"Who let you out?" Yin Yixi quickly walked up to them, his tone full of blame.
Ruirui and fu'er look at each other and don't understand why their mother is angry.
Yin Yixi's education to fu'er has always been strict, but since fu'er was ill and hospitalized, her temperament has become much softer. Except that time, fu'er said that she would not live long enough to make her angry, she almost responded to fu'er's request and never taught her a lesson.
At the moment, she suddenly spoke fiercely. Fu'er could not help feeling strange. She looked up at her with confused eyes and said, "my brother and I went out for a walk to bask in the sun. It's a fine day today."
"When the weather is fine, you run out and don't know that you should rest when you are sick? If your brother dotes on you, you will be unscrupulous, won't you? " Yin Yixi worried about fu'er. When he got angry, he said, "go back immediately!"
Fu'er is shocked by her roar, and Rui Rui steps in front of fu'er. Su Miaoxin also came after her and stopped Yin Yixi and advised her in a low voice: "what are you doing? Your child is always in the ward. It must be boring. It's nothing to come out for a walk..."
"You help them, too!" Yin Yixi pulled Su Miaoxin aside and said harshly, "you two, go back now!"
Trapped in a four-way ward for more than ten days, she can only see the ceiling every day when she opens her eyes. She finally comes out to blow the wind and watch the blue sky and white clouds, singing birds and fragrant flowers. Fu'er is in a happy mood, but Yin Yixi pours a basin of cold water on her head.
She also got angry and said, "I don't know! I'm going to play outside with my brother. Don't worry about it! "
"Don't let me take care of you..."
Yin Yixi's face turned red with anger and his chest heaved violently. He raised his hand and pointed to fu'er tremblingly. He couldn't say a word for a long time.
Mother's heart, children will never understand. Fu'er was diagnosed with leukemia. She wanted to get sick for her. Even if she died, she didn't want to let her suffer.
She always feels sorry for not being able to give her a better life, so she tries her best to work and earn money in order to make her life better and not feel ashamed in front of other children.
Sometimes I think of it, she feels regret. Why did she give birth to fu'er regardless of everything? Her life has failed, why let Fuer continue this suffering?
But she can't! Feeling the little life in her body, she silently absorbs nutrition and grows up tenaciously. Even if she is desperate, she also wants to give Fuer a chance to live, so that she can have a look at the world.
What did Coyle say to her? She said she didn't care!
She pointed to fu'er with tears in her eyes and trembling lips: "that's what you said, Yin fu'er. I don't care about you from now on, and you don't call me mother!"
When she quarrels with her parents, even if she is full of momentum, she will be scared when she hears such words. Fu'er is stunned in the original place, and then her little faces wrinkle together, and her round tears fall one after another.
Ruirui quickly finds out a tissue to wipe fu'er's tears. He looks at Yin Yixi. Although he doesn't say anything, his eyes are full of discontent.
Even if her sister is not obedient, her mother should not threaten her by severing her relationship, and she did nothing wrong, just wanted to go downstairs to relax.
At this time, Yin Yixi also realized that he had made a mistake and wanted to apologize, but he couldn't open his mouth and stood there awkwardly.
Su Miaoxin secretly sighs, goes over her to the two children, and points to the bench not far behind her: "my mother and I will go there for a while. Ruiruirui will continue to play with Fuer, and remember that we can only be around here, not far away."
Rui Rui understands and pushes fu'er forward. He still comforts her.
Su Miaoxin straightens up, pushes Yin Yixi to the bench, presses her shoulder to let her sit down, and then raises her chin: "cry."
As soon as the words came to an end, Yin Yixi curled up, covered his face with his hands, buried his head in the knee cap, and his shoulders trembled and cried.
People in anger, instinctively will think of the dark negative things, plus just learned from the doctor that Fuer's condition, she was anxious, just did not control themselves.
Fu'er is a sensible and good child. She has been considerate since she was a child. It's a child's nature to like snacks. However, in those years abroad, when she knew that she had no money, fu'er seldom took the initiative to ask for snacks. There was a time when she was short of money. On children's day, other children wore new clothes, but fu'er didn't. She was afraid that fu'er would be unhappy, but fu'er didn't even mention it.
It's her incompetence as a mother. How can she put the blame on fu'er? Besides, it's not her wish to come to this world, it's her decision to express her maternal love. What's wrong with Fuer?
With dim tears in her eyes, she raised her head and looked to the side. Under the banyan tree covered with a huge crown, fu'er was being pushed by Ruirui. She couldn't see fu'er's expression clearly from a distance.
In fact, at the moment, Fuer is also crying.
She didn't blame Yin Yixi for saying that. Instead, she was worried: "what's wrong with mom? Is she in a bad mood? Is it because I'm too sick? Or does it cost a lot of money to live in a hospital, and all the money at home has been spent? "
When he was young, he was worried about money. Thinking of his life without food and clothing, Ruirui couldn't help but love her more.
