"Where is he better than you, making you so self righteous? Is his family condition not good? Are his parents inferior to your parents? Or is he not as handsome as you and not as nice to me as you are? "
"Tang Guo'er!" He knew what she was going to say. He knew what kind of ugly words she would say. He simply put his hand over her mouth and didn't let her say a word. "How many words do you want to say against your heart? Why don't you just stab me to death?"
They are like two wounded wild animals. They face each other with their eyes. She is like a hedgehog. If there are thorns on her back, she will erect all the thorns and stab them into each other's heart. But she is not a hedgehog. If she has no thorns, she can only choose another way to hurt the people she loves.
She bit his hand, hard bite, he would not let go any more pain, "I know these words are false, you lied to me, but why do I still feel pain, I would rather you kill me directly than torture me in this way."
"Guo'er, we've been together for six years. Do you think I don't know you and you're duplicating? Since we still have each other in our hearts, why can't we go back? "
"If you mind Chen youyou and you want to help us, then I can tell you clearly that it's unnecessary. I have never had any feelings for her. I only like you. Eight years ago or eight years later, it hasn't changed for a moment. I just want to see if you care about me."
Two years ago, they thought that they would let go for the sake of each other's good, and finally they were right?
If she has a good life and is happy every day, he can bear all the pain. He can suffer day and night without regret. But when he saw her real state today, he regretted it.
He was wrong. She didn't live as well as he thought. Her heart was the same as him. She couldn't let him go. He also confessed to his mother and cleared the way. Could the mistake be corrected?
It was raining, but he saw her cry, wrinkling face and wailing. He finally put down his hand and opened his mouth to comfort her, but first he heard her voice, "I can't look back."
"Gu Yebai, no matter whether our choice is right or wrong, from the day I married Zuo Yichen, we are doomed to never look back."
"Don't you understand? Because of our business, my uncle died, and my aunt's IQ now stays at three or four years old. What about my parents and Zuo Yichen, do I want them to go this way? Do you think I can afford the consequences? "
"I'll take it as my own fault. I'm sorry for Gu Yebai. I won't disturb you any more. If it's wrong, let it go on forever." This time, she didn't look back.
He wanted to catch up and even kneel down to beg her not to leave. He begged her to think for him once to let her know that without her, she felt pain every day and that life was worse than death every day.
But he didn't catch up after all.
He stood under the dim yellow street lamp and was drenched in the rain all afternoon. When it was dark and the rain stopped, the neon lights around him lit up. The whole city fell into the bustling night scene. Only then did he walk stiffly, numb and out of his wits.
"Ha ha, ha ha!" Like a madman, he was dripping with rain all over his body, laughing as he walked, laughing that he couldn't turn back, laughing that he couldn't get over the past.
When he got home, he took a bath and changed his clothes. His mother did not know when she came into her room. She sat on the sofa, holding two wreaths in her hands like a baby. When he came out, he happily gathered up and presented the wreath to him like a treasure. "Yebaiyebai, my wreath is beautiful?"
He nodded
"Guo'er and en'en, I want to give them wreaths. They look good!"
His throat rolled up and down. He was silent. I didn't expect that after such a long time, she still remembered it today. In the past, she would have forgotten it.
"Yebai, did you hide them? Hide and seek, yes, hide and seek. " She happily looked in the room, as if determined that they would hide in the room, must find them back.
Under the bed, in the quilt, in the sofa, in the wardrobe, in the curtains, in the end, even every drawer has been opened, but how can we find it?
"I can't find it, Yebai, I can't find it!" Mother began to panic, to the end anxious bitter voice, "do they hate me, ignore me?"
She cried for help like him, "Yebai, I can't find it, you can find it."
"Yebai, Wuwu, I'm sorry, you help me find them."
But he couldn't find it. At last, he reached out and wiped away her tears, patted her head gently to comfort her, "Mom, let's wait, they may come out by themselves."
The mother sniffed, "how long will it take?"
"I don't know, maybe a few years, maybe decades."
"How many years, more than ten years?" She counted with her fingers, but she didn't understand, "how long was that?"
"Soon, soon." He hooked his lips with a pale smile. "When I'm 70 or 80 years old and become a white haired old man, maybe she can't bear it. In fact, her heart is very soft. Now she just has to.""I just don't know if I can live to be seventy or eighty."
On the next morning's plane, Lu Chi Mo company had something to do with it. It was Li Yang who drove Tang Guo'er and en'en to the airport alone. "Guo'er, you have such a bad cold, or you'd better not go back."
Li Yang has said this many times before going out, but Tang Guo'er is stubborn and refuses to listen. She is wearing a medical mask, and her voice is hoarse because of a cold. "It's OK. It's just a little cold. Besides, Zuo Yichen is on the way to meet me, no problem."
At this point, he sneezed again, "ah
Li Yang sighed and said, "you really are. Yesterday I asked you to drive, and you were in trouble. If you drive, how can you get drenched? If you don't listen to me, you'll suffer from a bad cold. "
"Just go back and take the medicine. You don't have to worry about me so much." The voice of their flight ticket checking came from the radio. Tang Guo'er said to the little guy in his arms, "en en, we're going to leave. We'll say goodbye to my aunt."
EN en soft Nuo Nuo called aunt, eyes do not give up toward Li Yang wave small hand.
Tens of thousands of feet in the air, from one city to another city, just two hours.
After getting off the plane, Zuo Yichen had been waiting at the gate, holding a bunch of fresh roses in his hand, which attracted the attention of many people around him.