Stand firmly by his side and trust him
Song Xiazhi laid on the sickbed. It was unknown whether it was because of the stomachache or the fact that Xiao Yan and Qiao Mo was tightly holding hands, but Song Xiazhi's face was as white as paper.
A hint of panic and guilt slipped past her eyes, but it was quickly covered up. Holding onto the corner of her lips, she smiled bitterly, then looked at Xiao Yan with a gentle smile, "Big Brother Xiao, you're here."
Song Xiazhi tried her best to ignore Qiao Mo's existence, but Qiao Mo followed close behind him like her shadow.
Even when Xiao Yan came forward to visit her, he subconsciously looked at Qiao Mo who was beside him.
Qiao Mo released her hand and as if she was willing to accept something, Xiao Yan then walked to stand in front of him.
"How do you feel?"
Song Xiazhi bit her lips, his heart was filled with bitterness, but she was unable to do anything about it. She could only force a laugh and say: "I accidentally tripped this morning and it hurt a bit, but the doctor said that as long as she recuperates properly, nothing bad will happen."
If it wasn't for her faking it at home and bringing this matter to Xiao Yan's ears, could it be that Big Brother Xiao still remained by Qiao Mo's side and didn't even pay her a visit?
"That's good. Have a good rest."
Xiao Yan no longer had the intention to disturb him, but Song Xiazhi suddenly grabbed the hand that hung at the side of his long and straight legs. I... Baby and I need you. "
She raised her watery eyes and looked at Xiao Yan pitifully.
Xiao Yan frowned slightly, he had wanted to push her hand away.
Qiao Mo, who was behind him, magnanimously spoke, "Ah Yan, it suddenly occurred to me that I still have some matters to attend to, so I'll be leaving first."
Xiao Yan's brows furrowed even more, he turned and said: "I'll give it to you."
Qiao Mo shook her head, and looked at Song Xiazhi who was on the sickbed with sympathy, "There's no need."
Seeing that Xiao Yan's face was cold and solemn, and was extremely displeased, Qiao Mo smiled as she walked over, and reached out to stroke his forehead, "There's no one in New Garden, I'm afraid that Xiao Hei will lose him. When you're done here, call me. "
Qiao Mo's expression was very magnanimous, like an official wife facing a three year old who just showed magnanimity and calmness.
Fortunately, after she said those words, it was as if she gave Xiao Yan an explanation. Xiao Yan's expression finally relaxed a little.
Qiao Mo knew that he didn't like her escaping without knowing why.
But she wasn't trying to escape, she was only giving him time and space to properly handle Song Xiazhi's matter.
Since she had come back to him, she would choose to jump and trust him.
On the sickbed, Song Xiazhi tightly held onto Xiao Yan's hand, a trace of anger and hatred flashed past her eyes, why would Qiao Mo look down at her with that kind of gaze of sympathy?
Even if Qiao Mo was still the other half of Xiao Yan's marriage certificate, in her stomach, he was carrying the heirs to the Xiao Family!
"Big Brother Xiao, today I was very scared. I thought … will lose this child. "
She pulled Xiao Yan's big hand onto her lower abdomen. Her face was gloomy and pitiful.
When Qiao Mo turned around and walked to the entrance of the ward, her footsteps slightly paused because of the "child".
Xiao Ru Qing stood up and called out to Qiao Mo who was about to leave.
"Qiao Mo, wait. I have something to tell you. "
"Mom." Xiao Yan frowned and stopped his. It was very obvious that he didn't want Xiao Ru Qing and Qiao Mo to come into contact alone.
Xiao Ru Qing smiled slightly, "Look at how worried you are, I am not some ferocious beast who would swallow Qiao Mo up. Furthermore, looks like you have truly forgotten all about the past. The relationship between Qiao Mo and I is the same as our biological mother.
Qiao Mo stood at the doorway and smiled faintly. She did not say anything unnecessary and just gave Xiao Yan a glance, reassuring him.
… ….
After Qiao Mo followed Xiao Ru Qing out of the sickroom, the smile on Xiao Ru Qing's face vanished completely. Compared to two years ago, her face that was extremely well maintained hadn't changed much.
Xiao Ru Qing's face was filled with worry. She looked at Qiao Mo and sighed, "If not for the relapse of Ah Yan's sickness back then, you all wouldn't have reached such a state. Qiao Mo, our Xiao Family has let you down. "
Qiao Mo gave a bland laugh, as the corner of her mouth turned slightly bitter. "Back then, Ah Yan didn't have much feelings for me, so I'm actually not really that sorry. Now that I have returned, I am able to reunite with him. Furthermore, I have also confirmed his feelings for me. That is enough. "
Love was originally something that would go through a thousand twists and turns. No matter how many twists and turns one took, the result would be good.
Who said that as long as the process is complete, the result doesn't matter? To Qiao Mo, this result had an extraordinary significance.
If he could not be with Xiao Yan for the rest of his life, Qiao Mo would also not dare to imagine himself living with another man.
Love is very simple, it can only let your heart accommodate the next person.
Xiao Ru Qing smiled bitterly and reached out to hold her hand. She looked at Qiao Mo silently with her eyes. I have a presumptuous request. "
"I know what you want to say, Song Xiazhi is pregnant now, you want this child, right?"
"Yes, it wasn't easy for the Xiao family to have this child. I …"
Qiao Mo interrupted Xiao Ru Qing and said resolutely, "But Aunt, I don't want to disappoint Ah Yan anymore, and I don't want to make him wait any longer either."
