Listen to Mu Yu Sheng's words, cold Che some at a loss.
The dust laden memory is a little bit loose, vaguely remembering that when he was young, Mu Yusheng once tried to ask him: "ah Che, your mother is not very well, and your father is busy with his work, so he can't take good care of you. Can't your father find a mother to give you?"
At that time, he was fragile and sensitive, and instantly hostile to Mu Yu Sheng.
Although he was young at that time, he also understood that his mother could not be changed.
Later, he once thought that Mu Yusheng had betrayed his mother. Now he understands that he wants to keep himself by his side.
Mu Yusheng also seems to recall his childhood. His face showed a touch of tenderness and said in a soft voice: "when you were just born, you were fat and white, like a little boy sitting down in Guanyin. You are particularly clean and beautiful."
"I still remember the first time I held you, you closed your eyes and didn't cry. You were very clever."
"Later you grow up day by day, every time I take you out, you will giggle at people, often mixed with a lot of snacks candy back."
Cold Che's thoughts are also floating far away.
At that time, he was probably the happiest and relaxed period.
When he was older, he would often hear people ridicule his mother as a madman.
Young children are still very young and ignorant, but unintentional alienation and exclusion is particularly hurtful.
He fought with others several times, but his mother never took sides with him. She only criticized him with dissatisfaction, even with disgust and dislike in her eyes.
Therefore, others will be even more severe, accusing him of being uncultured.
He became sensitive and stubborn, and gradually understood that they all like quiet and clever children.
He gradually became sensible and tried to be what they liked.
The happiest part of that time was waiting for mu Yusheng to leave work.
Although he is always busy, he seldom sees him.
But he was still full of expectations.
Because he will always hold himself high above his head, will let him ride on his neck, will tell him stories, will bring him gifts to buy his favorite toys.
Yeah Now I want to come, those are his stolen happiness and happiness.
Mu Yusheng said again, "ah Che, I just want to tell you that there are still people in the world who love you."
Han Che lost his mind to look at him, in front of the man mature and handsome, dignified.
And at the moment, is looking at him worried.
Han Che tried to pull out a smile, but pulled the corner of his lips but failed.
He's so imposing, but he's just a dirty existence. He has done so many things that hurt him, and now what qualification to think about it?
As if seeing what he thought, Mu Yu Sheng opened his mouth in a warm voice: "do you know? When you first called me dad, I was so happy. I only thought that when you grow up, you must call me like this. "
Hanche eyes sour, a string of tears from the corner of his eyes rolling down, like abandoned children.
Mu Yusheng got up and held him: "ah Che, as long as you want, I will always be your father."
Cold Che fingertips tremble slightly, produce a kind of impulse that wants to hold him back.
But But the thought of his father is such a person, think of his own is so dirty existence, think of his mother's eyes of disgust and exclusion, for a moment, he began to shrink.
Mu Yusheng said in a deep voice again: "ah Che, you have to know that people can make many choices in this life, but the only thing that can't be chosen and decided is the origin."