No wonder Jiang Yifan was hit so hard.
If the opponent is Nancheng, probably no one will be immune to the blow. Nancheng is not an ordinary person. Even Gu Yebai has said that if he and Nancheng are in the same period, he may not be better than Nancheng.
No, it should be more than 80%. Gu Nancheng can no longer describe him as an excellent child. To put it bluntly, he is a genius, a genius that is rare in a hundred years. So, if it is Nancheng, it is not surprising Jiang Yifan was so depressed.
Who dares to compare with Nancheng, isn't this a proper suicide? Anyway, none of the children I've known so far can compare with Nancheng, and if I compare, I'll be hanged and beaten directly, so why bother to humiliate myself.
But of course, Tang Guo'er would not tell Jiang Yifan about this. Jiang Yifan's current state was enough to be shocked, and enough to doubt his life. If she said it again, wouldn't Jiang Yifan feel even more uncomfortable and couldn't accept the reality?
Besides, Jiang Yifan is a very poor child. He is not loved by his father and mother. She brought him to the house just because she saw him being pitiful. Tang Guoer naturally spoke to comfort him.
Although it is consolation, what Tang Guoer said is the truth, not just consolation, "It's okay, Fanfan, Auntie, I think so, the most important thing for us to live in this world is to be healthy and healthy." , be happy instead of comparing yourself with others."
"After all, life is only a few short decades. There is really no need to compare and make yourself so tired. As the saying goes, there are sky outside the sky, and there are people outside people. No matter how good a person is, there are times when they can't compare with others. Why bother? "
"Moreover, everyone is unique. Everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages, what they are good at and what they are not good at. We just need to be ourselves, and there is really no need to think about other things."
"Look at your aunt, I'm so ordinary, I can't do anything, I can't eat anything, if I compare it, I can't compare it to myself, so I can't be mad? But my aunt's mentality is good, not so serious , and don’t compare yourself with anyone, life will be much easier.”
"Fanfan, you have to believe in yourself. You are already very good. If you doubt life, will people like Auntie die? Besides, you are still very young and you have a long way to go. There are countless possibilities in your life, how can you admit defeat now, you have to cheer up, you know?"
Of course Jiang Yifan listened to Tang Guoer's earnest words. No elder had ever cared about him so much. Just because he was unhappy, he came forward and said so many words, just to comfort him and make him feel better. A little less burden, a little easier.
There has never been such an elder who cared about his emotions, but Tang Guo'er did it. She was the first person willing to care about him. It's great, it's great to be in this family, even if he is thick-skinned, he won't be here Let's go, but at this moment, he also feels really good.
The feeling of being cared for and comforted by others, he can only truly experience it in this home, not since he was a child, only himself, staying alone in a cold house, no one cares about his emotions , alone, alone, bored, abandoned, forgotten!
The temperature is in this home, he feels that there is temperature, it is warm, and he will be cared about. Besides, what Tang Guoer said is correct, he was indeed abused by Gu Nancheng before, even if it was just a game , he also felt that he had suffered a huge blow.
But in fact, there is no such thing as smooth sailing in a person's life, isn't it? Beat you, make you throw in the towel.
Why do you have to compare, why do you have to be brooding, so that you can't do anything except to trap yourself, and Jiang Yifan heard the last sentence in his heart, he is only in his teens now, not in his seventies or eighties.
His life has just begun, and the future is still very long. There are countless possibilities in his future. How could he be defeated by such a small difficulty and sit here sluggish?
Although it is about life, isn't it the same between him and Enen? There are so many variables in the future, how can he give up at this time, instead of not being able to, he has to regroup and start again.
Since there is no way to change or give up if you like someone, let the storm come more violently!
Enen, he said that he could never give up, even if the sun came out in the west, he would never give up on Enen, the girl who gave him hope, held his hand and made him completely reborn, and at the same time , is the girl he likes!
Isn't it just losing a game? He doesn't believe it. He can lose everything, and he is not as good as Gu Nancheng. Since there are so many variables in the future, he just needs to stay by En En's side, as long as he stays with En En all the time. , he believes that everything will always be fine, and everything will always have a chance.
He can't use games to get close to Enen now, so what's the problem? There are many other opportunities, and he can always find them. In short, he will never give up lightly. If he said give up easily now, then why would he like it? Is it worthy of liking En En?
The feelings of giving up lightly are worthless, not worthy of the hands that Enen stretched out to him back then, and even less worthy of his hard work and dedication over the years. He has not forgotten how he has come through these years step by step , And because of what persisted, isn't it because of Enen?
