But he knows that this matter will be his heart forever hurt.
But even if it's hurt, he can't help but watch his original excellent grandson's negative and degenerate forever.
In this way, even under the nine springs, he could not explain to his son.
After a long time, Mr. Li said again, "have you ever thought about those dead comrades in arms, and whether they blame the commanding officers as much as you do?"
"I don't know and I don't want to know." Li mubai said coldly.
"Well, you don't know. I'll tell you. They will not blame, because they understand that everyone is doing their best, because they understand that from the moment they put on the military uniform, they are ready to shed blood for the motherland and the people! Everyone is doing their best, Li mubai, what are you doing Mr. Li asked angrily.
Li mubai's eyes were scarlet, holding his big hand hanging from his side.
He had blue veins on his forehead and sneered, "I don't owe anyone anything. Why should I throw my head and shed blood for whom? You let me take care of other people's life and death, who will take care of my life and death, who will take care of their life and death! "
At the end of the day, he was excited and roared.
In fact, this is extremely selfish, like a very irresponsible bastard without any faith.
Master Li was silent for a long time. He sighed a little tired: "Xiaobai, my grandfather is old. I just hope you can be OK before he dies. Even if you don't want to go back to the army, you should find a job to settle down, or if you don't want to work, do something. You can't spend your life like this all the time. "
Li mubai did not speak, and master Li said again, "your drunkenness is the greatest disrespect for those who have died. Think about it for yourself. I contacted an old subordinate. With your previous military position and military achievements, I can send you to the headquarters. Don't you think that the commander at that time should take great responsibility? Why don't you try it? Maybe there will be less sacrifice in the future
Words fall, do not wait for Li mubai to make a voice, Mr. Li hung up the phone.
Li mubai listened to the busy tone in the mobile phone and slowly put down the phone.
He stood in front of the building and lit a cigarette. His eyes were a little confused and his eyes were full of pain to overflow.
*
it was not long before lunch break.
Xia Fei se saw that he had not come back for a long time after he went out. She put on a suit and went out to look for him.
When he found him, he stood on the steps in front of the building smoking, his eyes were lonely and cold, just like being abandoned by the world.
He wore very little because he didn't take his coat.
Xia Fei se walked forward slowly and touched his hand, which was cool.
Li mubai took back his sight, his eyes fell on her face and did not speak.
Xiafei's eyes were beautiful. Under his clear eyelashes, his pupils were a little confused, reflecting her shadow, but there was no focal length.
Xia Fei color gently hugged him: "it's so cold outside, go in."
Li mubai's throat moved, because he didn't speak for a long time. His voice was dry and hoarse: "what do you eat?"
"Go out and eat." Xia Fei said in a warm voice.
"With Zhao?" Li mubai asked.
Xia Fei se had thought like this, but he could not help but whisper to his eyes: "just us two."
"Good." He pulled the corners of his lips and gave a smile that didn't reach his eyes.
Sometimes, she felt like a child.
Even if the mood is clearly low, but still insist on caring about these unimportant things.