In the past two years, Chu Nan had not seen Chi Sheng, but Zhao Qinghuan met her two or three times. Because of Chu Nan, he didn't come forward to say hello, but saw her from a distance.
And every time he saw her, she was always tired and had no light in her eyes, which made him doubt more than once. Did sheng'er really live well? Is she really happy?
Is she just to maintain the surface, so happiness is just an illusion?
She got married and had children. She grew up and was no longer as capricious as before, but does this really mean that she is living well?
If she had a good life, why was she so gloomy? If she had a good life, why did she look unhappy no longer and have no vitality at all? She used to be such a girl who loved crying, making trouble, fighting love, daring to love and hate. Now she can't find any shadow of that year.
I don't know why, he even felt that sheng'er lived very pitifully. Her most pitiful thing was that she fell in love with Chu Nan and lost to Liu Liu's death. She was right. How can a living person win over the dead?
I have to admit that Liu Liu died when Chu Nan loved her most. This can't be changed, so she turned around and left. Maybe it's the right choice. No one can afford to spend it with him. It's more than ten years.
"Hmm?" the conversation turned too fast, and Chu Nan didn't respond for a moment.
Zhao Qinghuan poured himself a mouthful of wine and said what he thought, "Anan..."
"What if sheng'er doesn't live well and isn't happy?"
"If she says she's fine, her happiness is fake and pretended?"
"So, what are you going to do?"
A series of questions made Chu Nan a little confused, "no, Zhao Qinghuan, have you drunk too much? What are you talking about?"
"I'm not talking nonsense. You know, I won't talk nonsense." Zhao Qinghuan looked him in the eye and said seriously, "I'm serious asking you."
"Chu Nan, sheng'er grew up with us, especially you. You spent the most time with her when you were a child and often brought it out to play with us. Therefore, you should know her better than us."
"To tell you the truth, I've seen her more than once. I don't think she's doing so well. Even, she may get married just to break her mind, to prevent herself from coming to you in this way, or to let you put it down, no longer feel so guilty about her, and no longer hide from her all the time."
"I don't know what the reason is, or both. In short, in my opinion, she hasn't had a good life these years, and even can be regarded as suffering. Look at her, where can I find out the shadow of that year? I don't believe it. You can't see the problems I can see if you know her so well?"
"Or do you already know, you know, but you chose to deceive yourself and others?"
Zhao Qinghuan mercilessly exposed the ugliest idea in his heart.
Yes, yes, he didn't doubt it. He knew sheng'er. He could see whether she was happy or not.
But when she said she was happy, he chose to believe it, because if he didn't believe it, it didn't make any sense, "otherwise, what do you want me to do?"
"Zhao Qinghuan, you said it yourself. Previously, even you reminded me that she was married and gave birth to a lovely son with her husband. You told me that I can't make mistakes and repeat them."
"What you said is not the idea in my heart. I didn't want to intervene. Besides, you know that my heart only treats her as a younger generation and a niece, rather than the love between men and women. Since this is the way Sheng Er chose, I respect her choice. No matter what the reason is, what else do you want me to do?"
"Isn't she so happy? I'm going to destroy her family and break them up by any means. After breaking up, what do you say? Can I give her happiness, Zhao Qinghuan, do you think I can? Is this taking her out of the sea of suffering or harming her?"
"I......" Zhao Qinghuan's heart was very contradictory. On the one hand, he had to persuade them rationally not to go on the road that year. On the other hand, he saw that they were trapped by love, not happy at all, and too anxious.
He didn't know what was right. In short, he broke the old mother's heart for them.
"At least there is a child between them. Even if sheng'er can't let go of the past now, who can say for such a long time in the future? Children need their parents around. Since she has chosen to give birth to children, she should bear her due responsibility as a mother."
"I checked song Jing. He was really good to her as sheng'er said, and even took good care of her. Therefore, he is a good husband and a good father. With him around, I am very relieved. I believe he will cure sheng'er. It's only a matter of time."
"As long as time is enough, sheng'er can really come out and live in her own warm family. As for me, I can't give her love or marriage, so don't delay her anymore. She is also a mother now, not a teenage girl, and can't afford to delay."
"In fact, when she chose to leave, it was the most correct choice she had ever made. Because staying with me, I can give her only pain and torture. Now it's good to have song Jing's love and meal company."
At this moment, Zhao Qinghuan's whole body was a little weak, and he was unable to refute. What was good and what was bad? It was really difficult to distinguish clearly if he didn't go to that step. What's more, it didn't happen to him. He was not qualified to comment. Just now, he was regarded as talkative.
His mouth, ah, is always so owe, and always likes to worry blindly, which makes everyone unhappy. Why?
Sometimes he wants to slap himself. When he thinks it hurts too much, he'd better forget it. It's better to apologize, "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry." Chu Nan touched his lips and smiled bitterly. "Lao Zhao, you're not wrong. I know better than anyone. You're just for my good and for sheng'er's good. Among our former Gang, you're the hottest. You can't see who's not doing well, otherwise you'll hurt your heart and lungs."
Yes, Zhao Qinghuan is such a person. Obviously, he is not doing well, but he can't see the suffering of the world. Everyone is this age. Not only Chu Nan is not married, but so is he?
"Well, let's not talk about these unhappy things. Let's talk about Liu Liu's child. I don't know what happened to him after we left. Don't say, the child really has a character."
The child in their mouth never frowned after they left.