But he also learned to be smart.
Rarely show anything in front of the old lady mu.
Unfortunately, he is too young after all.
A year later, the dog was sent away.
He didn't eat for three days and was seriously ill. What he got was news of the dog's death.
At that moment, he hated the woman who called herself his grandmother.
The most poisonous snake and scorpion in the world is not as terrible as her in his eyes.
Later, grandfather brought him a dog.
But he knew that in less than a year, it would be sent away again.
So he began to ignore, boring, and then teased it to play.
But efforts to tightly cover their own heart, dare not easily produce feelings.
Dogs are replaced every two years.
Until the general's mother, who gave her life to save him.
Its children are allowed to stay with him.
But in the end, day after day, his heart is no longer soft.
Grow up a little bit.
He found several children about his age in the neighborhood.
They always play football together and go to school with schoolbags on their back. They laugh a little bit like idiots.
He never dare to take the initiative to approach, but he is always attracted by them.
But he kept a distance, but they often talked to him.
At that time, he was a monster in their eyes, he thought.
Pretend to be serious indifference and disdain, but actually incomparable yearning and longing.
Half a year, not a long time.
He still became friends with them.
He was happy, but he didn't dare to show it.
Until two years later.
He was called out by a boy who was usually very kind to him.
He thought it was an ordinary gathering.
But they didn't want to meet him with their fists and beatings.
At that time, he had learned some self-defense skills.
He beat them.
But that day, he didn't fight back.
He was beaten in bed for half a month by several children about ten years old.
Later, he knew.
This is Mrs. Mu's arrangement.
She went to the parents of several children. If they were not willing to fight him, they would disappear from Haicheng in three days.
He still remembers.
He was lying on the bed black and blue.
Grandma stood aside in indifference.
"Beiting, you have to understand. Only those who are equal to you deserve to be your friends. "
"But you see, there are no forever friends in this world, only permanent interests. Only if you are strong enough can you get and destroy anything you want. "
He looked at the ceiling in silence.
Later, the partners left.
He remembers it, too.
There was a boy who stubbornly did not participate in the day.
But his family was really expelled from Haicheng.
At that time he finally understood.
The original more painful than the loss, is that he can not protect.
He is more and more indifferent, in the Mu old lady's careful training, he can always see through people's heart at a glance.
He knew that Ms. Lu had another brother.
They don't meet much.
But mu Chenzhou always likes to stick to him.
He likes this younger brother, but when he sees him appear with Ms. Lu and Mu Yusheng in Mu Laofu's house to see him.
He suddenly felt as if he had nothing left.
He no longer belongs to his parents.
He seems to have been abandoned by the world.
Oh, no, or there is an old lady mu.
He even began to get used to her nagging.
She was much milder than at first, and more satisfied with him.
But after all, he couldn't like this grandmother.
But forced to get used to her company.