C161 She may not be able to give birth to a child

She may not be able to give birth to a child

After Qiao Mo left the hospital, she did not immediately return to New Garden Villa.

She was walking alone outside, the streets were decorated with lanterns, and it looked like New Year was approaching, but Qiao Mo's heart was no longer happy.

She passed a merry playground where groups of children were playing.

Her hand had fallen on her abdomen. If he and Xiao Yan's child were still alive and well in this world two years ago, they probably would have called her mother and father by now. They might even be able to walk by now.

Those two children were the eternal pain in Qiao Mo's heart. However, she never thought that after losing the two children, she would never have the chance to bear children for Xiao Yan again.

If Xiao Yan found out that she could not bear children, would he … Disappointed?

It must be, he said. He didn't like children, but she knew he did.

Qiao Mo took a deep breath and wiped the wetness off her face with her finger. Then she took a deep breath and left the amusement park.

The laughter and cheers belonged to the children.

Lonely and lonely, that was hers.

… ….

When Qiao Mo returned to the New Garden Villa, the small rice bucket was lying on the lawn, lazily basking in the sun.

Seeing that her mistress had returned, she ran over to Qiao Mo's feet in a spoiled manner and rubbed her ankles.

Qiao Mo squatted down, hugged small rice bucket in her hands and muttered: "small rice bucket, do you think I should tell Ah Yan about this? But if Ah Yan knew about this, would he be sad? "

The small rice bucket whined twice. Qiao Mo sighed and stroked its smooth fur, "Ah Yan wants a child, but I don't think I can give it to him anymore."

Qiao Mo did not care, as a family, if one did not have children, it would be an incomplete family.

After she went upstairs, she looked at the Design Draft s placed by the table, and took out the fabric she picked beforehand, and started to make it according to the Design Draft s.

If only this coat could be finished before New Year's Eve.

The phone beside him was ringing. It was Xiao Yan.

Qiao Mo looked at his phone in a daze. She did not know whether to pick it up or not.

Tell him the truth that she couldn't conceive? Let him grieve with her?

Qiao Mo felt very upset. After she answered the phone, she was very interested as he said: "Xiao Mo, I'll bring you to a place tonight."

"Where to? "What for?"

"When I get off work, I'll come pick you up."

Normally, Qiao Mo would still be in the mood, but today, she wasn't in the mood at all.

The doctor's words echoed in his ears.

The complications and side effects of an abortion, especially the two times where she miscarried, left a deep impression on Qiao Mo. That heart-piercing pain, she would never forget it for the rest of her life.

… ….

In the evening, Qiao Mo fell asleep on the table. It was only when she heard the car horn downstairs did she wake up, looked at the scissors and cloth on the table, as well as the Design Draft s, and immediately hid herself.

— She wanted to give Xiao Yan a pleasant surprise.

When Xiao Yan went upstairs, he finished cleaning up the traces on the table.

As soon as he entered the door, he strode forward and held her in his arms. Looking at her red and swollen eyes, he frowned slightly. Who made you unhappy? "

Qiao Mo slightly narrowed her eyes, and laughed: "Maybe because I slept too much, I didn't cry."

"That's good. Change your clothes and we'll go out."

Xiao Yan let go of her. Suddenly, Qiao Mo reached out and grabbed his wrist.

"Ah Yan..."

"Hmm? You have something to say to me? "

Qiao Mo stared at him for a long while, bit her lips, and finally spoke: "I just wanted to ask you, where do you want to take me? So mysterious. "

Xiao Yan continued to keep them in suspense, "You'll know when we get there."

Qiao Mo nodded, after changing her clothes, she went out with Xiao Yan by the hand.

All along the way, Qiao Mo listened to what Xiao Yan was saying. She was in a wandering state the entire time, as if she did not hear his words.

Xiao Yan drove while holding onto the small hands on her knees, "What's wrong, have you been absent-minded all this time?"

"Nothing, maybe the sea breeze blew too much, and my head hurt a little."

Qiao Mo replied indifferently. She lightly rested her head on his shoulder, looked at the line of sight in front of them, and suddenly said: "Ah Yan, if only we could continue like this."

"Why are you saying such silly things today? If we don't do this in the future, do you think you can still escape? "

"I was just thinking, if there were no children …"

She paused, only to hear him say with a faint smile, "The matter of the child is not urgent. When the time comes, I want you to give birth to two children for me."

Qiao Mo's heart was stabbed and a piercing pain slowly spread from her chest.

"I... Ah Yan, if it's me … "

"If what?" "You don't want to give me children?"

Qiao Mo pursed her lips and clenched her palm: "No, of course it's not that I don't want to give birth to your child."

How could she not want to give birth to his child? She … But it might not be born.

Xiao Yan raised his hand and lightly scratched her nose, "Alright, about the child, take your time. If you don't want to, I can wait."

Qiao Mo turned her face towards the carriage window. The bitterness in her eyes surged.

She took a deep breath and swallowed the words back into her stomach.

Xiao Yan used his divine technique to stroke her hair, and said gently: "It's still a bit far from our destination. Go and sleep for a while, get some spirit energy."

Qiao Mo nodded his head, she leaned his head against the side of the window and closed his eyes. Under her hair, his eyes, were covered, and two streams of tears flowed down.

