Xu Yanhuan couldn't tell what it was like. After a long time, he nodded and said, "OK, I don't care."
Just, how can you not care?
To live in the world, one needs the respect and recognition of others.
Since he was sensible, he was often criticized by others, and was scolded as a bastard or illegitimate child.
He was sad, but he didn't know who to hate.
Without his parents, he had no chance to come into the world.
Although it is painful to be an illegitimate child, he is also happy.
When the elder brother didn't know that he was his half brother, he was very happy.
Living in the Xu family, the elder brother was gentle and considerate to him, and no one looked at him with strange eyes.
But it didn't last long. The secret didn't come true.
Big brother would never look at him with warm eyes again.
He became the most disgusted person from the eldest brother's most beloved brother.
He really didn't want to, but he couldn't change it.
When he blocked the knife for his elder brother, he was afraid of death, but he thought strangely that it would be better to die like that.
He died for his elder brother. No matter what others say about him, at least he won't hate him any more.
Sometimes, he really wants to go to a place where no one knows him and start over.
In a place where others don't know that he is an illegitimate child, he can certainly live a very relaxed life.
But his mother wouldn't go.
The girl he likes is here.
The father who loves him most is here.
Sometimes he would think that although he didn't get the title of legitimate son, he got his father's unreserved love.
He himself knows that although his father also loves his elder brother, his love is too shallow compared with him.
It was he who took away his elder brother's father's love.
Without him, Dad's love is all big brother's.
Because of him, his father gave him almost all his fatherly love.
It's not unreasonable for big brother to hate him.
Chu Shuangxiao saw that he looked bitter and distressed. He asked softly, "can I see your injury?"
"Don't look," Xu Yanhuan said, "it's wrapped in gauze. You can't see it. It's not serious. You can rest assured."
Chu Shuangxiao does not give up and carefully raises the quilt.
Under the quilt, Xu Yanhuan's chest and arms are covered with thick gauze.
Although you can't see the wound, you can see that Xu Yanhuan is weak, and you can guess how much it is.
Chu Shuangxiao lowered his head, tears could not stop falling.
Xu Yanhuan saw her tears, anxiously reached for her wrist, "Xiaoxiao, what's the matter with you? I'm fine. I'm not seriously injured. The doctor said I'll just lie down for a few days. "
Chu Shuangxiao couldn't control his feelings any more, so he suddenly fell on the side of his bed and put his arms around his neck: "Yanhuan, I I want to be your girlfriend, can I? "
Think of Mingshu and what she said, she is very distressed.
It's not his fault to have illegitimate children, but he has suffered so much by himself.
Maybe she is useless and can't help him, but she can stand beside him and accompany him.
No matter what happens, she can be with him.
It's better for two people to be together than for him to be alone.
Xu Yanhuan was stunned and looked at her in shock: "Xiao, Xiaoxiao..."
"I'm serious!" Chu Shuangxiao looked up at him with tearful eyes, "I think very clearly, I like you, I want to be your girlfriend, Yanhuan, do you like me?"
Xu Yanhuan's lips moved, but he couldn't make a sound.
I like it.
Why don't you like it?
He has been fond of Chu Shuangxiao since junior high school. He has been fond of Chu Shuangxiao for so many years and never changed.
However, he can't just like it.
He is not worthy of Chu Shuangxiao
He looked at Chu Shuangxiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, do you know something about me? I'm a bastard... "
"So what?" Chu Shuangxiao interrupted him excitedly: "you are illegitimate, and it's not your fault! It's your parents' fault. It's none of your business! I like your people. I think you are excellent. I don't think I'm worthy of you. I'm afraid you dislike me... "
Xu Yanhuan said with a bitter smile, "Xiaoxiao, what do you think? If you don't deserve it, I don't deserve you. How can you not deserve me? "
"No," Chu Shuangxiao said, "you are so excellent. You have a high IQ. You always take the first place in the exam. You are versatile. You sing well, you play basketball well, and you are popular. People who know you like you, so I'm stupid. Peking University has invited many tutors to make up for the class for a long time. My father racked his brains to get extra points for me, but I didn't get any I can't get a bonus. "
Only when you come from a family, you will be criticized by peopleChu Shuangxiao immediately said, "I'm not afraid! As long as we can be together, I'm not afraid of anything. "
She's never been so brave in her life.
Looking at Xu Yanhuan's pale face, there was a kind of pride in her heart that she had never had before.
She wants to accompany this man, protect this man!
He had never been happy before, and with her in the future, she would make him happy!
Looking at the firmness in her eyes, Xu Yanhuan was silent.
He never thought that the shy and introverted girl in his eyes would be so brave.
But are you willing to let him bear all this?
No one can realize how heavy he has been these years.
Chu Shuangxiao is a spoiled little princess. Is he willing to let her accompany him to live a life of pointing?
Chu frost Xiao tearful looking at him, see him silent for a long time, her tears fall more fierce: "Yanhuan, you, you don't like me?"
She can accompany him to undertake everything, but what if Xu Yanhuan doesn't like her and doesn't need her to accompany him?
She was so flustered that she could not express her sadness and fear.
She really hopes that Xu Yanhuan will like her.
She wants to be with him, and nothing can stop her determination.
Seeing her look of panic, Xu Yan's heart ached. He subconsciously denied: "no, no, I don't like you..."
Chu Shuangxiao's eyes suddenly brightened, and he could not help holding his hand.
Xu Yanhuan can only say: "Xiaoxiao, I just can't bear to Your conditions are so good that you can find a better one. It's too heavy to be with me. Your parents won't agree. "
"No," Chu Shuangxiao shook his head and said anxiously, "Yanhuan, in fact, I think it's your psychological burden. My father and I said that the only one who can defeat a person is himself. You just think it's too important. In fact, as long as you have a indifferent attitude, what others say can't hurt you."
She said anxious, some incoherent, but Xu Yanhuan still understand her meaning.
He can't help but ask himself, is he too heavy?
Because he cares too much about his own life experience and despises his own background from the bottom of his heart, he will live so hard.
Is it true that if he doesn't take his illegitimate son seriously, as Chu Shuangxiao said, he will have a better life?
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