Compared with men, women are emotional products, they are more compassionate, compassion is their pronoun.
Even though he had doubts about Xiao Mo Cheng, even though he always reminded himself to be on guard against him, after hearing about his tragic childhood, Yin Yixi still inevitably felt distressed and hoped to bring him warmth through his own efforts.
When his mother died and his grandfather was bossy, what about his father?
How important a father is to a child's growth can be seen from fu'er. If he is accompanied by a father, his pain should be less.
Yin Yixi tries to inquire, but Xiao Mocheng's expression suddenly changes. Although he tries to control it, he still shows a strong hatred.
"He whispered:" that man abandoned me and my mother, not worthy of being a father
Hearing that his father had done such a thing, Yin Yixi was shocked and sympathized with him even more. But he was obviously reluctant to say more, so she stopped asking.
After a long silence, Yin Yixi summoned up courage and comforted: "I'm a little luckier than you. When I was a child, the memories related to my parents were wonderful, but I don't know if you've heard about the case of Yin eight years ago My parents committed suicide by jumping off a building, and I... "
She couldn't bear to choke when she mentioned the old story. She blinked quickly to keep her tears from falling: "I lost my voice because of this. It's really sad to lose my parents. It seems that I'm the only one left in the world. Sometimes I even feel that it's meaningless to live. "
Xiao Mo Cheng had investigated her a long time ago. Of course, he knew about these things. He just listened to her and looked at her sadness. It seemed that he could sympathize with her pain.
"I don't want you to sympathize with me or let yourself go, but I want you to know that there are many people who are suffering the same as you or even more difficult than you. We can't change our destiny, we can only be pushed forward by it."
Yin Yixi looked into Xiao's eyes, focusing on what he had never done: "before he came to the end of his life, no one can predict what is waiting for him. What we can do is to live in the present, and don't let the suffering continue to persecute ourselves."
With the darkness is lonely and cold, if he feels warm, maybe he can see the sun.
Yin Yixi does not hesitate to uncover the scar, which really achieves the effect. The heart of Xiao Mo Cheng, who is watched by her tenderly, is warm. It's as unpredictable as a breeze, but it's real.
But there are still some deviations.
Yin Yixi hopes Xiao Mocheng can escape the darkness and accept the sunshine. However, Xiao Mocheng has regarded her as the sunshine.
"Yi Xi, how about staying? Your voice seems to have healing effect. Can you help me again?" Xiao Mo Cheng's eyes were burning, and he leaned forward as if to catch her hand.
The situation is developing in an unexpected direction. Yin Yixi is surprised and subconsciously retreats to avoid it.
Xiao Mocheng is still begging her to stay. She gets up awkwardly with her bag on her back and leaves in a hurry on the pretext of going home to take care of fu'er.
When she goes out, she can't help but scold herself in her heart. Originally, she only planned to visit Xiao Mo Cheng. Why did she talk so much like heart to heart. Xiao Mocheng is special to her. A little initiative from her is enough to cause misunderstanding.
With a deep sigh, I thought that I must control myself in the future, and I can't be kind-hearted any more.
Looking at her running back, Xiao Mo Cheng in the window slowly smiles.
He knew that she was still wary of him, but there was no love between men and women, but what did that matter? As long as he likes her enough, tie her to his side, then love or not love is just a noun. It's true love to be opposite day and night.
Xiao Mocheng is thinking about a better life with Yin Yixi in the future. He doesn't notice that someone is close behind him. When he turns around, he is stunned.
“…… Grandfather As if he had done something wrong and had been found on the spot, Xiao Mo Cheng looked frightened and quickly lowered his head to cover his expression.
Instead of scolding him, Xiao Zhongpo narrowed his eyes and said with a smile, "you've done a good job. You have to seize everything Gong bingye likes, including women."
Last time he said that Yin Yixi was gong bingye's beloved. After that, Xiao Zhongpo investigated and confirmed the matter. In this way, he made the right decision to pursue Yin Yixi.
It's time to breathe a sigh of relief, but Xiao Mo Cheng feels heavy and asks Xiao Zhongpo when he came.
Xiao Zhongpo raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder: "don't forget, your grandfather gave you everything. Kindness and hatred must be reciprocated."
The Gong family had a grudge against the Xiao family, so he wanted to get revenge. His grandfather was kind to him, so he wanted to get revenge.
After the warning, Xiao Zhongpo walks away with a smile, while Xiao Mocheng keeps his just posture and slowly clenches his fists.
He is a tool for revenge and a puppet raised by his grandfather. Unfortunately, he is also a man of flesh and mind. Recently, Xiao Zhongpo knows his whereabouts very well. Don't you put your eyes and ears around him?
Ha ha
After spending a lot of time at Xiao's home, the kindergarten is over. When Yin Yixi arrives, fu'er is waiting at the gate, and Ruirui is with her with a bag of snacks.
