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Cold.

Cold infiltrating into bone marrow.

The whole body is like being put in an ice cellar.

The blood was freezing.

It's like you're going to die.

Ah, that's it.

She doesn't want to support herself any more. If she wants to die, she will die quietly.

The body is heavy and heavy, falling down constantly.

There were pictures in her mind, and she knew it was her memory.

It is said that people can see their life before they die.

It turns out to be true.

She saw the blue sky and white clouds in taojia village, the tender and fresh smiling face of the youth, the cold and merciless back of her father, the driving into the river by Gu Nianbei, and the suffering of Lu Chi Mo to herself

She saw too much, too much.

It's like the real thing happened in front of you.

Gradually

The picture in my mind twisted into a piece, as if falling into a space-time tunnel.

It took a long time to stop.

On the summer solstice, the sky is blue as wash.

The asphalt road is lined with trees.

This is a road that she is familiar with and can no longer be familiar with.

A little further ahead is the Li family villa. She has lived there for 23 years. From her memory, she has always walked on this road.

Under a big tree, there is a little girl, wearing a princess skirt and holding a rainbow colored lollipop. She looks up at the tree with her small face up. She doesn't know how long she has been watching it.

That was - when she was a child?

She looked up with her eyes. There was a little bear balloon hanging on the flourishing branches. Yes, she vaguely remembered that she had such a bear balloon, which was once rare as a treasure.

At this time, a teenage boy came up and stood beside her.

A boy's dress is a child of a wealthy family.

The little girl found the boy's presence and turned to her side. A dirty little hand grabbed his sleeve and said something.

The boy did not pay attention to the little girl, the little girl shook the boy's hand, as if in coquetry.

Then the boy climbed up the tree and got her the balloon.

The boy's clothes were scratched, but he did not care, handed the balloon to the little girl's hand.

The little girl was very happy and said something to the little boy. She handed the lollipop to the boy.

The girl also took the bear balloon, skipping to the way home, from time to time turned around, stretched out a chubby little hand, to the boy to do goodbye.

as like as two peas, she looked exactly the same as when she was a child.

It's just, who is that boy?

There seems to be no such person in her memory.

The boy watched the little girl go far away, then went to the car not far away.

Wait.

She hasn't seen what the boy looks like.

She raised her foot to catch up.

Damn it, something's in her way. She can't get through it.

There was an invisible barrier in front of her, separating her from the boy in two places.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't make it.

The boy got in the car.

She slapped the transparent barrier desperately and kept shouting, "don't go, wait for me, don't go!"

But the boy couldn't hear at all.

The car starts quickly. Leave.

Lost in her sight.

She fell to the ground, almost at the same time, there were countless voices, like sharp things across the glass, harsh, so she was very sad to vomit.

It's hard. She covers her ears and gasps.

The sharp and harsh voice slowly disappeared, and there was a crisp smile in her ear

"Hee hee It's fun... "

"Brother, why don't you smile? It's strange..."

"Brother, you laugh, OK, ok..."

"Wow, brother, you're smiling. Smile and have a good look..."

"Oh, please smile again. Yang'er likes to see you smile..."

"Brother, you hold Yang's hand, yang'er is so happy..."

"Brother, when yang'er grows up, will you marry yang'er?"

She knew that she said all these words

But who is she talking to

It's not mu chuchen, it's not.

Who the hell is that

She thought desperately that her head would burst.

At this time, a cold voice was heard in my ears.

"Do you know what marriage means?"

Although with a bit of immature, but this voice, very familiar.

Who is it?"My aunt said that marriage is to stay together for a lifetime. Yang'er wants to stay with her brother for the rest of her life. Her parents don't accompany her. Yang'er is lonely and sad. If her brother and yang'er get married, yang'er will no longer be lonely and sad. Yang'er likes her brother very much."

Who the hell is it?

This feeling, tortured her to collapse.

My head hurts and I feel hot all over.

It's like being boiled in boiling water.

It's hot. It's hot.

"Brother, yang'er has never been to an amusement park. Can you accompany me? Yang'er really wants to take a Ferris wheel... "

"The aunt on the TV said that if two people sit on the ferris wheel together, they will always be together when the ferris wheel reaches the highest and highest height..."

"Like this..."

It's cold, it's hot.

Body for a while cold to the bone, while hot to boiling, repeatedly, constantly alternating.

She was dying of grief.

"Why didn't you come We've pulled the hook Why did he cheat yang'er... "

The little girl burst into tears.

Li Yang suddenly opened his eyes.

The faces of Su ting and Tang Guo'er are worried.

She wanted to sit up, but her whole body was filled with a sense of powerlessness.

Eyelid is very heavy, slowly droop, and slowly open.

His voice was dry and hoarse, "what's wrong with me..."

Su Ting took off the towel on her forehead, "yang'er, you have a fever."

Tang Guo'er quickly replaced her, indignant way, "all blame that hateful group performance, son of a bitch! In such a cold day, it is harmful to keep ng on purpose

"Fruit."

Li Yang interrupted in time.

Mother is still on the side, she really does not want to let her worry too much.

"I want to drink water..."

Tang Guo'er pressed down the anger in his heart and took the glass water cup on one side, "OK, Yang Yang, I'll go and pour water for you."

Tangguoer to the living room to pick up water, Su Ting eyes slightly red, eyes full of guilt, "Yang Er, I'm sorry, is the mother can't protect you."

If the Li family did not fall, she would never let Li Yang suffer such grievances.

She wanted to let Li Yang terminate the contract, but she knew in her heart that they could not afford to pay the penalty.

Su Ting hates herself now, not only can't help her daughter, but also drag her down.

The hand in the quilt stretched out and held Su Ting, "Mom, no matter what happens later, I will try to solve it." She said hoarsely, "your health matters, don't worry about me, I've grown up, I want to become a mother's dependence."

Her daughter, really grown up.

Before, she never thought that she would say such sensible words.

But she only felt sad.

She preferred her daughter not to grow up, rather that she would always be her refuge.

Su Ting took Li Yang's hand. "Just now you had a fever of 40 degrees, which scared us. She thought that if you don't retreat, you should be sent to the hospital..."

Looking at her pale face, Su Ting seemed to fall into memory and said slowly, "when you were six years old, you had a high fever. At that time, the fever was very serious. The doctor sent him to the hospital and the doctor gave him a critical notice. Fortunately, the fever still subsided. But when you wake up, many things happened before don't remember. I think about it now, but I still have a heart There are lingering palpitations. "

Li Yang's head is full of that sentence, a lot of things do not remember.

It was a long time before I came back to God.

Shivering lip corner, "what, what?"