Leaving Huang Yingchun's yard, Tang Xiaonan noticed that something was wrong with Lou Zhijun, so she pushed the two men away, "Go talk about things, Sister Lou and I want to whisper."
"Okay, please go to the study with me." Gu Yunchuan said with a smile.
Huo Jinzhi also smiled, patted Tang Xiaonan's head lightly, and jokingly said, "You have to return Mrs. Gu to the master at night, don't overwhelm the guest!"
Tang Xiaonan blushed and glared at him.
Lou Zhijun heard what he meant and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will definitely not occupy your wife, and I will accompany you at night."
Huo Jinzhi was relieved. The last time he came to Gu's house as a guest, his daughter-in-law left him and slept with Lou Zhijun, causing him to stay in the empty room alone and not sleep well all night.
After the two men left, Lou Zhijun joked: "You two are old and married and still so loving, Huo Jinyi can't live without you at night."
"It doesn't seem to be the same as you Gu Yunchuan?"
Tang Xiaonan blushed and retorted, and Lou Zhijun's face also blushed, and the two smiled at each other.
Lou Zhijun took her to the terrace on the second floor. The terrace is very big, the scenery is beautiful, and there is a faint fragrance of flowers in the air. Tang Xiaonan asked people to bring a bottle of red wine, and also made some snacks, crab, duck claw, dried tofu and peanuts. , toast to the bright moon with Lou Zhijun.
"Why are you so preoccupied? Gu Yunchuan doesn't have an outsider, right?" Tang Xiaonan asked jokingly.
"Of course not, my family Yunchuan is very self-absorbed, alas... I just blame myself..."
Lou Zhijun drank half a glass of red wine and couldn't help but talk about her thoughts.
"As you can see, my mother-in-law is locked at home by herself now, and she can't visit or go shopping. Although she always says that she likes to be quiet, she definitely likes to be lively when she's older, just like Aunt Jinfeng, playing cards and dancing every day is the only way to go. I live happily, but because of me, my mother-in-law can only retire in a deserted country in a foreign country, Xiao Nan, do you think I am too selfish?"
Tang Xiaonan thought about it and asked directly, "Why don't you want to go back to live in China?"
She also saw that Huang Yingchun was quite lonely, but the old lady loved her son the most and loved the house and Wu. She naturally didn't want her son to be embarrassed, so she simply aggrieved herself to live abroad, even if she worshipped the Buddha in a deserted manner, she still missed her hometown. .
Lou Zhijun looked sad, sighed heavily, and took a long time to say: "Going back will only make me sad, thinking of those painful past events, Xiao Nan... You don't understand, I really can't face..."
Tang Xiaonan also sighed, not to persuade others to be kind without suffering others. Lou Zhijun's pain is only known to her, and others cannot understand it.
"I don't understand, and I don't want to persuade you, but you are still entangled in self-blame, and I will say it directly. Aunt Yingchun has indeed sacrificed herself to fulfill you and Gu Yunchuan. You are uneasy, and this is not the way."
Lou Zhijun's expression became even more sad, she knew that this would definitely not work, she was not a selfish person, she knew about her mother-in-law's sacrifice, and she always blamed herself.
But when she went back, she was afraid that she would collapse. The older she got, the more fragile she seemed to be psychologically.
Tang Xiaonan persuaded: "Heart disease still needs medical treatment. Those painful experiences are like old scars. On the surface, they look good, and new flesh grows, but there is pus inside. The only way to cure it is to Cut out this piece of rotten flesh and completely cut off the roots, do you understand what I mean?"