Thinking of this, Jiang Yifan felt that he was enlightened, and his mood suddenly became brighter. He saw everything clearly and understood everything at once, and the unhappiness and depression on his face were swept away, and his smile changed again, "Auntie, I understand."
"You're right. Every word speaks to my heart. Don't worry, I won't be defeated so easily. I will definitely regain my strength and make persistent efforts. Let's work hard!"
"My life is still very big, and there are countless possibilities in the future. What I want is to rewrite my destiny and strive for what I want. A little blow is nothing, a little setback is nothing, at most it can only be regarded as my road to success, a little bit It’s just an episode, I always have to move forward boldly and pursue my goals!”
Jiang Yifan spoke very passionately, but everything Tang Guoer said was correct, they were all thoughts in her heart, but there was one thing that she really wanted to add, but she didn't dare to add, people can become more courageous when frustrated, This is a good thing, but please don't fight Gu Nancheng.
The child in Nancheng is not an ordinary person. If he fights against Nancheng, he will not become more and more frustrated, but will be defeated repeatedly. I don't know if Jiang Yifan will accept this reality and the result?
Although Tang Guoer didn't know what Jiang Yifan was thinking at this moment, she could only pray silently. Jiang Yifan had better be sober, otherwise, no one would be able to help him or save him. Preconditions , if the opponent is Nancheng.
"Ugh……"
Thinking of this, Tang Guoer couldn't help sighing, reached out and patted Jiang Yifan's shoulder, and said in relief, "Well, come on, Auntie is optimistic about you."
But no matter how you look at it, it doesn't seem like you are optimistic about Jiang Yifan, but at this moment, Jiang Yifan is as if he has been beaten with chicken blood. How can he notice this? He is just living in his own world now, and all his thoughts are thinking Naturally, he would not notice Tang Guo'er's expression for his own affairs.
"Thank you, auntie." He expressed his gratitude sincerely.
This topic is basically over here. Seeing Jiang Yifan's state, Tang Guoer has no intention of continuing. After all, it seems that Jiang Yifan's mood has improved a lot, so her task is quite At the end, "You're welcome, you kids, why do you always like to say thank you?"
Jiang Yifan is, and Gu Nancheng is too, they are both unfamiliar and foreign, and they don't know what it means.
"Ah, you guys?" Jiang Yifan was smart, so he naturally paid attention to the key points in Tang Guoer's words, "There is one more, who is it?"
"It's nothing." Tang Guoer got up from the bench in the pavilion, apparently unwilling to mention Nancheng in front of Jiang Yifan, fearing that his mood would be depressed again because of the name, so there was really no need, so he changed the subject and said, "Now It’s only May, and the weather is not that hot, especially in the morning and evening, when the temperature difference is the biggest.”
"Fanfan, you don't wear much clothes, and you've only had a cold for two days. Let's not stay here. It's cold at night. Don't catch a cold again. You will be the one who suffers. Go back to your room and play for a while. Just sleep."
Indeed, it was too uncomfortable to catch a cold, and now that he was awake, Jiang Yifan really felt the coolness, so he followed Tang Guoer and got up from the bench, "Okay, let's go back."
When the words fell, Tang Guoer nodded, and the two of them walked out of the pavilion together, and walked into the house. On the way, the two of them still talked, although it was just the same as usual, it was meaningless and not nutritious words, but for Jiang Yifan, it was different.
Because this has always been what he wanted most, but in his own home, he couldn't even hope for warmth.
When he was a child, when he was not so sensible, he longed for this kind of life, where he could take a walk with his mother, talk, and live in an ordinary house, the simplest and ordinary life.
But such a simple, ordinary life, he never got it, not even for a second.
Instead, after coming to Gu's house, he got it in someone else's house. Although this person was not his mother, he felt the warmth of this kind of family.
Back in the house, Jiang Yifan separated from Tang Guoer, went upstairs directly to Gu Nancheng's bedroom.
I don't know if Enen has returned to the room. While he was thinking this way, he unconsciously accelerated the speed of his feet. There was only one thought in his heart, to hurry up, to go faster. At this moment, he really wanted to see Enen again. On the other hand, take another look at her face, otherwise he will probably suffer from insomnia tonight!
But when he walked to Gu Nancheng's door, he heard Enen's voice before he saw Enen. Enen seemed to be in a very excited state all the time, shouting all the time, "Hurry up, hit him!" he!"
"Gu Nancheng, you are so powerful, you are indeed my brother!"
"Gu Nancheng cheated, too cheated, I adore you so much!"
