Chapter 461

The happiest thing in life is to live in peace.

For Yin Yixi, everything related to her seems to be crumbling on the edge of a cliff. One wrong step is the abyss.

Ruirui and Fuer are her fate. Ruiruirui has been living in the panic of family breakdown since childhood. Although her family background is more powerful than tens of millions of people, it is difficult for her to have happiness. Fu'er has been ill fated since he was a child. He can't find his father. Now he is seriously ill.

Gong bingye, whom she loved deeply, became someone else's husband, and another woman gave birth to her children. Even if they still love each other, they can't break through the shackles of fate and the barriers in reality.

As for Xiao Mo Cheng, the feelings built up by unilateral payment and debt, such as a candle flickering in the cold wind, are weak and warm, unwilling to accept but unable to let go.

So what is her future?

Su Miaoxin, who is feeding Guo Yutang, finds her standing in front of the window dejected. After thinking about it, she puts the lunch box into Guo Yutang's hand, instructs him to eat slowly, and then comes to the window.

The snow outside is almost gone, the dead branches of trees are exposed, and the world is back to its original appearance, waiting for the next snow storm to come.

"Has Ruirui finished matching?" Su Miaoxin breaks the silence.

Yin Yixi shook his head: "not yet. Minors need some special procedures. Doctor Xu is still preparing."

After a pause, she whispered, "I'm selfish, right?"

Hearing the choking in her voice, Su Miaoxin stares out of the window and can't bear to look: "you have the right to make decisions, but I hope you won't regret it in the future. We all see her obsession with her father. If there is an accident, it will be her lifelong regret. "

If you don't know who your own father is, if you can't see him, or if you can't be held in your arms and carried on your shoulders like other children, even if fu'er dies, I'm afraid it won't be easy.

Of course, Yin Yixi understands, but she really can't help it.

When she left five years ago, she promised Gong Hong and Wei yongqiu that she would not appear in Gong bingye's life again. How can she eat her words and be fat? Moreover, song Qijia is pregnant. She knows how vulnerable a woman is at this time. In case song Qijia and her baby have an accident, what can she do to make up for it?

“…… If I take fu'er to destroy other people's families, what's the difference between Qiao Suqing and Gu ningran? "

She burst into tears, but Su Miaoxin is a look of hate iron does not become steel: "that blessing son?! You can do good deeds and give up gongbingye, but have you ever considered for Fuer? "

"Of course I do..." Yin Yixi closed his eyes and clenched his hands tightly, as if trying to endure something: "I'm tangled all the time. I hate my cowardice and selfishness, but I'm afraid After what happened five years ago, I'm really scared. "

Considering the present, the best choice is to let Gong bingye and fu'er and his daughter know each other. What about the future? Gong bingye has another family. How should fu'er be?

Silent for a long time, Yin Yixi wiped away his tears, reluctantly pulled down the corner of his lip and said in a soft voice, "it doesn't matter. I'll figure out a way. Don't worry about it."

"Xiao Xi..."

Looking at Yin Yixi's back, Su Miaoxin looks up to chase him. Finally, he stops in the same place and sighs deeply.

Out of the inpatient department, was a cold wind, cheek skin slightly astringent pain.

Yin Yixi tied his scarf and buried his head to leave. The mobile phone in the bag suddenly vibrated.

"Mr. Xiao, I have a public holiday today. What can I do for you?"

She thought that Xiao Mo Cheng had something to do with her work, but she listened to the phone and said, "the people I sent found the city where ah Sheng last appeared, and the specific information has been sent to your email."

It's moving so fast?!

Yin Yixi was surprised: "are you going to investigate there next?"

"Yes, I'll accompany you..."

Before Xiao Mocheng finished, Yin Yixi said, "don't tell Miao Miao about this in advance. She has to take care of Guo Yutang. She can't be distracted. If you like, just the two of us

"In my opinion, the matter is on hold." Xiao Mocheng refuses Yin Yixi's proposal and explains the reason rationally.

First of all, they just help to investigate the cause of ah Sheng's death, bypassing Su Miaoxin and acting directly, which is not appropriate. What's more, Fuer's condition is just stable. If something happens after she leaves, it's not worth the loss.

After all, ah Sheng has been dead for five years. It doesn't matter to wait for a long time.

Yin Yixi thought for a moment that Xiao Mocheng had a point. He was about to agree when a violent cough came from the receiver.

"Are you ill?" She asked anxiously.

Xiao Mo gasped for a moment, and said in a hoarse voice, "it's OK. It's just a cold. You Can you cook me porridge again? "

The last dinner at Yin Yixi's house was disturbed by Gong bingye, but he was still obsessed with the table full of home-made food, especially the simplest job's tears porridge. Later, he ordered it several times in the restaurant, but it didn't taste like he remembered.

