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Su Nuo froze, and was about to say that he remembered, but Bei Chen Han had already continued: "When I saw you, you were only that small, and even if I held you, you didn't have any weight. You really are like a cat."

Su Nuo didn't know how to respond after hearing this. Bei Chen Han's voice became softer: "However, compared to the first time I met Yan'Er, you are older by a few years."

The warmth in Su Nuo's heart was suddenly frozen at this moment. Even her facial expression was slowly frozen.

Bei Chen Han did not look at Su Nuo, or perhaps he didn't care about Su Nuo's change at all, and directly said: "When I met Yan'Er, I was seven years old. At that time, Eldest Mother told me to stay in the house and not go out, but I still sneaked out, and saw Yan'er for the first time in the Imperial Garden."

Bei Chen Han's eyes slowly drifted away, as if he could see the beautiful scene from back then: "I have never seen anyone so good-looking, just like a doll, wearing a beautiful dress. At that time, I just stood there like an idiot, unable to walk." Bei Chen Han said with a smile, his face full of tenderness.

Su Nuo did not turn her head, but even from the sound of her voice, she could still clearly hear the feelings behind her.

His heart throbbed in pain. Su Nuo lowered her face and laughed softly. Indeed, after hearing her master talk about her sister countless times, she had become numb and her heart would no longer hurt as much.

"They came later, but I was too focused to see them." It was unknown if he was mocking them, or sneering at them, but he just smiled and continued to speak: "In the end, they beat me up."

"It had just been raining that day, and the ground of the imperial garden was wet. I fell to the ground, and the black mud was all over my face."

Su Nuo's body subconsciously tightened, as if that image was right in front of her. That stubborn, pitiful child was stepped on by his elder brother just like that. His old clothes were all wet and dirty, but that child still looked up with unwillingness.

Her heart began to ache. She knew that her master hated them all, hated them all, hated them all, hated them all, wished that she could kill them all.

Because, even though her master was currently suppressing her, she could still hear the shock and hatred in his voice.

Bei Chen Han was silent for a long time, before saying: "At that time I thought that this pretty girl would be like everyone else, looking down on me and even coming up to spit at me, but … Yan'er did not, so Yan'er ran over and pushed those people away, helping me up and asking if I was injured."

Su Nuo's eyes suddenly opened wide out of sight. Originally, this was the story of the meeting between her master and her sister. Then — — This must be the reason why her master loved her so much! The corners of Su Nuo's mouth were full of bitterness.

To appear at the most painful and helpless time of their master's life, accompanying him all the way here like a fairy. No wonder, no wonder, people like them would never be able to enter their master's heart no matter what he did.

Because the master gave all the feelings to the sister at that time, then--there was no longer any feelings left to share.

Giving alms to her — a mere female slave!

"Yan'er, I missed you so much." As Beichen spoke, his words were filled with boundless longing.

Su Nuo lowered her face even lower. The autumn wind breezed by, blowing her long hair. Su Nuo just tightly pursed her lips, trying her best to raise her head.

Impossible. It would never be able to compare to a single strand of Big Sister's hair. Not even a strand could match up to a single strand of Big Sister's hair.

In the end, it was not worth it.

At this moment, a huge hole appeared in his chest, but there was no blood flowing out. There was only an empty feeling of coldness.

Bei Chen Han did not say anything else, but tightly hugged Su Nuo and buried his face in her neck, just like when they just started.

Their actions were gentle and their expressions were gentle. However, their hearts were still too far away. No matter how much they chased each other, they could only get further and further away.

It was getting further and further away. It was like the maple leaves in a maple tree. If one was not able to withstand the cold winter, they would fall, and all of them would fall.

Su Nuo closed her eyes as if she was in deep sleep. After a long while, Bei Chen Han called out: "Xiao'er!"

Su Nuo heard but did not reply. She only told Su Nuo about her deep feelings for her sister while the owner of her house was missing her so much, but she just did not know what kind of expression she should have to face it.

Comfort?

Su Nuo was bitter. She could no longer do it. She really could not do it.

To be able to smile and say to her master that their love was beautiful, that it should always be like this, that it should always continue to love her sister.

She couldn't, couldn't say it.

When she was so deeply in love with her master, when there was nothing left of her lowly self but this deep emotion, she could not say these words aloud.

Heavens, forgive her for being so emotional, so selfish, and so selfish!

Bei Chen Han did not hear the answer and went to look at Su Nuo. He saw that Su Nuo was asleep, but he did not have any expression on his face: "He fell asleep just like that." Then, he looked at Su Nuo's face and looked at it very carefully, "They are indeed similar, but no matter how you look at them, they are still my Yan'er. There is no one in this world who can replace her."

