Chapter 2010

Just two words, left mother blocked speechless, before Ranran was still around, who didn't know that Ranran was her favorite baby, she was really rare Ranran, treated her as her own daughter, and she also had a certain understanding of Ranran.

Ranran is a good child. Although she is fragile and sensitive at first, she has been integrating in her own way since she came to this home. She has been working hard from being careful to please everyone at the beginning, for fear of being abandoned, to loving them wholeheartedly and treating them as family.

To tell you the truth, even if Zuo Yichen suffered a little bit, she felt that it didn't matter. Boys, rough skin and thick flesh can stand ups and downs, but elapse is different. She is a little girl. If there was no accident at the beginning, she would always be the little princess of the left family, and she would grow up in their hands and hearts forever.

So even now, even after so many years, when she was a mother for two years, she naturally didn't want to let Ranran suffer any pain or hurt, otherwise it would be the same as digging her heart.

No one knows how she survived after losing Rana, how much she spent on Rana, and how heartache she felt when Rana left. She couldn't sleep all night long. As soon as she closed her eyes, she had nightmares.

During that time, Guo'er often came to accompany her, and she felt that she could not relieve the pain. She even gradually became afraid to sleep, because when she went to sleep, her dream was full of scenes when she left.

"Auntie, don't think about it any more. There will be Guoguo with you and Zuo Yichen. Shall we accompany you together?" Teenage fruit, has been very clever sensible, she took her hand to comfort, "besides, if you know how you look now, she can't point out how distressed."

Is it really painful? She doesn't know, she's not sure, because when Ranran was taken away by her parents, she looked back at her eyes. Besides the love she couldn't give up, she seemed to have other emotions, similar to hate.

Will Rana hate her? Because Rana asked her at the beginning and clearly whether she would leave her in the future. She answered firmly at that time that she would not, and even pulled a hook with her. In the end, she failed her.

Mingming said that she would not leave her, but she didn't do it in the end, so she didn't know whether Ranran hated her or not, but what she knew was that she hated herself. She felt guilty about Ranran, lost money, and was distressed. She slapped herself hard and felt puzzled.

"Auntie, although Ranran went to other cities, it's so convenient for her to fly now. You think she can go to see her too. She must hope that you can visit her more and accompany her more when you are free."

Before leaving, she bought a mobile phone for her and inserted a phone card. She wanted to contact her conveniently. But she left her mobile phone and didn't take it away at all. She had no choice but to call her landline. But she didn't expect that she didn't answer her phone very much. Occasionally, she just said that she wanted to study or didn't speak.

At that time, she felt heartache and wanted to die, as if she was in the position under her chest. After being stabbed in by a sharp knife, she suddenly pulled it out. The blade with barbs gouged out large pieces of his flesh and blood. The blood was dripping and the dark red liquid flowed all over the floor.

So, she didn't even dare to see her in the open. She was afraid to face the passing time, the disappointment in the child's eyes when she saw her, the fact that she hated her, and even more afraid that she would drive her away directly. She resisted and didn't appear in front of her until that phone call.

A strange caller ID, connected, the girl's voice through the radio, with a cloud above the unreal, "aunt."

After so many years, the little girl has no longer talked in a tearful voice. Her voice has changed. It's different from before. She has nothing to do with it at all. But I don't know why. She just needs to hear each other's voice. She knows that it's Rana, her Rana.

Her hands were trembling, her whole body was trembling, her heart was almost collapsing, and her voice was almost out of tune

"Auntie, it's me. Long time no see."

Auntie??

She has already called her aunt instead of Tiantian's mother. Those warmth and happiness have finally become the past and can never go back. Even in the past ten years, she finally took the initiative to call her, and her tone is also polite and unfamiliar.

She is Xia ran, no longer Zuo ran. In fact, such a name and such a strange tone are normal. She should learn to treat her with a normal heart, but she just can't stand it. Her tears fall quietly, "long time no see, Ran Ran."

Her throat seemed to be blocked with wet cotton. If she couldn't swallow it or spit it out, she was stuck there. All her emotions made her miserable, but she didn't dare to let Xia ran notice. So she forced herself to be sad, pulled a tissue to wipe away her tears, pinched her palm with her fingernails and forced herself to calm down.

Yes, only in this way, can not let Ranran see flaws, only in this way, can not expose their vulnerability and unbearable, she bit her lip, forced himself to make enough normal voice, let himself look invincible, "so many years, how are you in Jincheng, OK?"

The phone was silent for two seconds, and the girl's tone finally didn't sound so unfamiliar. Da Fangfang replied easily, "it's very good, but the climate of Jincheng is not as good as that of Ancheng, so I went to Ancheng to go to university."

"You've been transferred to Ancheng for school?" This was something she didn't even dare to think about, so it was hard to avoid surprise when she heard it, "when did you come and where?"

Her emotion was uncontrollably excited, and her voice rose without her noticing, "Rana, since you have come to Ancheng, mom..."

Even after too many years, she used to use her mother, but she found that it was wrong at the first time, because she had already called her aunt, which proved that in her heart, she was no longer a mother, and her mother had another person. For so many years, the name of mother had already been returned to her biological mother.

If she was the same as before, she would feel disgusted if she didn't know her mother's name in front of her. It's also possible for her to drop her phone at that time, so she quickly swallowed her mother's two words and corrected, "since you've come to Ancheng, can I see you?"

"ELA, we haven't seen each other for many years. I want to see what you look like now, OK?" She was so careful that she couldn't be more careful. She didn't want to say anything wrong to annoy her.