"We won again, Ouye, we won Gu Nancheng again, are you the God of War, you have won every battle!"
"Gu Nancheng, Gu Nancheng, you are the god in my heart, my god, I really want to kneel down and worship the great god!"
From the beginning to the end, Jiang Yifan didn't hear Gu Nancheng's voice, it was Enen who was excited, chirping, talking non-stop, and never stopped. One can imagine how good Enen's mood is!
And it looked like they were playing games, after he left, they seemed to be playing more harmoniously, on the contrary, they were like a redundant person, without him, they would only have more fun.
So now, shouldn't he go in, shouldn't disturb their world of two? Shouldn't he be that extra person to destroy the beauty between them?
As soon as he thought of this, Jiang Yifan quickly shook his head, what was he thinking about? Before, didn't he still think well? As he said, the future is still very long, and there are countless possibilities in his life, and he will not give up easily.
Since I won't give up, why should I think about some messy things here, so that my mood will become bad instead? What he has to do now is, don't think too much, go in, say what to say, what to do, just the same as usual.
Instead of being defeated, appearing in front of them as a loser, people live a lifetime, where there is smooth sailing, there is no one who is not defeated, failure is the mother of success, so what is he afraid of, at the age of teens, It was supposed to be fearless, just like always.
Didn't he come here like this for so many years? If that's the case, why should he be in a hurry now? It's completely unnecessary. After taking a deep breath, he adjusted his mentality, and then stepped into the door of the room .
But from the time he walked in until he was almost in front of Enen, Enen didn't notice him, but was immersed in the game, unable to extricate himself, constantly cheering, applauding, shouting, novice playing games, almost like this Yes, especially girls, Jiang Yifan has seen a lot, so he knows that such a reaction is normal.
What's more, it was Gu Nancheng who brought Enen, a genius boy who could even defeat him. Gu Nancheng brought Enen to fight in the game. Gu Nancheng actually cut off the strategy.
I obviously wanted to use games to get close to En En, and then develop a relationship with En En, but Gu Nancheng wanted to step in and take away his position, and even used games to get close to En En The way has been taken away, but now it is good, he played games with En En, and had a great time.
What about yourself? On the contrary, he has become a complete outsider? Thinking about it this way, it’s hard for Jiang Yifan not to feel aggrieved, but how to put it, who can be blamed, and he can only be blamed. If it wasn’t for his poor skills, he couldn’t beat Gu Nancheng. As for the current ending, is it so miserable? ?
I can only blame myself for not being able to compare to Gu Nancheng, but Gu Nancheng is too black-bellied. I was there before, pretending to be nothing. As a result, I have already thought of countermeasures in secret, and even downloaded the king silently. Glory, just wait for the critical moment to play, have a match with him, and then completely crush him to death.
In front of Enen, let him lose in a mess, and finally snatched his chance. He was really black-bellied. Of course, Jiang Yifan was almost pissed off. Thinking of Gu Nancheng's actions before, and that kind of After strategizing, Jiang Yifan became more angry, especially now that the two of them are still playing games so happily.
Ahhhhh! I'm so mad! !
Now that Jiang Yifan has returned to his room, he didn't want them to play more and more happily and vigorously, so when both of them were immersed in the game and didn't find him, he deliberately made a sound, "cough cough !"
He cleared his throat and coughed a few times, "Ahem, cough, cough!"
Sure enough, this method is useful, Enen immediately noticed his coughing, raised her head subconsciously, and looked over, "Jiang Yifan, are you back?"
Seeing Jiang Yifan's return, Enen's mood was obviously happy, which made Jiang Yifan feel a little bit relieved, it was good, at least Enen still cared about him, he knew that it was impossible for Enen to ignore him, It is also impossible to look down on him just because he lost the previous game.
Because he understands Enen, and knows that Enen is not that kind of person. Enen is the best and kindest girl in this world. Otherwise, Enen back then would not have stretched out her hand to him, asking Otherwise, I would not be completely redeemed because of these hands.
Enen, she is worthy, worthy of my liking, and also worthy of Gu Nancheng's liking. In fact, he can often understand why Gu Nancheng likes Enen, because this girl is really too kind, too innocent, too excellent, very It's hard not to attract people's eyes and not make people feel emotional.
What's more, the two of them belong to the kind of people who get along day and night.
The more people like Enen, the more attractive Enen is, the better his own vision, yes, his own vision is good, in the end, Jiang Yifan can only comfort himself like this.
"Well, I'm back." Jiang Yifan said.
