But it is because of this that she wants to be cruel to him, let him die this heart, instead of dealing with him, using him.

She didn't want to delay him or harm him. Even if she could overcome her own mental obstacles and barely stay with him, she knew that they would never be happy in the future.

She should be quick to cut the mess, hesitation will only bring more harm.

Only let Sheng Tianchen die is the best, but also the fastest way to solve the problem.

Liu Liu pinched the brow bone, took the change of clothes, took a bath, and lay down on the bed.

Li Yang's back to her sleep very well, issued a shallow breathing sound, but she couldn't sleep.

She turned her face and looked out of the window into the deep night. With one hand caressing her abdomen, her mind was full of the baby she had held, the pink and tender face, and his bright eyes, flashing with fluorescence, all over the star river.

When he waved his little hands to her and giggled for hugs, she felt her whole heart was broken, and even tears came out unconsciously, dripping on his delicate face.

They are still young, don't know anything, abandoned is so innocent.

She stretched out her hand and hugged Li Yang from behind. She spoke softly in her ear, telling her what happened in these years one by one, but it was more like telling her to listen to herself.

She always thought that he Sheng and Ting met again. God heard her heart's call and gave her fate, but she didn't know that there were two kinds of fate, one called sin yuan.

She and Sheng and Ting, exactly this kind.

Sheng Youting's three-year words, once filled her with joy, but never thought of it, but also became the beginning of all her calamities and nightmares.

She once loved him, how deeply she held on to him, and now she hated him. She only hated that she didn't have the ability to insert a knife into his heart and let him have a taste of it. How painful it was and how much pain she felt.

If time can go back and the past can be repeated, then she must be far away from him, the farther away the better, so that she will not bump into the picture of him secretly kissing his own sister, and all the tragic things will not happen later.

Sheng Xiaoyi is still alive. What he loves and what he does has nothing to do with her. She just needs to live her own ordinary and light life.

But there has never been a if in this world.

What's more funny is that she still clearly remembers how shocked and painful her heart was at that time. She would like to gouge out the pain immediately with a knife.

She pressed her chest as hard as she could. It seemed that only in this way could she feel better. Tears came out of her eyes uncontrollably. Her throat seemed to be blocked with something, so she could hardly breathe. Every word she said seemed to have exhausted all her strength,

"I hate him so much, but now I have his baby in my stomach. Xiaoyang, I am in the end What should I do? I don't want to give birth to his children. I really want him to die, but... "

"But as long as I want to kill him, I feel heartache. I can't give up, I really can't give up. He's innocent. I can't help but let him leave before he even has a look at the world..."

"If he was born, he would be very cute, just like the baby I held today. He was so small and soft that he would smile at me and ask me to hold him..."

"Then be born."

Li Yang turned around and hugged her, "Liu Liu, follow your heart, don't do things you regret."

Liu Liu's face was deeply stuffy in her arms, and her shoulders were constantly shaking. The warm liquid wet her breast's lapel, and her throat gave out bursts of forcible suppressed crying, like a small animal who was seriously injured and gave out sobbing.

"Liu Liu, if you decide to have a baby, I'll raise it with you."

"Let's make an agreement. If you have a girl, let her marry my son, OK?"

"You see how clever I am. I have found my son a daughter-in-law without any effort."

"Thank you, Xiao Yang."

Liu Liu cried to sleep, and occasionally let out a sob in Li Yang's arms.

Li Yang took out the paper towel and wiped the tears on her face with the light light of the wall lamp. Her lips sparked a bitter smile. It's unfair to be naive. They didn't do anything harmful to nature. Why didn't they make it better?

Why should torture be biased?

Li Yang didn't understand. He couldn't sleep for a long time. He didn't know when it was raining outside the window, which made the whole city more and more cold and lonely.

She covered the quilt for Liuliu, then went out of bed, changed her clothes, looked back at Liuliu and walked out of the door.

She put the action very gently, out of the apartment, even the sound of closing the door could not be heard. Gu Yebai finally relaxed her vigilance and did not sleep in the living room to guard her. She did not dare to make the noise bigger and wake people up.

Just out of the community, a cold wind blowing over, she stood under the eaves of the rain, waiting for the bus.

Gu Yebai's apartment is in the downtown area of the city. Even at this point, it's easy to take a taxi. She only waited for a few minutes, and a taxi came from afar.As soon as she waved, the taxi pulled up beside her.

Li Yang gets into the co pilot and reports the address. The driver thinks that the road is too far off, so he can't get any passengers on the return journey. As a result, Li Yang promised to pay double price and the driver agreed to drive her.

More than an hour later, the car stopped outside Lu's old house, "here we are."

Li Yang's pupil reflects the land house shrouded in the rain and night, and pays to get off the bus.

The driver drove away at once.

Li Yang standing in the rain, looking at this old house, with a strange cold cold breath, the stone lions at the door still stare at her with ferocious faces.

Li Yang bit his lip and left from the pair of stone lions. He trotted over in the rain and knocked on the door buckle of the vermilion gate.

"Kowtow, kowtow! Kowtow, kowtow

In the middle of the night, the sound of the knock of the door button is very clear and strange.

Li Yang knocked for a long time, and then came an old voice, "don't knock, come here."

Then the door opened a crack from inside, and a flashlight came over, "who is it in the middle of the night?"

The sudden glare of light made Li Yang very uncomfortable. He closed his eyes and said, "Hello, I'm looking for Mr. Lu."

Hearing this, the housekeeper said angrily, "what time is it? The old man has already gone to bed. Where did you come from? Why are you so ignorant?"

"And, sir, do you want to see you as soon as you want to, so go and walk!"

The housekeeper tried to close the door while driving Li Yang away.

Li Yang quickly blocked the door with his hand, "please help me to take a word to Mr. Lu, I am Lu Chi Mo's wife."