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"I beg of you, master, please treat this child as a reward for me." I beg of you, master, please treat this child as a reward for me. Su Nuo repeated this incoherently. Her forehead was already cracked, and fresh red blood flowed down her cheeks like a wilted flower.

He felt as if his heart was about to suffocate him to death. Bei Chen Han suddenly lifted his leg and kicked Su Nuo to the side, enunciating word by word: "Impossible." Then to Zhou Fu Hai he ordered: "Go get another bowl." Zhou Fu Hai looked at Su Nuo on the ground and could only go outside.

Su Nuo was kicked to the ground, but she didn't get up. The bright red blood covered half of her face, seemingly covering up her expression. Su Nuo's face drooped slightly, and her voice was even softer than before, "Why? Why can't this child be born? Why? He is clearly your child, and your blood will flow from him in the future. Why can't he be born?"

Beichen wanted to say something, but realized for the first time that he couldn't. He didn't know what to say, but he was still facing his pet. His chest felt worse, as if he was going to suffocate to death!

However, Su Nuo did not seem to expect anyone to answer her question, but her voice became shrill, "Why, why not, why not? I love you so much, why can't I give you anything you love, why in the end, you can't even give me a child, why is it that you can't even give me a child, is it that difficult? A child is that difficult?" As he said that, Su Nuo suddenly raised her head and looked at Bei Chen Han with a sharp gaze. It was as if all the feelings of despair and despair that she had experienced over the years were all laid bare on the ground, dripping with blood.

Because of Su Nuo's words, the peculiar feeling in his chest immediately came to a stop. Even the flowing air froze like this. Just now, his pet said that it loved him. His pet said that it loved him!

I've loved you for eight years, a whole eight years, day and night, for a whole eight years, thinking of nothing, not asking for anything, it's already been eight years, even if you wanted me to die, I still wouldn't say no to you, but why, why did you treat me like this in the end, why did you take away everything I have, why didn't you leave anything for me, why, why did you do that? Su Nuo looked at him with eyes full of sadness.

Scenes of the past flashed through his mind, and the doubts that he had neglected became clear. Why did he always feel that his pet had thoughts that he did not know about? In the end, his pet actually loved him, and that was a whole eight years ago.

There was a part of his heart that was filled up just like that. Even though it was very small, it was so small that it made it easy for people to overlook it! It was so small that it was completely incomparable with a calm rationality.

Su Nuo suddenly stopped talking and just looked at him, as if she was trying to use her years of feelings to carefully look at the person in front of her. Then, she softly said, "Master, I've loved you for so long.

"Impossible." The moment the words left his mouth, he suddenly thought of something.

Zhou Fu Hai came back with the medicine, and Beichen looked down at Su Nuo condescendingly, "Su Nuo, what do you think you are? You are just a pet that I picked up from the beginning to the end, have you ever heard the owner have feelings for a pet, to have a child to act like this is laughable." After saying that, Bei Chenhan snorted coldly, "Furthermore, Qian'Er is the only one in this world who can give birth to my child. Your words are only worth venting for me forever."

Su Nuo listened quietly and smiled. Her eyebrows were deeply furrowed, and her tears were flowing backwards. On her pale face, there was a smile.

That kind of laughter was truly taunting. However, she was the only one who was funny from start to finish. If that was the case, then he would make her laugh for the last time.

Su Nuo restrained the smile on her face and stood up. "Then, have you ever had any feelings for me?"

"Friendship?" Bei Chen Han sneered: "Su Nuo, you are just a dog that I picked up."

Su Nuo did not lower her head. There was no emotion in her black eyes, only calm and pale. Su Nuo said quietly, "I know." Then he reached out his hand to take the medicine from Zhou Fu Hai, and his eyes met the black liquid. That white mist covered his eyes, and Su Nuo still smiled, then slowly drank it all.

Her actions were incomparably slow. All these years, how much she loved and how much she despaired, she was feeling how much she wanted to die right now.

He watched as Su Nuo drank the medicine. Although all of this had happened according to his expectations, his heart still ached for no reason. It was more painful than any other time. Bei Chenghan turned around and prepared to leave. He could not stay here anymore, not even for a second.