At this moment, Enen didn't look at her phone anymore, and didn't care about the game anymore, because she knew too well that as long as Gu Nan was around, she wouldn't lose the game, so it didn't seem to matter if she didn't care about it for a while. There is no difference.
Before, Jiang Yifan left as if he had been hit. Now that he is back, she must not care a little bit, otherwise it would be too unreasonable. How many times in school, she was unhappy, she was unhappy, or she had any emotions. Wasn't Jiang Yifan trying to make her happy in different ways?
At that time, Jiang Yifan could be said to have tried every means to make her smile, but when Jiang Yifan was unhappy, it was fine if she didn't chase him out, why couldn't he not care about it now?
Although Enen would still choose Gu Nancheng even if she did it a thousand times or ten thousand times, but it doesn't mean that she can't care about Jiang Yifan at all. Well, Jiang Yifan has helped her a lot in her studies for the past six months, hasn't she?
"How is it, are you feeling better?"
Enen asked with concern, while Jiang Yifan sighed. To be honest, it's not very good, but as long as he can still see her, Jiang Yifan feels that it doesn't seem to be a big deal. At least, he hasn't lost Enen or him. The most important thing in life, isn't it, "So-so."
"So-so?" Enen tilted her head to look at him, there was a slight smile on her lips and dimples, she looked very beautiful, that's the kind that could attract all his eyes at a glance "Student Jiang, who is in a normal mood, would you like to join our game and play with us?"
As soon as these words came out, before Jiang Yifan had time to answer, he had already received Gu Nancheng's slap in the face. It seemed that while warning him, he was also reminding him that one must be willing to gamble and admit defeat.
He is willing to bet, because he promised Gu Nancheng before that once he loses, he cannot play any games with Enen, nor can he use any games to get close to Enen. Obviously, since he has lost, Gu Nancheng will not give it to him. He has a chance, Gu Nancheng has always been such a person, he is so black-bellied, how could he be a good stubble?
Not to mention being merciful at the invitation of Enen, to put it bluntly, it's okay if Enen doesn't invite, but if Enen invites, Gu Nancheng's vinegar jar will be overturned, not to mention, he also has a backbone Although there are no such people in front of En En, there are at least some in front of Gu Nancheng. Why does he need Gu Nancheng's mercy?
No need at all, he would rather not play than throw his last bit of dignity and face on the ground and let his love rival step on it, "Don't play."
If you refuse, it is called a firm decision.
"Huh?" Enen looked at Jiang Yifan, "Are you sure you don't want to play?"
Jiang Yifan said without hesitation, "Definitely and definitely!"
Although Enen's invitation made me very tempted, and he really wanted to play, but he was willing to gamble and admit defeat. He is a person who wants to save face, and he is also a person who can afford to lose, okay?
Besides, even if he lost all his face for the sake of grace, but Gu Nancheng is here, Gu Nancheng won't do it.
Of course, Jiang Yifan will never admit it, this is the point, the most important thing!
"Then you don't play games, what are you doing?" Enen asked concerned, "Aren't you bored by yourself?"
"It's not boring." No wonder it's not boring, "Just play your game, don't worry about me, as long as you are happy." Don't worry about his life or death!
"Then let's continue, you can do whatever you want." Seeing him saying this, En En stopped being polite to him.
Anyway, he and Jiang Yifan are already so familiar, and what should be said, what should be asked and what should be cared about, Enen feels that he has done it, so Jiang Yifan really does not want to be with them, and Enen has no choice.
Then, he continued to play games with Gu Nancheng, but from the beginning to the end, Gu Nancheng didn't look at Jiang Yifan, as if this person was not important at all, so he didn't want Jiang Yifan to pay attention to him, and he didn't need to pay attention to him. Look at him because he disdains.
If it was before, Jiang Yifan would probably feel very upset, but now it is different. After Jiang Yifan has adjusted his mentality, his mood is much better than before, at least he will not be so depressed, "It's okay, Go ahead and play however you want."
Enen's sight has returned to the mobile phone. In the game, no matter how good Gu Nancheng is, he can't be too fooled. At least there must be some value. Enen feels that playing this game is meaningful anyway. Instead of going all the way to the bottom!
No matter how embarrassing it is, Enen doesn't want to throw people in front of Gu Nancheng, well, although Gu Nancheng also knows what kind of virtue he is, but in short, even if he can save it, Enen still wants to save him, to save himself The last image!
"Well, you too, you can do whatever you want, don't worry about us, we'll just play with us, and it won't affect you!" Enen said to Jiang Yifan while looking at the phone screen, and then suddenly saw that her situation was not good , so he shouted, "Gu Nancheng, shit, Gu Nancheng save me!"
