuang Li immediately crash into the bed of Ge Ya's velvet bed, and she was unable to recover her senses for a long, long time …

I'm pregnant... I have a little life throbbing in my stomach now... He was no longer alone …

After thinking carefully about Yan Yan, who had been sick for the past month, could fall asleep at any time. Furthermore, she would wake up very easily at night. If she could not eat, she would vomit as much as she wanted for military rations …

When he encountered delicious food, he couldn't stop himself from eating. It was as if he had been hungry for hundreds of years …

So many symptoms... Shouldn't he have thought of it long ago …? Were these not the symptoms that were usually seen in the Grimoire of Pregnancy that was written in so many dog-blooded romance dramas in the modern era …?

He suddenly had a lot of scruples and thoughts about this tiny life of his … Zhuang Li, who pretended to be extremely calm, also had countless of little hesitations …

When she came over, she carried the thought that she might never be able to see Wang Su again in this life, that she might have made up her mind to the best of her ability. Two months … Although Zhuang Li was a modern person, she was an especially conservative woman. She did not have the concept of not getting pregnant at all … Moreover, this era … Even the technical content couldn't hit...

After the blank state of his mind had been crushed once, all sorts of doubts surfaced …

Does this child want it or not? Could it be that she wanted him to be born in West Cold? She couldn't count on Xi Cuo to let her and Wang Su go back, otherwise, what was the point of causing such a ruckus and so many people dying … Now, Zhuang Li didn't even dare to think about whether she would be able to return Wang Su safely … After all, how could her power be comparable to the Emperor of the Great Phoenix?

Was he going to be a single mother and have this child spend the rest of his life in West Cold? Tell him who his father was. Why can't I see you...

and... More importantly, whether or not the people from the West Cold can accommodate the children of the Great Phoenix Emperor …

Zhuang Li unconsciously moved her hand to her abdomen, wondering if the little creature inside could feel what her mother was thinking …

Do I get the same prenatal depression that Mary Sue's pigfeet usually get in dog blood TV dramas?

But no matter what …

It's with me... No matter what I face in the future... At least one more child with me...

Naturally, she wanted to properly give birth to her, protect her, love her, raise her and tell her her stories. She could even tell her that your mother had transmigrated here from a modern era that was very, very far away from here.

But that little life would unconditionally believe her … Because it was her own child...

She would tell her more and more strange things. For example, this world is not circular, the earth is round, we have the change of spring, summer, autumn and winter because the earth is revolving around the sun... and the moon is spinning around us again... Maybe many, many years from now, real people will be able to fly in the sky, because there will be people who will invent such a magical thing as an airplane...

She had so many things to say, so many secrets. Now that she finally found someone she could confide in, that person wouldn't suspect her in the slightest. She would call her mother in a soft voice … It was just like how she used to call her mother, whose love was not lucky. How many times had her mother said that she originally thought that it was impossible for her to live with her child by herself? However, it was precisely because she heard Zhuang Li call her name again and again that she was able to endure.

Become exceptionally strong...

She closed her eyes and leaned against the bed, tears streaming down her face …

It was much easier than comparing it to Ge Ya. After all, she was Zhuang Li's child. She did not think much into it and hurriedly sent this news back into the West Cold. At the very least, Luo Lihua and Young Master Loulan had already heard this news that they did not know whether or not it was worth celebrating …

A series of small jewelry worn around the neck and in the hands of craftsmen to make children. Actually, these were still the habits of a phoenix person, because Ge Ya's mother was a phoenix person. After that, he successfully blended in the colors of the Western Regions and sent her some small vests, or perhaps it was due to him capturing Zhou's activities … She had been asking Water Nanny about these things all day long, adding fuel to the fire with her own thoughts. She was extremely busy …

Qing You just waited on him more carefully. No one expected that Zhuang Li had already thought of so many things in her heart, whether she should or should not …

Meeting with Xi Cuo was the morning of the second day. Just as Zhuang Li finished eating a big bowl of Eight Treasures Porridge, she saw Xi Cuo push open the door and enter.

Compared to three years ago, he seemed much more mature and thinner. Perhaps it was because he was injured, but his body was no longer the same as it was before. When he saw Zhuang Li, his eyes turned red, but he held back his tears.

She knew how much the man in front of her loved her, and she also knew that she had promised to marry him when she turned twenty … But at that time, she didn't know whether to like it or not.