Child, what if she can't give him a child in this lifetime?

… ….

When they arrived at their destination, it was already pitch black outside.

Xiao Yan leaned over and unfastened her seat belt. Seeing that she was asleep, he patted her small face, "Xiao Mo, wake up, we are here."

Qiao Mo opened her eyes and realized that the sky outside was already dark.

Her eyes were sleepy, "It's so late. Where are we? "

Xiao Yan opened the car door and stepped out. He first got off, then walked around to the front of the car and pulled Qiao Mo out.

There was no moon tonight, so it was too dark to see.

Qiao Mo felt uncertain and was a little afraid. She grabbed Xiao Yan's arm and asked, "Ah Yan, where are we going?"

Xiao Yan held her hand tightly, "Follow me."

Qiao Mo quickly felt that she walked from the hairy grass beneath her feet to a hard place.

"Where is this?"

Xiao Yan went around to his back and hugged her waist. His thin lips gently whispered into her ear, "Close your eyes."

Qiao Mo obediently closed her eyes, but her small hand was tightly grabbing onto his big hand. "We're already at our destination, why are you still keeping us in suspense?"

After Xiao Yan left for a while, Qiao Mo closed her eyes and stood in place. She stretched out her hand but couldn't grab ahold of, so her heart was a little flustered. Where did you go? "

Xiao Yan seemed to have ran a bit far, his voice was a bit distant, "Don't open your eyes, stand obediently there, wait for me to come back!"

"Come back quickly, I'm a bit scared."

Two minutes later, Xiao Yan ran back from the distance, his breathing was hurried, but hearing that made his feel at ease.

She clung to his arm and smiled. "Can I open my eyes now?"

"Yes."

The moment Qiao Mo opened her eyes, in the darkness, a bright light suddenly exploded.

What she stepped on was the surface of the lake.

The frozen lake surface was covered with solid ice, and they were standing in the middle of the lake.

The moment she opened her eyes, the entire lake's surroundings exploded in flames. She flew into the air, spraying out a silver tongue of flame that turned into a beautiful pattern, illuminating the entire sky above the lake.

What welcomed them was the cold wind blowing from the lake surface, but Qiao Mo did not feel the least bit cold. She raised his head and watched the smoke and flames explode before him, and in that moment, she was completely immersed in it.

Xiao Yan hugged her tightly from behind, holding her in his embrace, and kissed her ear: "Do you like it?"

Qiao Mo nodded her head, there was probably no girl who would like this kind of romance.

"Do you know? When I was in New York, every big holiday, New York had a place to set off fireworks, but no matter how beautiful it was, it was not as beautiful as it was tonight. The amount of fireworks that two people can see is much greater than that of the previous one. "

Xiao Yan was a little proud, "Of course, with me by your side now, everything is beautiful."

"But no matter how beautiful the fireworks are, there will always be a time when they will be extinguished."

Just as Qiao Mo finished speaking, the smoke and flames in the sky had already extinguished and the surroundings dimmed once again.

Xiao Yan smiled lightly, "Who said that? I have a way to make the lake light up again. "

Before Qiao Mo could react, her eyes suddenly lit up.

The entire lake was surrounded by light bulbs that flickered like small stars. It was as if they were within the starry sky.

For a moment, Qiao Mo opened her mouth wide, and was actually drowsy.

Xiao Yan said with a low laugh, "Not only are there starlight, there is also music. I will conjure up whatever you want."

As expected, a melodious and pure music came from somewhere.

Xiao Yan held her hand, "Little Mo, let's dance for a bit."

Qiao Mo put a hand on his shoulder and couldn't help but laugh: "Only you would think of such a thing as dancing in the middle of the lake."

"Since you want to be romantic, then think of someone that no one else could think of."

Qiao Mo leaned into his embrace, and the two of them embraced each other and danced quietly.

Xiao Yan covered his ears, his voice deep and deep, "Xiao Mo, I can give you whatever you want, but, don't leave me."

If it was to be romantic, he would be romantic. Even if it was not his usual cold style, he was willing to change it for her.

Qiao Mo's eyes stung as hot tears flowed out from her eyes. She sniffed: "Even if you don't do these romantic things, I still love you."

"I'll just treat it as... This is your promise. "

Xiao Yan lowered his head and kissed her lips.

They stood on the surface of the ice in the middle of the lake. The cold wind was blowing, but it was warming their hearts.

Qiao Mo's heart sank little by little.

She couldn't tell Ah Yan that she couldn't become pregnant, so she didn't dare to say …

"Little Mo, I know you're scared, but as long as you put on your wedding dress and attend the wedding, just leave the rest to me, hmm?"

Qiao Mo stared intently at him.

If … Can't she attend this wedding?

He … Would he be disappointed?

"Ah Yan."

She tiptoed, put her arms around his neck, and kissed him lightly on his cool lips.

Xiao Yan took off the black cashmere scarf around his neck and wrapped it around his neck.

The scarf was large, covering her entire neck, almost to the point of exposing only her large, watery eyes.

Qiao Mo slipped into his embrace and sighed deeply, "I really want to stay in your embrace and never come out again."

"What about summer? really won't feel the heat? "

Xiao Yan mocked in a low voice.

Qiao Mo smiled, "I'm still not willing to let go."