"No, Forrest, don't think about it. Even if mom has no money and my brother has saved pocket money for several years, dad will help us"That's my disease..." Fu Er lowered his head and muttered no more.
Yin Yixi is inexplicably emotional. Ruirui really suspects that it is related to fu'er's illness, but he can't say it in front of fu'er.
"Aren't you all right now? There's no pain these two days, right? " Ruirui stops the wheelchair, squats down in front of fu'er, pulls up the thin blanket on her leg, looks firm and says: "don't worry, fu'er, I will protect you and your mother. As long as your brother is here, you will be fine."
Is that true?
Fu'er's big watery eyes looked at Ruirui and nodded a moment later.
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when he comes out of the hematology clinic, Yin Yixi holds a cotton swab and presses the pinhole in his arm.
Yin Yixi is about to throw away the cotton swab. Fu Er's attending doctor just comes here with a case. It seems that he is going to find the doctor in the clinic.
Yin Yixi bent her lips and said hello. When the doctor saw her, he frowned and stopped.
"You are..."
Related to fu'er's disease, Yin Yixi doesn't plan to hide it from the doctor: "I just took venous blood for bone marrow matching."
The attending doctor frowned more tightly and said in a strange tone: "fu'er's condition is not to the point of bone marrow transplantation. Why do you bother like this? You've had a bad look these days, and now you're almost out of color. "
The attending doctor really cares about himself. Yin Yixi is very grateful, but everything needs to be prepared, not to mention the life of fu'er. In case of bone marrow transplantation in the future, her successful matching can save a lot of time.
Time is equal to Foer's life.
She bent on her own way, and the doctor didn't say anything more. Since the blood has been extracted, let's see the results first.
After saying goodbye to the doctor, Yin Yixi was just about to leave when the elevator door at the end of the corridor opened and Guo Yutang came out from inside, just as her sight collided.
Guo Yutang ran over and saw her standing in front of the door of the clinic. He said strangely, "is fu'er doing treatment?"
Yin Yixi shakes his head. For fear of arousing his suspicion, he pulls him to the ward.
It's hot. She also wears short sleeves in the hospital. Yin Yixi's blood drawing place has the color of liquid medicine. Guo Yutang pulls her arm.
"Have you had an infusion?" On second thought, the infusion is usually on the back of the hand, and then he said, "no, it seems that only blood drawing is here."
Yin Yixi pulls back his hand in a hurry, hides it behind his back without silver here, and explains awkwardly: "I'm a little uncomfortable. Come and check it."
The body is not comfortable should do physical examination, how can come hematology department?
Guo Yutang always had this medical knowledge. He didn't believe her at all. Then he asked, "last time the doctor said that we should have a special examination for fu'er, did the result come out? How's it going? "
"Well Well, it's mainly weakness. " Yin Yixi hesitated for a moment and lied.
Guo Yutang continued to ask: "is that all?"
"Well."
"When can Fuer leave the hospital?"
Guo Yutang's suspicion is very strong, and Yin Yixi can't make it up. At this time, the attending doctor just came out of the office and asked why Yin Yixi hadn't gone back.
Afraid of Yin Yixi cheating himself, Guo Yutang directly asked the doctor, "how is her daughter?"
Yin Yixi's heart suddenly raised to his throat. He didn't dare to make a sound and quietly winked at the doctor. Then he heard the doctor say slowly, "you need to rest for a while. Your family will take good care of you, and then you will have a few tests."
The doctor didn't say the specific situation, but it sounded similar to what Yin Yixi meant. Guo Yutang was relieved.
Later, Guo Yutang went to visit Guo Yuxi, and Yin Yixi went back to the ward.
Fu'er is taking a nap. Su Miaoxin raises her finger and pulls her to the window.
Line of sight in her face to turn a few circles, Su Miaoxin hard to cover worry asked: "why do you go, look so bad?"
It's less than an hour since Yin Yixi left. It's no wonder Su Miaoxin is confused.
Yin Yixi honest way: "yesterday I made an appointment for bone marrow matching, today to do."
After listening to her explanation, Su Miaoxin is furious and scolds her in a low voice: "what's wrong with you? The doctor says you don't have to. Why do you have to think about the bad?"
At this point, it's useless to scold her. After a pause, Su Miaoxin calmed down and continued: "OK, go home and have a rest. I'll take care of fu'er these days."
Although fu'er is a child, it's not easy to take care of her. Since fu'er was hospitalized, not only Yin Yixi is suffering, but Su Miaoxin is not. Besides, Guo Yuxi also needs her.
Yin Yixi didn't agree. He rented a folding bed from the doctor and slept directly in the ward.
The folding bed was not comfortable, but it was much more comfortable than the chair. Yin Yixi felt his head heavy when he lay down. He seemed to be tied with a stone, and he sank vaguely.
Who knows, just fell asleep, the mobile phone suddenly ringing.