When Yuchen wakes up, it's already daybreak. She slowly opens her eyes and looks at the man beside her. He leans against the bed and holds her tightly with one hand. His eyebrows are deeply locked. It seems that she has encountered some big problem. She doesn't even relax when she is asleep.
She seemed to have a dream just now. She had a dream about Qin Mu and herself. She had a dream that they were walking under the Eiffel Tower and asked passers-by to take pictures for them. She had a dream that they met a street artist who was very good at painting on the street. The foreigner helped them draw a picture. In the dream, she and Qin Mu were both things that she didn't remember. Fuzzy fragments were pouring in one by one Into her mind, but she seems to grasp.
"Awake?" Qin Mu suddenly opened his eyes and saw that she was looking at him in a daze. He was suddenly relieved.
"What's the matter with me?" Yuchen asked hesitantly. She only vaguely remembers that she suddenly fainted yesterday. Then she didn't know what happened.
"Maybe I was too tired. I had a low fever all night. The doctor came to give you an injection." Between the words, Qin Mu reached out and touched her forehead, "it seems that it doesn't burn."
In other words, he still took the temperature measuring instrument on one side and measured the temperature towards her forehead. It showed that only 37 ° was really reassuring.
"I have a fever?" Yuchen subconsciously touches her forehead. She is always in good health and seldom gets sick. Unexpectedly, she gets sick after a business trip. It's really strange.
"You've been talking in your dreams. What do you dream of?" Qin Mu helped her sit up and poured her a cup of warm water.
His question made her a little surprised. She didn't know whether she wanted to tell him. She had a feeling that maybe the things she dreamt about were those she forgot. If it was true, then their former relationship was not as simple as Qin Mu said. She frowned at him and wondered why he didn't tell her the truth because she was afraid that she couldn't remember Have you ever been there?
What about him? If they were really lovers before, wouldn't they be disappointed to see their girlfriend treat themselves like a stranger?
So, their marriage, maybe not as simple as she thought, after all, they used to be lovers, right?
Or maybe, is it all in his plan? Even if she can't remember the past, he will try his best to marry her?
"We used to be lovers." Yuchen hesitated for a while, but still didn't want to hide him.
Qin Mu's eyes flashed, a little bit flustered and said: "do you remember?"
Sure enough! Yuchen's eyes flashed. They used to be lovers.
So now all this is an ulterior motive? Yuchen's mood is very complicated. She can't say why. She just feels that pure emotion has become a kind of calculation, which she can't accept.
"What happened at the beginning was that I didn't think about it thoroughly, so that you had an accident. It was my fault..." Qin Mu half lowered his head, clenched his fist and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry. "
car accident? Yuchen stares at him in shock. Why does it have something to do with the car accident? His words really made her fancy, but she didn't know where to start. She just wanted to cheat him and tell them what happened before, but she didn't expect that what he said was another thing.
"You Didn't you remember? " Qin Mu is really sharp. Yuchen is just a wanderer. He sees something wrong. "You just..."
"Car accident, what's the matter?" Yuchen pursed his lips tightly, and his face was a little bit colder. He looked at him straightly, showing that he didn't speak and didn't give up.
Qin Mu's eyes were filled with sadness and embarrassment. He didn't open his eyes and pursed his lips.
"Qin Mu, we said we would not hide each other. Are you sure I can't remember the past all my life? Since we used to be lovers, why don't you admit it all the time? Do you want to admit our feelings or... " Yuchen suddenly stopped and just looked at him directly, "are you good to me because of what you have done to me? So you don't tell me the past, and you don't want to admit our past feelings. "
"Yuchen..." Qin Mu quickly clenched her hand, interrupted her wishful thinking, "I'm sincere to you, not guilty, not hypocritical."
He can tolerate any of her wishful thinking, but he does not allow her to question his feelings for her, not at all.
"Why on earth is that?" Yuchen doesn't like this feeling. It's her business, but she doesn't know anything.
It's terrible that the closest person has something important to hide her feelings.
Yuchen trusts Qin Mu wholeheartedly. No matter what he does, she is willing to believe him. Just like the so-called little three and little four before, Yuchen never pays attention to what Qin Mu says, because she believes that as long as he says no, there will be No. she never thought Qin Mu would cheat her.
If they had been together before, there would be an explanation for everything that happened now. Why Qin Mu knew her so well and why he knew all her habits. When she mentioned it at that time, he vaguely said that he could understand her living habits as long as he contacted her for a period of time. Now it seems that it is because she was early in front of him It's transparent. He knew everything about her.She didn't want to define it as "betrayal", but this feeling of being concealed was too embarrassing for her, especially when she said love to him, when she thought she really found a man who could trust and rely on for a lifetime, and when she thought everyone else was lucky, fate gave her a blow in the head.
This man, concealing one of her most important things, even if it was not for her mistake, he would not mention it to her.
"Qin Mu, we are husband and wife, but you are hiding so many things from me. This kind of feeling is very bad..." Yuchen can't help grabbing her hair. Her heart looks like a big stone, which makes her breathless.
Once upon a time, Qin Mu would appear in front of her whenever she met any difficulty or trouble, just like her knight. As long as he was around, she would not be afraid of anything.
But now, this fear was brought by him, and he stood opposite her, she hugged her chest, only felt cold all over.
It turns out. It's so sad to get the feeling of losing again, as if the whole heart is transferred into the ice cave.
"Sorry..." Qin Mu sighed. After all, he could not help reaching out and hugging her in his arms. He only whispered, "I'll tell you what you want to know."
Even if she will hate him, he doesn't matter. Anyway, he will never let go this time. Even if he confronts the whole world, he will never lose her again.