Shen fan continued, "as long as five years of treatment, just barely cured the early morning of the disease, but since then, he is very weak, sometimes a little cold will cause serious illness, is not able to drink, he recovered for three years, repeated inspection, found no recurrence, happened to see your home accident, can't wait to return home to find you."
Shen fan looked at Li Yang and said in a depressed mood, "I didn't expect that you already have someone else. You hurt his heart again and again. He couldn't stand it after all. When he went to the bar, he was drunk. He was not allowed to drink. He also drank into stomach bleeding. Finally, he was carried to the hospital for several months."
"In the past few months, he has been secretly watching you and helping you. A week ago, the news that Lu Chi Mo was going to get married was announced. He was afraid that you would be sad and wanted to come to you and be stopped by us. He was submissive on the surface, but he wanted to run out of the hospital without our attention. He was in poor health. He fell down the stairs, and a dozen steps fell and hurt his head Although I had the operation in time, I still didn't wake up again
Shen fan's voice fell, the whole world seemed to be at a standstill, only his own heartbeat, Dong! Bang! Bang!
Very slow, very heavy, beating the chest again and again.
He felt heartache, so painful that she couldn't even breathe through. She grabbed the front of her chest and wept soundlessly. She looked at Shen fan blankly, "why did it become this way..."
Shen fan did not answer her question, only said to her, "as the attending physician of the early morning, I have been with him for more than eight years. When he was most happy, he mentioned you in front of me."
Li Yang didn't know how he left the office and returned to the ward again. The whole person was like a doll with soul drawn. Every time she moved, it was numb and mechanical. Even Shen Yanran looked at it, but she couldn't bear to drive her away. She walked out of the ward quietly with tears on her face.
Li Yang, sitting on the chair beside the bed, will definitely look at the face that once haunted her. Even though she has been tortured by the immature shape, she feels that it is still so good-looking, so that people can't move their eyes.
Memories of the past like a torrent of memories, from the two people's first acquaintance to now, repeatedly, and finally stay in that summer, she was 12 years old, he was 14 years old.
Taojia village, basketball court.
The teenager is wearing an orange T-shirt, white washed jeans, and spotless white sneakers. He leans on the basketball club. At the age of 14, he is growing very well. His height has reached 1.78 meters. His face is even more covetous.
The setting sun fell on his side face, and his outline became more and more gentle. Only the flies around him kept laughing and saying, buzzing, which really made her hate.
Originally, she had always regarded mu chuchen as her brother. At that moment, she realized that what she wanted was not so. Her feelings for mu chuchen were not so. She hoped that he belonged to her alone. She did not like other women to talk and laugh at him.
She didn't know where the courage came from. She took his hand from behind him and left. He didn't respond for a while. She called her name in surprise, "yang'er..."
She did not speak, huhuhuhu pulled him to the side of the stream, just let go, sitting on the green grass, a pair of feet in the clear bottom of the stream.
The boy sat cross legged beside her and rubbed his often soft hair.
Every time he makes such a simple move, it's really a killer for her. What anger and resentment all disappear.
She secretly hated her own failure, but in her heart, she couldn't help a burst of tenderness and sweetness.
They sat together quietly. After a long time, she heard her heart beating nervously and her voice trembling slightly. "Brother chuchen, when yang'er grows up, will you marry yang'er?"
The boy bent his eyes and laughed, "well, when yang'er grows up, brother chuchen will marry you."
She also laughed, like a child who got a piece of candy, "then we pull the hook, oh, who changes who is the dog ~"
on that day, they pulled the hook and made a lifelong agreement. On that day, the stream was clear and the setting sun was just right. In the summer of that year, every minute and every second accompanied by mu chuchen, she felt incomparable happiness and incomparable treasure.
But now, her early morning brother can no longer smile at her gently, her early morning brother can no longer rub her hair, call her yang'er
For more than eight years, she always thought that it was her early morning brother who abandoned her and didn't want her. She cried like a child and tried her best to find him, but she could not find any shadow of him any more. Until more than eight years later, the day when the truth was uncovered, it was so painful and bloody.
Li Yang's vision blurred into a piece. He reached out and held the hand outside the quilt. His long and white finger was now almost bone thin, which made people see the pain in his heart.
Tears fell on the back of their tightly held hands. She closed her eyes painfully and tried several times before wriggling her lips and saying, "wrong We are all wrong... "
The biggest fault in the world is to miss.They missed it. They missed it.
The most wrong is her, just like Shen Yanran said, is that she has made him look like this, and her sin is unforgivable.
Tears gradually wet their hands.
Li Yang has been crying, has been weeping, she does not know how many tears she shed, only to know that in the end, the tears have drained away, it seems that she will not give up. She looked at mu chuchen for a long time, and finally slowly turned her head.
She looked at Lu Zhenhua, but her eyes were empty, "why..."
If you don't mind sitting with me at the back of the garden, Miss Lu Zhenhua will stand with me
The back garden of a private hospital is luxurious, a bit like a palace, with transparent thermal insulation materials on top of it. The garden is like spring all the year round. Once you enter the garden, the fragrance of flowers will come to you.
Li Yang sat on the bench and watched Lu Zhenhua's mouth open and close. His face became worse and worse with the other party's words. His heart became more and more heavy. He sank into the abyss and the eighteen layers of hell. He could not live beyond life forever.
Finally, Lu Zhenhua handed him a photo, "Miss Li, if you don't believe what I said, you can ask him personally."
Li Yang reached out to take the photo. Her hands were shaking. The temperature was so warm that she felt like she was in an icehouse. It was so cold that she shivered all over her body. Her bones were frozen into ice, and she was about to suffocate.
Her lips trembled, her voice interrupted, "for Why He Why So to me... "