Su Nuo finished all the medicine in one go and let go of her right hand in defeat. The porcelain bowl shattered under the pressure, and her voice resounded through everyone present. Su Nuo looked at Bei Chen Han who was about to leave and said softly, "It's over, it's finally over. I will never love you again in this life, not anymore."

Bei Chen Han's steps stopped, his fists clenched tightly, as he said word by word: "Su Nuo, you are just a pet. The end is still not up to you. Moreover, you and I have never started before." Then he left without looking back.

How could his heart be in such pain? Bei Chen Han used his right hand to cover it tightly, why did he feel such pain when his pet said that he was no longer in love, as though he wanted to cut him alive. Why, why did the five fingers clutching his chest tightly to prevent any uncontrollable emotions from engulfing him?

Su Nuo looked at Beichen's fading back and still smiled, but there was nothing in that smile, nothing.

Zhou Fu Hai wanted to say something, but when he saw Su Nuo's smile, he was unable to say a single word. Moreover, he had no right to say it, since the very beginning he had been a hateful accomplice. Therefore, he just left quietly and helped Su Nuo close the door.

The moment the door was closed, all the light in the room was blocked, leaving only darkness behind.

Su Nuo was still smiling. Finally, all her emotions had been trampled on and she had lost them all. For the past few days, no matter how much she pretended that everything outside had nothing to do with her, she pretended that besides her master, she had nothing else to do with it. She did not let down her sister, so that she could properly protect this child and the remaining feelings in her heart, allowing her broken heart to continue to beat.

The pain in his stomach was getting more and more intense, but Su Nuo was still smiling. Cold sweat flowed down his pale face, but he was still smiling. Su Nuo raised her hand and gently caressed her belly as she murmured, "I'm sorry child. I'm sorry. Mother still hasn't protected you well. I still can't protect you properly."

The pain intensified, and a tear finally fell from the corner of Su Nuo's eye. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Su Nuo kept muttering to herself as she slowly kneeled on the ground. She hugged her belly with both hands, letting her clothes be dyed red.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Su Nuo closed her eyes.

From morning until night, Su Nuo lay motionless on the ground like a dead person. The clear and cold moonlight scattered through the cracks and lightly fell on her body.

She had always thought that only when she was dead would she be able to stop this foolish feeling. She had never thought that even now, she didn't have Snade, just living with an empty shell on her back was meaningless.

Everything about her was mercilessly pulled out along with her feelings. Even her blood and flesh were pulled out. However, if she could know of this ending, knowing that she had let down her sister, and had let down the heavens, and had failed to change this solution by even a little bit, then, if there was another time, even if she loved them until there was nothing left, she would rather die with a heart full of love than selfishly let them down because of this child, because of a luxurious dream. It was just another time, and she would definitely not do anything that would let them down, and definitely not do anything that would happen to them!

However, there was no 'if' at this time, nor was there a 'if' at this time. Fortunately, she didn't care anymore, she didn't care anymore.

"Child, don't be afraid. Mother will be with you soon, now." Su Nuo said quietly.

In truth, from the very beginning, he had already known that this would be the end. However, at that time, regardless of whether it was Su Nuo's determination or his Emperor's abnormally cruel nature, both were beyond his expectations. However, no matter what, Zhou Fu Hai was still able to clearly see Su Nuo's lifeless face, and was defeated like a withered leaf.

It was really too pitiful.

Zhou Fu Hai knew very well that this time Su Nuo no longer had any thoughts of living. If she could, Su Nuo would definitely wish for her to die right now!

No. A voice inside Zhou Fu Hai's heart screamed out again. He definitely could not stand by and watch as that pitiful child died like this. This time, he definitely could not sit idly by and watch. At this point, Zhou Fu Hai was ready to throw caution to the wind. This time, even if he didn't want to die, he had to help this kid who had never laughed heartily before. Zhou Fu Hai had already made his decision, but he frowned awkwardly. What else could keep this poor child alive? As someone who had followed the Emperor for so many years, he was confident that he could do it.

That's right! Zhou Fu Hai suddenly thought of the Duke of Beichen, and his eyes couldn't help but light up. If it was this person, he should be able to do it.

A cold feeling seeped into his body. That dense feeling was like it was completely enveloped in ghost aura. It was very cold. Su Nuo opened her eyes and quietly looked at the hazy sky. Actually, no matter when she looked at the sky, it was always so cold, just like her. Even if he were to die now, it would still be the same.