Of course, compared with congee, Yin Yixi is more important.Listening to his voice, Yin Yixi seemed to be very ill. Out of gratitude and pity for him, he said, "OK. Are you home? I'll be right there

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wash white rice, job's tears, glutinous rice and red beans, put them into a casserole and cook slowly over low heat until the rice grains are soft and rotten, thick and smooth, and a thin layer of rice oil emerges on the surface. Then add a handful of red dates and continue to cook for a few minutes.

After the fire is turned off and the cover is opened, the fragrance that seems to be absent lingers in the kitchen.

Yin Yixi takes out a bowl and puts it on a tray. Then he puts some dishes he brought from home and brings them into the restaurant to ask Xiao Mocheng to come over for dinner.

The sick Xiao Mo Cheng had no appetite. The servant almost prepared all the meals he liked, and finally he was thrown into the garbage can. Who knows, Yin Yixi's porridge dishes are particularly suitable for his taste, not long, two bowls of porridge into the stomach.

Looking at the clean empty bowl and the destroyed dishes, Yin Yixi asked with a smile, "are you full this time?"

Xiao seems to be a little embarrassed. He gives a low reply and orders the servant to take away the dishes and chopsticks and bring up the tea and fruit.

"I seldom used to drink tea. I didn't like the taste of tea until I met you." He sipped his tea and chatted with Yin Yixi.

Yin Yixi can understand that people like him and Gong bingye have too much pressure on their shoulders. It's common for them to work overtime and stay up late, so they are used to refreshing themselves with coffee.

As for tea, it needs to be tasted carefully, and the cow drink is naturally boring.

"When you drink tea, you can relax your body and mind. If you drink more tea and forget to eat and sleep less, you may not get sick."

I didn't expect that Yin Yixi would suddenly care about himself. Xiao Mo Cheng's heart was soft, but his face was a little lonely: "I also want to live a comfortable life, but it's a pity No luck. "

After the death of her parents, Yin Yixi has experienced countless darkness and pain, and her body and mind are scarred, but her gentle temperament and gentle attitude have not changed. Most of these come from her happy childhood.

Yin Yixi is the lucky beneficiary, while Xiao Mocheng is the opposite.

"I told you that when I was very young, I lost my parents and was raised by my grandfather..." Xiao Mocheng gazed at the slowly sinking bud in the cup, immersed in the distant memories.

If Yin Yixi's childhood can be described by flowers, dreams, princess dresses, the latest Barbie dolls and laughter, then Xiao's memories of childhood are filled with endless darkness and the cold voice of the masters of the dark world.

He has flesh and blood, thought, pain and anger, but he can't feel the difference between man and machine, because he has been treated like a machine.

At six o'clock in the morning, the alarm clock will ring on time, and the servant will walk into the room as if no one else, carry him into the bathroom, and stare at him washing and dressing.

After a tasteless breakfast, Xiao Zhongpo's tutor brought him into his study, where thick books were placed in front of him.

Lunch directly in the study to deal with, rest for half an hour, the beginning of the afternoon.

Xiao Zhongpo still attaches great importance to his health. At the party, he takes two hours to invite a professional PE teacher to accompany him. Of course, he has no right to choose sports.

There are no weekends, no holidays, and the daily schedule will not change unless you are too sick to get up. At that time, he was five years old.

"Grandfather said that people's memory is limited. I can absorb more knowledge only if I don't touch other things. Only by learning those knowledge well can we avenge our mother. "

Xiao Mo Cheng sneered at himself and said, "how ridiculous it is. I have already been arranged the meaning of my life before I know what revenge is at the age of five."

Yin Yixi frowned at him, his chest sour, but he could not speak.

In fact, words are the most powerless. No matter what she says at the moment, she can't comfort him.

Seeing this, Xiao Mo Cheng tentatively holds her hand, feels her body stiff, and asks in a lost voice, "Yi Xi, only you can give me warmth. Don't abandon me, OK?"

It's a businessman's way of thinking to pay to gain. The reason why he tore open the wound is to get Yin Yixi's sympathy.

He knew that Yin Yixi didn't love him at all, so he wanted to keep her by his side in another way, even if she was mean.

They've been breaking up for a while and should be back together.

"Yixi, don't let me go back to the deep darkness." He leaned forward and closed his eyes slightly, kissing Yin Yixi's lips

Yin Yixi's body is tight, and he can't bear to watch him approach. At the same time, he instinctively repels him.

Finally, when the lips were about to stick to each other, she suddenly backed back and drove the chair to make a series of random noises.

Xiao Mo Cheng slowly straight up, she did not dare to look at him, even said a few "sorry", and then ran away in a panic.

After running out of the gate of Xiao's house, she ran for a long time on the road of the villa area, and then stopped breathing with the trees on the side of the road.

Just then, footsteps came from far and near, from behind