"If I had known that he would be so miserable, I would not have left. I thought that I would be happy if he left, but in fact, it was not the case at all. I made mistakes again and again and hurt him thoroughly."
"If you let me choose again, I will never divorce, I will never go on the wrong road again, but Dad, there is no if in the world, I can't change the past, I can't change it!"
Since meeting Chen youyou that day, learning about Gu Yebai's unknown things and how he survived these two years, Tang Guo'er has been regretful and miserable.
Now, Tang's words make her feel like a knife again. It seems that she will be out of breath at any time, suffocate and die, and cry even more. Tang's father looks in his eyes, hurts in his heart, and his eyes are red.
With a long sigh, he held his daughter in his arms and comforted him. "Guoguo, don't blame yourself. When everyone chooses, they don't know what the outcome will be. They all choose the way they think is the best for each other. So do you. Otherwise, why do you want to choose?"
"If you feel that you have chosen the wrong one, you don't have to suffer too much. No one can guarantee that you have chosen the right one. If you find a mistake, we will correct it in time. Although we can't change the past, we can correct it."
"As long as we are willing to face up to our mistakes, as long as we are willing to take responsibility and change bravely, everything is not too late, just like you and Gu Yebai. As long as you are willing to go back, you can still start again and go back to the original. He has been waiting for you, right?"
"He's been waiting so long for you to come back. I don't think my daughter can't understand this. Although you are stupid, I think you still know how to re elect at the critical moment, especially now."
"I know, I know everything, I know Gu Yebai is waiting for me, I know when I turn back, he will accept me unconditionally, I also know, I should turn back immediately." Tang Guo'er couldn't cry. He cried until his throat was blocked. His chest kept going up and down with the sob. "But Dad, I have no face."
"It's not a matter of face, but I think it's unfair to Gu Yebai. He's so good. How can I hurt him by relying on his liking for me?"
"Two years ago, I said I would leave, divorce, and marry someone else. I also took away his children. I didn't leave him any thoughts. I let him have nothing, lose everything, and live like death. Now that Zuo Yichen and I are divorced, I will go back to find him again."
"I want to find him very much, and I want to be with him very much, but what has become of him when I do this? A garbage shelter? Or something worse, Gu Yebai. What did he do wrong? He was right about everything. Why should he suffer from this? What qualifications do I have to treat him like this? "
"Is it because he loves me that he will suffer the most cruel and unfair treatment in the world? In other people's eyes, how should I look at him? What face will he have when he goes out? What did I do at the beginning? Dad, I'm so sorry. If I didn't remarry, it would be better. I've done harm to everyone. "
"Silly daughter, what are you talking about? How can you think so?" Father Tang did not agree with his saying, "how can we use right and wrong to discuss emotional matters, and how can we care so much about them? You know you're wrong, so what are you talking about
"Now whether it's your face, Gu Yebai's face, or other tangled problems, you feel guilty and sorry for Gu Yebai's mood, I understand, but please put it all aside first, don't worry, you just need to turn back and take the initiative to go to him."
"As for the others, as long as you are together, they will all become worthless. Otherwise, what do you want? If you are so cowardly again, do you want to make a mistake in the end, and make more mistakes until it develops into an irreparable situation? If so, you will only regret it more than you do now. "
Father Tang tried his best to enlighten his daughter, trying to guide her in the right direction. In fact, she could understand her daughter's mood, but she just loved Gu Yebai too much, so she began to doubt and dislike herself, and felt unfair to Gu Yebai.
But now, it's important for two people to be together. Those emotions that shouldn't exist will only harm others and others. They repeat the same mistakes again and again, and they don't end well. He doesn't want to see such a situation. Therefore, Tang Guo'er has been staying in the Tang family these days, and he will be so worried.
Zuo Yichen boldly took that step and completely walked out of the past. He hoped his daughter would also be able to quickly walk on the right road, "Guo Guo, what Dad is saying now, can you understand?"
"Dad doesn't want you to regret it again and again. You'll always be in this whirlpool. To tell you the truth, your mother is beginning to worry about you. After all, she knows that it's hard to find a son-in-law like Gu Yebai with a lantern, and you love each other."
"And there's grace, isn't there? En'en is Gu Yebai's own daughter. He must miss en'en very much. He wants to stand in front of en'en openly, hug him, and listen to en'en's call for Dad. You shouldn't deprive him of his right to be a father. It's the best result for your family to get together early. "
"Guoguo, family together is more important than anything, isn't it? Besides, Gu Yebai can stand you. If you don't go back, he'll be single all his life. He'll be miserable all his life and spend every day in pain and suffering. Do you really have the heart?"
"If there is such a person to you at the end of the day, what are you hesitating about? You might as well be bold and try to completely put aside your negative emotions. Maybe you will get a different result, don't you think? "
How can Tang Guo'er not know her father's hard work for her? She threw herself in her father's arms and burst into tears. "Dad, I'm sorry, I know what to do."
"Thank you, thank you for saying these words to me, thank you for enlightening me, thank you for being willing to teach you such a stupid daughter, thank you for accepting us, helping us, and I love you."
"I love you and mom. I'm sorry that my daughter is not sensible and worries you all these years. I won't do it in the future, because I really wake up and grow up this time. I won't do anything that worries you any more."