Su Nuo was unable to speak of this feeling. It was a feeling of pain after pain, of being brutally hurt again and again. Her broken heart, she really couldn't taste anything anymore.

Bei Chen Han held Su Nuo and got up, walking into the house. When Su Nuo was placed on the bed, almost instinctively, she extended her hand to grab Bei Chen Han's sleeve, and only after grabbing the sleeve did Su Nuo realize that she had done it, her heart was fiercely beating, afraid, afraid, she was afraid, this kind of presumptuous action would make her master angry, and would angrily shake off her hand!

Actually, no matter how much Su Nuo didn't want to admit it, no matter how hard she tried to disguise herself, it was still the same as before. But, it was different, really different.

In the past, no matter what, she would never have the audacity to pull her master's hand even when she was asleep.

In the end, it was still different.

Bei Chen Han turned his head to look at Su Nuo. When he saw that Su Nuo's eyes were still closed, he was stunned for a moment and then strangely sat down on the bed. He only looked at Su Nuo's face from afar, as if he was looking at someone through Su Nuo.

The wind outside was still blowing, as if it was singing softly.

I remember when you were young, you loved to talk and I loved to laugh. Once, sitting side by side under the peach tree, the wind was calling from the treetops. Somehow, he fell asleep, and in his dreams, he knew how many flowers had fallen.

Everything was light, but this silent autumn sky carried a faint, irrepressible sadness.

That's right, looking back, it was a wound from the passage of time.

The next day.

Su Nuo woke up very early. No wonder, yesterday she had really fallen asleep while pretending to be asleep. Su Nuo peeked at Bei Chen Han's face, but when she thought about how she really fell asleep, her face turned red.

"What's the matter, Nore?" Bei Chen Han completely saw through Su Nuo's little trick.

Su Nuo's face immediately turned even redder as she hurriedly shook her head. She could not tell her master that she had pretended to be asleep yesterday.

She didn't have that much courage after all.

Bei Chen Han's lips curved into a smile: "We'll be back in a few days. Let's go and see what we like."

Su Nuo's eyes were wide open as she looked at Bei Chen Han, as if she didn't believe Bei Chen Han would say that. That's right, this was the first time she was going out with her master, and the owner even told her to choose her own favorite item.

Bei Chen Han patted her head: "Why do I feel like my Nono has become more and more silly these days? It can't be that you don't understand my words, right?"

Su Nuo's eyes were still wide open. The light inside them was no different from the wolf cub on the roadside.

Bei Chen Han's expression became even more gentle, he simply grabbed Su Nuo's hand and walked towards a shop.

It was a hairpin shop, and there were all sorts of hairpins inside. Su Nuo had never seen such a variety of hairpins before. Just by looking at them, Su Nuo's eyes became even more straight as if she was dreaming.

Bei Chen Han looked at Su Nuo's stunned expression and was very satisfied. He took out a hairpin from Su Hong and quickly said: "Young Noble has good eyesight. This is the treasure of our store, it suits this person well."

Bei Chen Han was clearly not disgusted by his boss's words. He even personally put the hairpin on Su Nuo's hair bun, and the boss who was watching on the other side was extremely happy. His hands were rubbing together, happy for the money that was about to be given to him.

At this moment, there was a ruckus outside, accompanied by the howls of the horses. Bei Chen Han and Su Nuo looked outside, and with just a single glance, the two of them froze on the spot.

A carriage came to a stop right in front of a woman wearing a long, blue skirt.

"Miss, are you alright?" A maidservant ran over from the opposite direction and asked the girl anxiously.

The woman smiled gently at the maidservant, "I'm fine."

The coachman also got off apologetically. When he came to apologize, the woman said gently, "I'm fine."

The coachman left after apologizing repeatedly.

"Yan'er." Beichen's chest heaved up and down, but his body had already surpassed the woman, and every step he took was a blur.

Su Nuo just stood there, watching Bei Chen Han walk towards the girl that looked like her, step by step, getting closer and closer.

He was completely frozen, and all the expressions on his face started to shatter, falling off one by one.

"Young Miss, this hairpin costs 30 silver coins." The boss was still rubbing his hands.

Where are you going, miss?" But when his gaze landed on the departing Bei Chen Han, he immediately understood what was going on. His original smile was gone, and he stood in front of Su Nuo, rudely taking the hairpin back from her hair: "Don't come without money, seriously", he even looked at Su Nuo in disgust.

Bei Chen Han stood in front of the woman, his eyes unmoving as he looked at the person in front of him.

The lady was somewhat surprised, but she still carried a smile on her face as she asked, "May I ask what is the matter, Young Master?"

Bei Chen Han's eyes instantly widened as he looked at the person in front of him with disbelief, "Yan'er, it's me!"