Chapter 90

Past dead?

Yesterday is like yesterday's death, today's is like today's life.

People all know that time is gone and the past is like smoke.

But how many people can really be so open-minded?

Han Feiyan thought she could do it, but when she watched Liu Yanbo appear at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding yesterday, she watched him walk onto the stage of master of ceremonies with a gentle wave of Yin hanruo, and beat down the group of men in suits in the most powerful way.

She knew that she couldn't be open-minded.

In Haishi, even in the world, Han Feiyan thinks that no one knows Liu Yanbo better than she does, and no one has poured more feelings into him than she does.

Once unreserved pay, in return is now today's bitter fruit.

Liu Yanbo, why are you doing this to me?

Han Feiyan thought about it all night, but she still couldn't figure it out.

She has always had feelings for him. Losing to reality doesn't mean she doesn't love him.

Because of love, she was so excited that she ignored the fact of breaking up.

He who is in charge of the game has a good view.

Fortunately, the owner of the milk tea shop heard a small part of Han Feiyan's words.

He is a wise man who can guess the relationship between men and women from this part of the speech.

He is also a kind man, can't bear to watch a pair of former intimate lovers make such a fuss.

Therefore, he used his best milk tea as a mediation method.

The past is dead -

that's a good name.

In the past, though there were thousands of right and wrong, they all died.

Can not put down, but also need not be too persistent?

The owner of the milk tea shop left after putting down the milk tea. Han Feiyan also calmed down and looked at Liu Yanbo in a daze.

Liu Yanbo mixed the milk tea and took a sip.

Milk tea has the bitterness of coffee, but it is more mellow and silky than milk. Its taste is as good as its name.

Liu Yanbo put down the milk tea cup and said to Han Feiyan, "it's good. Don't you try it?"

Han Feiyan took a deep look at Liu Yanbo, lowered her head to stir up the milk tea, and gently said, "you should have heard that, right? I'm looking for other men just for a better life, for money. "

"You can call me a gold digger, and I won't refute it." Han Feiyan took a sip of milk tea and continued: "I will also say you are selfish, because it is also a fact."

Is Liu Yanbo selfish?

He's really selfish. In order to live their own ordinary life, ignoring the feelings of their loved ones, this is not selfish, what is it?

Liu Yanbo and Han Feiyan have always considered the reasons for their breakup, but he did not think about it.

After Han Feiyan said this, Liu Yanbo realized that in the past three years, he had always regarded Han Feiyan as a pure girl who had just graduated from University, instead of facing her growth.

In this colorful world, how many people can be like a rock?

Love also needs to be given to each other, and the protection of material life is one of the ways of expression.

We are all mortals. Platonic love is not as real as bread and milk.

"I'm sorry." Liu Yanbo lowered his head and felt that his heart was full of bitter taste.

He realized his mistake, only late.

Looking at Liu Yanbo, Han Feiyan's excitement gradually calmed down and said slowly, "I don't mean to make you apologize. In my heart, you are wrong, but I also know that I have made a bigger mistake, which is not worthy of your apology."

With a long sigh of relief, Han Feiyan then asked, "I asked you out just to know one thing. Why can you do this for Yin Hanru? Or have you never loved me? "

She was really jealous.

When Liu Yanbo and Yin hanruo appeared at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding with hands in hand,

when Yin hanruo waved, Liu Yanbo could offend the two big cities in Shanghai for her.

Han Feiyan's inner monologue at that moment is only left - why?

She was eager to know the answer.

If it wasn't for what happened later that was too sudden, she would go to him and ask him on the spot.

The relationship between them was not only Liu Yanbo's first love, but also her first love of Han Feiyan.

The reason for separation was enough, but she couldn't let it go.

Regardless of men and women, jealousy is always unreasonable and always runs counter to reality.

Can Liu Yanbo give Han Feiyan a satisfactory answer?

Looking down for a long time, Liu Yanbo lit a cigarette, looked out of the window, and said, "it's probably because of that marriage certificate! It makes me feel like I finally have a home. "

This is the most reasonable explanation he can think of.

For many years, Liu Yanbo has never experienced the feeling of having a home. He really wants to have a home of his own.Many people often say: in this age when marriage and divorce are as frequent as eating and sleeping, the marriage certificate is only a dispensable piece of paper.

This piece of paper may not be so important to many people, but it is of great significance to Liu Yanbo, because no matter how many true and false elements are in it, at least in the situation, he will eventually have a home, which gives him a sense of stability.

Yes.

He lacked a sense of security to a ridiculous degree.

Even if this marriage is just a transaction, without any emotional basis to speak of, he will still be as desperate as a moth to a fire.

In fact, on the day Liu Yanbo and Han Feiyan parted, he would not refuse to be married by any woman, no matter for any reason.

It's like a drowning swimmer who knows he can't do anything, but still wants to catch anything he can get, even if it's just duckweed.

Liu Yanbo chose Yin hanruo not because of her beauty or her excellence, but because she appeared at the right time.

Han Feiyan stares at Liu Yanbo and asks, "that marriage certificate is really so important to you?"

Liu Yanbo nodded: "it's really important. Otherwise, I would not have been tired of talking about marriage with you after I got your parents' approval

Han Feiyan doubts: "why?"

At the beginning, when they had been dating for nearly a year, Han Feiyan led Liu Yanbo back to her hometown.

During that time, Liu Yanbo was approved by the Han family and the two old people also hoped that they would get married as soon as possible.

After returning to Haishi, Liu Yanbo bought a diamond ring and asked for marriage many times. Ten days before the two broke up, he also mentioned a marriage, but as usual, Han Feiyan prevaricated in the past.

Today, Han Feiyan still can't understand why Liu Yanbo was so eager to get a license to get married immediately.

It's not really her fault.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Liu Yanbo swallowed the cloud and vomited the fog like a drug addict. He looked out of the window aimlessly and murmured: "because I have been wandering for too long and too long."

People all say that prodigal sons are ungrateful and ungrateful, and even envy their freedom.

This is a misunderstanding.

The real vagabond prodigal son, at the beginning, may be because of treason and novelty, may also be because of the yearning in the heart, more likely because of the reality of helplessness

However, no matter what the reason for wandering around the world, when the vagabonds were on the big bed of the hotel, on the bench in the park, or even in the haystack in the wild

When spending countless lonely nights in these places without warmth, there will be no more in the hearts of prodigal sons the feeling of having wine and being drunk today, and the poetic and picturesque feelings of sunset and heartbroken people in the end of the world The only thing left in their hearts is a desire -

may one of the lights be lit for me.

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