At that time, it was because she didn't fall in love that she would say stupid things like "when I'm twenty and I marry you" …

Now, she understood that the person she loved was only Wang Su …

Even if she saw the faint yellow light from the Imperial Study in her pavilion, her entire person would still be able to calm down from her anxiety. It was as if the person he liked was sitting right in front of him … She stood guard in the teahouse, not moving an inch away from him. She wanted to make a pot of new tea for that person, and as she watched that person's quiet face amidst the fragrance of the tea, it was as if she had obtained the most important treasure of her life …

"I hope... You let Wang Su go... "I can stay …"

Xi Cuo obviously did not expect Zhuang Li to be the one to speak first. It was especially natural, as if he had already thought about it carefully …

"You …"

Zhuang Li only looked at him, not changing from the Xi Cuo in her memories. This man had a good temper, and always had a strong sense of justice and determination to protect the weak. He was a kind person, and made her feel safe. Even now, she had never felt that Xi Cuo would hurt her at all …

She was even willing to entrust her life to this man …

The helplessness and sadness she faced were two different countries' standpoints, but it was never this man who was a bad person … She touched the child in her belly. If it was a boy, she would call him Wang Liangxiao … If it was a girl … She was going to call him Wang Wai …

"Zhuang Li... "You don't have to do this …" When that man spoke, his eyes were shining brightly like the stars in the sky above the Western Regions …

"I will let Wang Su go, and I will wait for you …"

"…"

"I do hate him, but I also didn't believe that you loved him … But I don't believe it either... I want to work hard for myself too... "

He did not say much, and was especially concise. After he finished speaking, he even let Zhuang Li have a good rest.

What West Cold needed was freedom, his own sovereignty. Thus, he had resisted because he did not want Da Feng to interfere with anything that happened with them … What he wanted to obtain was already very perfect … When he returned to the West Cold, all the people of the West Cold would support Xi Cuo to become king …

Zhuang Li's final request was to be able to send Wang Su out of the West Cold. She was going to send him off herself …

He did not know if this was the last time he would see Wang Su in this life …

He covered his face, and was brought before Zhuang Li by two soldiers of the West Cold. The soldier originally wanted to take Wang Su's mask away, but was stopped by Zhuang Li's wave of her hand, and for the last part of the journey, she could not let Wang Su know who she was …

She walked over and held Wang Su's hand …

It had been a long time since she held this hand properly. Due to the wounds on her hand that was covered with troops, Wang Su didn't notice that the owner of these hands was actually Zhuang Li … At the beginning, he struggled a little, but under Zhuang Li's insistence, he silently accepted Zhuang Li's orders, and allowed her to hold his hand and walk away.

Originally, the West Cold people had prepared a carriage and was sent away by Zhuang Li. There were already soldiers of the Great Phoenix waiting for the emperor five kilometers away.

Thus, she led Wang Su to walk in front while the West Cold carriage leisurely followed behind.

She also really wanted to look at Wang Su's face again. That face was exceptionally handsome and cold, and when she was angry, it could cause the coldest white wind to blow, but if she smiled, she could also melt all of the winter snow in the capital city …

She really wanted to hold that hand and keep walking …

If a person's heart could communicate with their skin, she smiled lightly as she kept thinking in her mind.

I have your child in my womb...

If it's a girl... I'll just call her Wang Wangyou...

Her tears once again burst out of the dike and splattered down onto the ground beneath her feet, but she didn't need to wipe them away with her hands …

Along the way, she didn't speak. Zhuang Li had been afraid that Yun Che would hear his voice, since he didn't know the situation he was in at all.

He walked all the way to the border of Da Feng and waited for the Emperor's carriage to be prepared. Zhuang Li handed him over to the soldier of Da Feng and indicated for him to wait until he had left before taking off Wang Su's mask.

Just as she was about to let go, she suddenly felt Wang Su's hand tighten, as though he was about to pull her into his embrace.

"Are you Little Li?" His unfounded doubts caused Zhuang Li's scalp to go numb, and he almost cried out in an instant, wanting to struggle free. Yet the other party's grip was getting tighter and tighter …

Although he did not believe that Zhuang Li, who was originally far away in the capital, would appear here, holding her own hand with her own hand that was covered in small wounds, he could not forget a certain memory in her heart. No matter whether it was at the ends of the earth, she would feel an exceptionally strong heart palpitating and heartache whenever she thought of that woman …

He had long since stopped doubting her and no longer harboring any more of her anger … If there was an accident, he might as well leave her with a heartless look …

Instead of seeing her, it was better that he didn't miss her …

The soldiers of West Cold immediately separated Wang Su from Zhuang Li, and without saying a word, they pushed Zhuang Li back into the carriage, and went towards West Cold.

Along the way, Zhuang Li only remembered that she kept crying, and she kept calling out to him for warmth. Warm Wang...

It was as if he had gained the courage to use it limitlessly …

Currently, that child was the only thing she had the courage to continue living on … She wanted to be with her forever …