It was evident that Qiao Mo did not want to accept Xiao Ru Qing's request with this "Aunt."
Xiao Ru Qing only nodded and didn't say anything else, "Then can you promise me that even if you and Ah Yan are together, you will still let Song Xiazhi give birth to this child? I know that the decision of whether Song Xiazhi can give birth to this child is in your hands. "
Qiao Mo laughed bitterly, "Aunt, why do you think that the decision of whether or not Song Xiazhi can give birth to this child is in my hands? Ah Yan is an adult, and his considerations will definitely be more considerate than mine. If this child is really Ah Yan's, I don't have the right to let Song Xiazhi beat him up. After all, during the two years that Ah Yan was sick, it was Song Xiazhi who taught him how to stand up once again. I have no right to deprive her of the freedom to love Ah Yan. "
"But as long as you are not willing to accept this child, based on the feelings Ah Yan has for you, he will definitely not be able to bear it."
Qiao Mo curled her lips and did not speak further. She turned around and took a few steps.
She lowered her eyes slightly, and said lightly: "I have lost two children before, so, if this child really was Ah Yan's, I would not have done such a cruel thing."
Every yard counted. The grudge between Song Xiazhi and her couldn't be considered to be with an unborn child.
Qiao Mo was able to differentiate between gratitude and grievances, Xiao Ru Qing underestimated her magnanimity and love and hate.
… ….
In the ward, only Xiao Yan and Song Xiazhi were left.
"Big Brother Xiao, I want to eat an apple."
Xiao Yan nodded, he picked up the fruit knife and the apple, and lowered his head to peel them.
Seeing his serious look, Song Xiazhi couldn't help but laugh in his heart, "Brother Xiao, do you know? This is the first time you've peeled an apple for me. "
Xiao Yan slightly stiffened his hand that was peeling an apple. He stopped moving and looked up at her.
"I know. Besides coming to see you, I want to talk to you about this child."
Song Xiazhi bit her lips as her watery eyes stared at him nervously, "Big Brother Xiao still wants to separate from me? Even if I already have your child? "
"Qiao Mo is my wife, this is an indisputable fact. But don't worry, I will take responsibility for the child in your womb. If you don't want to leave this child, then I'll give you a maintenance allowance that will last you and the child for the rest of their lives. If you feel that this child is a burden, let this child stay in the Xiao family. Qiao Mo and I will not treat him unfairly. "
"Big brother Xiao …" Song Xiazhi's tears still flowed down in the end, and the corner of her lips curled up into a grayish white color, "Are you still going to be with Qiao Mo? Are you still going to leave me? The person who accompanied you through these two years is me … "
She put her hand on the back of his.
Xiao Yan sighed lightly. In the end, he moved her fingers and spoke indifferently: "Love is one thing, grace is another. I know that you should have felt it in these two years. I can't give you the feelings you want. If I were to give my heart to Qiao Mo, I won't give it to anyone else, even if I don't remember everything here. "
He pointed at his forehead with a serious expression as he spoke word by word.
Song Xiazhi bit her lips until they were bleeding. She covered her mouth and sobbed, "But what should I do? What about the child? I don't want to leave you … "
"I know, I'm sorry."
In these two years, he had seen all that Song Xiazhi had done for him. These things, he could not repay with his emotions, and as for this child, he had actually made the biggest mistake, which was delaying her.
"Big brother Xiao, you can't treat me like this. I love you …"
Xiao Yan put down the fruit knife, and handed the peeled apple back to her, "Eat."
The man stood up and turned to leave.
Song Xiazhi laid on the sickbed, stretching her hands out to try to pull him back, but Xiao Yan had already spread open her legs, distancing herself from the area of her extended arm.
"Big brother Xiao, I beg of you, don't leave …!"
Xiao Yan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then decided to leave.
If this decision was something that would happen sooner or later, then the pain was better than the pain. It was not a bad thing for her to wake up early from this dream.
But what he did not know was that Song Xiazhi was not able to wake up.
He had given his heart to Qiao Mo, and all of Song Xiazhi's love had gone to waste and would never return.
… ….
New Garden Villa.
After Qiao Mo returned to the New Garden, the filthy small black dog he picked up was still obediently in the courtyard, sunbathing in the sun in a small corner of the courtyard.
Qiao Mo walked over, crouched down, and said to herself while looking at its pitiful and dirty appearance: "Hungry? I'll get you something to eat. Another bath for you, by the way? "
The small black dog stared at her with its woeful eyes and whined twice, as if it was looking forward to something.
Qiao Mo laughed, turned and entered the villa. After mixing the rice, she soaked in the soup and brought it out. There were still bones and meat inside, she placed it in front of the small black dog.
She stroked its head. "Eat."
small black dog that had been wandering for a long time, became extremely hungry, and began wolfing down and eating.
Qiao Mo once again entered the villa, took out the bathtub, and brought out the water and the bathing solution. She then stayed in the courtyard, planning to give the small black dog a proper bath.
Otherwise, if it ran into the house and stepped on a floor of dirt, Xiao Yan, who was a patient with a germaphobia, would probably throw the small black dog into the sea to feed it to the fish.
Qiao Mo tapped the small black dog's head with his hand, "Seeing that you're enjoying the food so much, you'll be called small rice bucket from now on, okay?"