On the side of the road, there was a Gong's car."Mom!"
When they saw her coming, the two children waved to each other and rushed into her arms.
"Mom's late again, huh!" Fu Er pursed her lips and looked dissatisfied.
Ruirui is older and has been consciously cultivating himself to be a calm man like his father. So after hugging him, he immediately backed away and arranged his clothes in a decent way. Then he proposed, "the bus is gone at this time. I'll let the driver take my mother and sister home."
Yin Yixi takes a look at her mobile phone. It's really late. The subway station is still a long way from here. Instead of taking the Gong family's car, she can only take fu'er for a taxi.
Now her monthly salary is not low, but she has to save money to pay her debts in addition to her daily expenses. Such "luxury" actions as taking a taxi will naturally save money.
And although the car belongs to the Gong family, Gong bingye is not here. She borrows her son's light once in a while. Is that ok?
She was trying to persuade herself when suddenly there was a tremor in her palm, an anonymous text message.
Inside are some photos. Gong bingye helps song Qijia down the steps at the gate of the hospital, and then carries him into his car.
The car in the photo is not the same as the one in front of him, but Yin Yixi feels like eating a fly.
She would rather walk all the way back with fu'er than take the Gong family's car, so as not to have any connection with Gong bingye.
Politely refuses Ruirui's kindness, Yin Yixi takes fu'er's hand and prepares to leave. Suddenly, Ruirui is disappointed and asks, "does mother not love me?" Otherwise, why don't you go with him?
Yin Yixi quickly looked at him, pinched his cheek and said seriously: "you and fu'er are mother's flesh and blood. They are mother's life. How can you not love them? Ruirui will have more and more worries when she grows up, but don't doubt it, OK? Promise mom
Her tone was firm, and her expression was hurt. Ruirui's fear was finally reduced, and she nodded and agreed.
On the way home, Yin Yixi stares out of the car window and looks worried.
Fu'er was just looking at the snacks Ruirui bought for her. When she saw that, she had no choice but to put the bag next to her. Pulling Yin Yixi's arm, she asked in a low voice, "isn't mom happy? Why didn't we take my brother's car home just now? "
Yin Yixi fondly stroked her head, smiling bitterly: "because it's not my brother's car, it's his father's car."
"Uncle Gong?" Fu'er blinked and said, "Uncle Gong likes his mother. I'm sure he wants her to take his car."
Is that right? Yin Yixi shook his head and sighed: "we can't say that again. Uncle Gong will marry other aunts soon. We should keep a distance from him."
Once upon a time, she deceived herself and did not dare to show her true feelings in order to live a peaceful life. After Gong bingye married song Qijia, she would die and be free.
Now the only thing she needs to do is to avoid suspicion and ensure that she and fu'er will no longer appear in Gong bingye's life.
Things between adults are too complicated for fu'er to understand, but she can sensitively understand Yin Yixi's mood.
Since mother decided to do so, she gave her unconditional support.
"Good boy." Yin Yixi took her little hand and kneaded it in the palm of her hand. Suddenly, he said, "in fact, my mother is very happy. Ruirui understood how to protect my mother, but now fu'er can be like my brother. Because of you, mom feels that life is full of hope. "
"Yes, the teachers say that we are the sun at eight or nine o'clock, which is the most beautiful existence!"
Fu'er didn't know what modesty was. When he saw Yin Yixi boasting about himself, he took the opportunity to boast. Then he seemed to be embarrassed and giggled.
Yin Yixi looks at her to smile, also can't help but bend corners of the mouth.
The atmosphere was full of joy. Unexpectedly, fu'er laughed so hard that she was choked by saliva and suddenly coughed up with her throat covered.
It's normal to laugh too much. Even fu'er doesn't care or even think it's funny. Yin Yixi immediately gets nervous, taps her on the back, and anxiously asks her what's wrong and whether she needs to go to the hospital.
Fu'er waved his hand and cleared his throat after recovering. "Mom, I'm ok. Don't be afraid. Last time the teacher asked a classmate to perform on the stage, I had a stomachache. In the end, nothing happened."
Yin Yixi frowned all the time, as if he could not hear the lightness in his daughter's tone. Instead, he solemnly told him, "don't do this in the future. If you want to laugh, just smile. It's the same when you do other things." Fuer's illness has not yet been cured, so we must be careful all the time.
Children are active in nature, and most of them express their emotions in a very strong way. Fu'er is used to freedom, so he is suddenly asked by Yin Yixi, which inevitably leads to doubts.
Since she was discharged from hospital last time, her mother has been very careful with her, even if she refused to go to school, she didn't get angry. Before, she thought that her mother's temper had changed, but just now, it seemed that she was seriously ill again.