She stood where she was, watching her shadow get farther and farther away.
She actually knew that she would not come back.
But she was still waiting, year after year, never waiting for her to come back.
Until later, she and Xia Feijun were adopted respectively.
"Wake up!" A deep voice sounded around her. Xia Fei only felt that her shoulder was shaken a little.
She slowly opened her eyes, the corners of her eyes still filled with tears.
She looked at the beautiful eyes in front of her in a trance, like a beautiful boy drawn by painting brush.
With the bedside lamp on, she could see her own reflection in his pupils.
Xia Fei se gradually woke up and looked at him.
Li mubai kisses her eyes and says in a low voice, "be good. I'll give you what I want."
Xia Fei color was silent for a long time, then said softly: "I want a mother."
Li mubai frowned, drooped his eyes and said in a cold voice, "change one."
Xia Fei se stopped talking.
Li mubai did not speak.
It is not that he can not use means to let that woman come back to be her mother, to care for her, to give her love, but such maternal love, he felt sick!
Xia Fei se was quiet for a long time, and said again, "I'm just talking about it."
Maybe I haven't woken up yet.
Even if she really came back, she could not accept her any more.
Sometimes things in the world are like this. When you need her, she is not there, and many times it doesn't have to be.
Xia Fei se did not speak any more, and soon she fell asleep.
The woman in the arms gradually spread the sound of even breathing, but Li mubai was not sleepy.
She moved to the side of a few minutes, got up to the kitchen window, lit a cigarette, deep eyes, do not know what to think.
*The next morning, Fei Tuan got up early and went to dance.
The teacher asked her about the situation, then pacified her a few words, and then did not say more.
Fan Xiaoai approached and said, "Fei se, Fei se, who was that man yesterday? It's the pretty, scummy man
Xia Fei se is silent to her smile, did not answer.
"He's not your boyfriend, is he? No, no, you're married, aren't you? He's so handsome Fan Xiaoai was incoherent, excited and excited.
Xia Fei se didn't know if Li mubai allowed her to have a relationship with him now, and then she still didn't say.
After all, he can do whatever he wants, but he doesn't necessarily allow others to do so.
"Look, look, it's Yao Ruoshan!" Fan Xiaoai suddenly opened his mouth and his eyes fell out of the window.
Xia Fei se looked up and saw a black private car slowly driving into the dance group. Then she saw Yao Ruoshan get out of the car and a beautiful middle-aged woman.
"I heard that she was expelled from the dance company. She came here to pack up today."
"But her family is so rich that she must not worry about it in the future."
"I still have power and power. I didn't expect to go to the Bureau for a while, and I could come out safely."
……
All around the discussion voice gradually rises, Xia Fei color did not make a voice.
When preparing breakfast this morning, she promised to reconcile with Li mubai.
He dropped his chopsticks on the spot, staring at her coldly and sarcastically, "you are really a Bodhisattva."
Xia Fei se looked at him and said softly, "is that to ask me to return my life to her?"
She can't change the fact that she gave birth to her.
And she didn't want to give it back to her.
Li mubai calmly took his clothes and left without waiting for her.
She didn't have time to catch the bus, so she took a taxi to the dance company.