Gu Qingya gradually quieted down and did not speak again.
In the room for a time only her soft sobbing voice, Gu Qingyao chuckled: "I really didn't expect that you would hate me so much."
We have been living together for so many years, but in the end, we have got a hate word and full of complaints.
Gu Qingyao actually felt that she had failed.
Gu Qingya's tears fell again. She lowered her head and did not dare to look at her. She said in a soft voice: "I I'm just jealous I'm jealous that you can do everything so well, that you are beautiful, that you are liked, that you can live freely. I envy those things that I can't do with my efforts, but you can always do them well. "
Gu Qingyao couldn't help laughing, but it seemed that she didn't even bother to explain. She just lowered her eyes to cover up the wet meaning of her eyes.
She never does everything well.
She just always felt that if her mother was still there, she could do everything for them.
I just thought that if dad was still there, he would protect them very well.
So in the final analysis, she was wrong.
She is willing to shoulder these responsibilities, always want to give her the best.
After all, she is not an elder.
In the end, she did not become the idol in her heart, but became the object of jealousy.
Why make your life so tired?
Gu Qingya was silent for a long time after saying this, and said softly: "I always thought that I hate you and blame you. But until Lu Xiao told me that you were in danger, I was flustered, but I suddenly realized that I actually In fact, I don't hate you all... "
"I thought at that time, as long as you were OK, I would take all my money. But Lu Xiao is too bad. When I rush to the hospital, he tells me you are dead. "
Gu Qingya opened her mouth with a smile and tears on her face.
She looks at Gu Qingyao, who is just silent.
"Looking at the empty hospital bed, I suddenly realized that I couldn't live without you I can't lose you Sister, I can't live without you! Will you forgive me? Forgive me once, and I'll give you everything Gu Qingya couldn't help crying.
Gu Qingyao's eyes were also a little wet, and her nose and her eyes were sore.
She was silent.
Gu Qingya held her hand tightly and choked with red eyes: "elder sister, shall we go back to the same as before? Shall we do as before... "
Yes, she's been reluctant to admit it.
After Gu Qingyao moved out of the house, she lived alone in such a big villa.
But without her, she thought she would be very happy.
Finally, I don't have to live in her shadow all the time.
But the truth is, she hasn't been happy for a minute.
She only felt that the house was terrible, cold and lonely. She just missed the night when she was sleeping in a quilt with her. She missed her sometimes harsh and sometimes gentle words.
Gu Qingyao pulled a paper towel and wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes.
She didn't cry like Gu Qingya. From the beginning to the end, her eyes were moist.
She gently pulled out her hand, which she held tightly.
But she just moved, Gu Qingya then pulled her more tightly: "sister."
Gu Qingyao said softly, "let go first."
Gu Qingya looked at her for several seconds, then slowly let go.