Chapter 482

"Yes, zhener, I'm so damn. Go with you, zhener, zhener!"

I didn't expect that she suddenly and ruthlessly dumped me and slapped me in the face.

Then I heard her severe scolding, "Zhener wants you to live so much. Your happy life is what she wants to see most. If you really want to die so much, do you deserve her love for you? Do you really want her to watch in the sky and cry with you night and night? Do you want her to cry again after she loves you again? Think about it for yourself and understand it, and you will live up to my generation Slap you for the real girl. "

I also seem to be completely awakened by her slap. I think of zhener's instructions before her death and zhener's eager eyes. I know I'm wrong. My life is not my own, but given by zhener. How can I make her sad in the sky, bleeding and weeping like me. I didn't say anything and ran into my room like crazy. I need to think calmly.

I thought about this for a long time. Finally, I thought I couldn't do this. I couldn't let zhener see sadness in the sky. Later, she chose three clothes for me.

The three clothes are two pieces of purple and one is white. The reason for buying white clothes is: a light beige round neck long shirt with freehand patterns inside, and a round neck wide sleeved white yarn Beizi outside. Chinese calligraphy and ink orchid bamboo are painted on the hem and cuffs of the front and back lapels. The elegance of white yarn is perfectly combined with the elegance of ink. Beizi is the back. One is made of half arm or middle arm A coat evolved from a single.

The second set consists of one wearing a silver crown with hair tied, a dark purple large sleeved middle coat, a light purple sleeveless cross collar curved train deep coat, a black embroidery on the collar and edge, a light purple cloud pattern on both shoulders, and a wide belt in purple and black. Such a robe looks brilliant and noble.

The third is the purple robe selected according to the clothes I wear. The color is also very close to the one I wear, which is also the one I wear first.

She wore a white gauze skirt and sat on the ground. She was completely immersed in her own world and reached the level of selflessness. Her slender and elegant fingers danced the strings like clouds and flowing water. Her long eyelashes threw a light and shadow on the melon seed face, with a sense of temptation. The sound moved with people, and occasionally raised her head, which made her breathe tight. It was really an impossible thing, and she also had a beautiful face.

I looked at her through the window. My heart suddenly jumped very fast, especially when I heard the song she sang for me. After singing a song, I opened the door and I smiled. The number of smiles in recent years was no more than that of this day.

My heart probably began to throb from that moment, or even earlier, but I really can't face the heavy self blame in my heart. I can't allow myself to fall in love with others, even if she looks so similar. I didn't avenge zhener. I can't make zhener sad, but I can only make myself sad and tell myself that I don't love Yao Sisi and I love her Look, it's not fair to her.

So I looked at her and gave it to Zuo pianfan. I thought I wouldn't want to, but my heart thought of her, her cleverness, her loveliness, her honesty, her shuangtuo and her appearance. But in the face of my apology for zhener and my resentment for zhener's death, I was very spear and shield. I didn't want to do this, but I really couldn't tell whether I loved her or her From the very beginning, I was completely out of control because she was like zhener and approached her. Would she accept me?

After she left Zuo pianfan, I thought I might try to pursue, protect and cherish her, but I couldn't do anything before revenge. I couldn't predict my life and death, so I couldn't find her. I could only hide and watch the news about her. Until that day, I finally found my enemy, the inexplicable enemy, but hurt her I am also the enemy I hate most.

I rushed to Qingfeng mountain, but I saw her without thinking. I always told myself that as long as I finished revenge for zhener, I would find out his feelings for her. I didn't expect that there were protectors around her so soon. My heart also hurt. I just wanted to kill my enemy as soon as possible.

Unexpectedly, she still wanted to join in the fight between me and my enemy, which prevented me from almost dying with my enemy. It broke out a fact that I can't accept. My enemy is zhener's father, but I don't believe it, I don't believe it!

She let my enemy live in the same room with me. I was seriously injured and it was difficult to fight with my enemy again. Maybe I followed her. I still listened to my enemy's explanation.

The enemy said that sixteen years ago, when there was a flood in the south of the Yangtze River, houses collapsed overnight, and thousands of acres of fertile land were submerged. The dealer had no harvest, and his eyes were full of water. A vast ocean of yellow mud water roared past with his belongings. It rained continuously, everywhere was muddy, and it rained for more than ten days. The sunny earth was desolate, and muddy water was visible, floating dead bodies The land of fish and rice has long been invisible, and a large number of refugees have poured into the field in order to survive.

Sell a son for ten days and a woman for five days.

Tomorrow is a long way to go.

In those days, in order to sell their wives and children to survive, people who fled from famine embarked on a road that did not know the end. On the tortuous road, not only jackals, tigers and leopards, but also corrupt officials everywhere were better than wild animals. Wild animals haunted at night. Those corrupt officials went to the village during the day to plunder the people's fat and cream, trying to find ways to cheat the people, just like eating people. Those poor people were already as thin as bones and face with hunger Yellow and skinny, they are not worthy of wolves, tigers and leopards to satisfy their hunger, but those corrupt officials do not let them go and mercilessly search for them. Therefore, they are more and more destitute and starved on the way out of famine.

At that time, zhener was a six-year-old girl, shaking the fallen man all over dirty, with fear in her small eyes and a cooing sound in her stomach. Ruan CanXue, zhener's mother, cried with zhener in her arms.

Originally, her family was rich enough to be a well-off family, but after this natural disaster, her real son's house was destroyed by the flood. If it hadn't been for the rescue of her long-time worker Ziyang, who had just died, her mother and daughter would have sunk into another world with the house, but even if they survived, it was too hasty because things happened, She didn't take any silver at all. The gestures on his body were pawned, and the robbed ones were robbed. The small amount of silver had been distributed within a month after they fled the famine. In the next half month, they almost relied on some game and wild vegetables caught by Ziyang to satisfy their hunger. Unexpectedly, Ziyang became ill due to accumulated fatigue. There were people fleeing the famine on the road, and there was no doctor at all, Ziyang lived with the sick body for eight days and finally fell down.

Ruan CanXue moved her legs, knelt down, took the young Meng zhener and knocked his head three times to Ziyang, the long-term worker. Then they worked together to carry Ziyang's body to a dry ditch and put it down. They collected some decaying grass to cover it. It's not that they don't want to dig a pit for their benefactor. In fact, they have no strength after starving for several days. Do they have any tools to use, If they spend too much energy on it, they will have less hope of living. So Ruan CanXue wiped her tears with her young daughter and continued to stagger forward.

Move forward slowly, eat grass roots when you are hungry, and drink muddy dirty water when you are thirsty. Day by day.

The buttresses on the wall are like stars biting the night sky under the starlight. The lights in the village shine on the water in autumn. The long bridge is like floating on the water. The strong wind blows the waves, and the bridge slides so far that there is no place to go down. As long as you fall, you will fall down. In this case, the refugees crossing the bridge help each other and help each other. The mother and daughter survived and finally came to Yecheng.