Sheng Youting said a lot about his mother, his father and his own, but the most important thing is all the things happened between him and Liu Liu.
In fact, he was very poor. He lost his mother when he was young. No one taught him what love is, his father's violent education, and his extraordinary cruel training. He developed his paranoid, cruel and bloody character.
What's more, he mistakenly thought that the best way to solve everything was to use violence, so he made a mistake. Five years ago, he treated Liu Liu cruelly, which made him irreparable.
The misunderstanding five years ago was probably the most regretful thing he had ever done in his life.
He was confused by hatred and hurt his beloved girl to the bone.
Especially at the moment of the truth.
Li Yang thought, ah, at more times, he may be more painful than Liu Liu, but no matter how painful he is, he deserves it.
Even if she can't forgive, she has no right.
Liu Liu can't forgive her. What is she entitled to say?
All of them are self inflicted.
The consequences of one's own mistakes should be borne.
"I know that I am wrong, I am unforgivable, I did not expect Liuliu to forgive me, because of such a mistake, I can't forgive myself, how dare I hope she can forgive me?"
"When she left with Chunan, I watched secretly on the second floor. No one knew how painful my heart was at that time. I wanted to rush down, I wanted to kill Chunan, I wanted to snatch her back, and I wanted to imprison her forever, but I could not..."
"I have harmed her for the first half of my life. I can't hurt her for the rest of my life. I fought my life to resist the impulse from my heart and turned away and chose to let go."
"At that moment, I know, I finally really lost her, she will never come back, I will never be happy in my life, I deserve it, I deserve it!"
"But I didn't expect that there would be such an accident that she would forget all the things and only remember the agreement we made when we were children. I didn't expect that God would give us a chance to come back again."
"Miss Li, my sin is unforgivable. I am not worthy of forgiveness. I should live in pain and regret forever and forever. I should be punished, but Liu Liu, she is innocent. She has always been the most innocent one. "
"Now she has finally forgotten the hatred and all the painful things. She can be happy and carefree and live like a child. Can she ask you not to let her know the past?"
"I don't want her to fall back into the abyss of pain, I want to guard her, so that she can simply and happily spend this life, I used to atone for the wrong things I did to her."
Li Yang knew that such an opportunity was hard won for Sheng Youting.
He must have spent his whole life loving Liu Liu, holding her in the palm of his hand and carefully protecting her, fearing that she would be harmed, just like Lu Chi Mo did to her.
In fact, such a result is also the best for Liu Liu.
Just like Sheng You Ting said, Liu Liu finally forgot her hatred and pain. She could live like a child. Sheng You Ting didn't want Liu Liu to think about it. How could she want her to think about it?