Enen called Gu Nancheng, and this person immediately appeared beside her, giving her an infinite sense of security, "Gu Nancheng, you are really amazing, ahh, I am so safe with you by my side Feel it!"
Every word Enen said was the truth, but what was different was that what Gu Nancheng wanted to give Enen was not only a sense of security in the game, but also a sense of security in everything, whether it was In the game, or in life, this is what he really wants.
Only in this way, Gu Nancheng will feel more meaningful.
No one knows that the greatest meaning of Gu Nancheng is Enen, there is only one Enen, and no one else can catch his eyes, besides, there is no one else who can affect his emotions, make his emotions There are any waves, or ups and downs.
Enen is the most important person and thing in his life!
"Play the game well, don't bark."
Even though he said so, the corner of Gu Nancheng's mouth pulled out a slight arc.
"En." Enen nodded, as if she was really obedient, she obediently shut her mouth and did not speak. When Gu Nancheng was silent, Enen could say whatever she wanted, but once Gu Nancheng spoke, Enenli dared not speak. Do not listen!
Gu Nancheng and En En played games, Jiang Yifan was naturally the one who was left behind, but he didn't bother them either, not because he didn't want to, but because he simply wanted to bet and admit defeat, so he couldn't bother, otherwise Jiang Yifan would not let go of such an opportunity .
Now it’s all right, a person can be as boring as he wants, in the end he can only sit on the side, swiping his phone in boredom, and randomly click on a few games to play, but how could he possibly get into it? Enen, even though his hands were typing, his attention was on Enen's side, and he never left.
He is paying attention to everything about Enen, the status of Enen playing games, what they are talking about, what they are doing, in short, he just can't calm down for a second, and even he is not active when playing games, and he has difficulty sitting or standing Ann's discomfort!
It wasn't until they were playing games, it was almost twelve o'clock, that Gu Nancheng urged Enen to end and go back to his room, "It's too late, even if you want to play, play tomorrow, go back to the room early tonight, early rest!"
"No!" Enen seldom feels the joy of victory, so Enen's feelings are still unfinished, and she is reluctant to stop playing games so soon and go back to the room to rest. She acted like a baby in front of Gu Nancheng, but Gu Nancheng turned a deaf ear to her, " no!"
"No way, no way!" Gu Nancheng's attitude was very firm, obviously unmoved.
En En worked hard until she couldn't hold back Gu Nancheng in the end, so she had no choice but to say goodbye to them reluctantly, "Then I'll go back to my room first, Gu Nancheng, Jiang Yifan, good night!"
Jiang Yifan listened with his ears up for a long time before finally hearing Enen's voice, so he quickly got up from the sofa and waved to Enen, "Enen, good night!"
Enen went back to her room sullenly, because when he left, only Jiang Yifan said good night to her, but Gu Nancheng was like a mute the whole time, didn't say anything, and like a blind man, as if he didn't see her, She was allowed to walk out of the bedroom alone, without saying a word.
Back in the room, En En just recovered from the game. He played the game for several hours in a row. He didn't feel anything at first, but now that he was free and lying on the bed, he felt tired, physically and mentally exhausted. .
She yawned, dragged her exhausted body, turned on her phone, saw a bunch of WeChat messages on it, and suddenly thought of what Fang Ya said before, and quickly clicked on WeChat, and as expected, it was all sent by Fang Ya news!
"Enen, what happened to Enen? Who lost and who won?"
"Enn, tell me quickly, I can't wait to know the answer, you don't even know, I'm waiting here alone, how much suffering is it?"
"Damn, it's been almost an hour, dog, where are you, what are you doing? Why is there no news at all?"
"Did you hear the news? What about me, what about people, dog, what the hell are you doing, please reply to my WeChat?"
"Enen, enen, enen? I've waited until the flowers withered, do you want me to wait until I become a sculpture?"
"It's almost twelve o'clock, dog, you seem to be missing, go to hell, don't talk to me again, just pretend that we have never known each other, woo woo!"
At the end of a lot of WeChat messages that Fang Ya sent, there were a few crying emoticons attached.
Originally, Enen was physically and mentally exhausted, after all, she had been playing games for too long, but when she saw Fang Ya's message, Enen suddenly thought of what the two of them said before, and suddenly became excited, "Yaya, I Come on, which one of you hasn't slept?"
As soon as this news was sent out, Fang Ya's WeChat reply was almost instant, "I didn't sleep, grandma, you suddenly lost someone, how do you let me sleep?" (End of this chapter)