"A little boatman can still not be confused.
The ridiculous thing is that I don't even know why I am confused. "
Gu Xuan smiled bitterly.
He began to recall, since he was promoted to the state of Dzogchen of the Three Tribulations, all the incidents, one piece, all the things, all the details.
He really wanted to know when did his state of mind, this confused emotion in his heart, appear?
The only thing he can be sure of is that before he was promoted to the Three Tribulations Dzogchen Realm, his heart for martial arts has always been firm without any problems.
Because the promotion was perfect.
Facts have also proved this point.
He is still in the realm of the Three Tribulations Dzogchen, but he has the top strength of the Four Tribulations Dzogchen Realm, and he can even fight with the Five Tribulations Dzogchen Realm.
In the worst case, it is only a defeat, and there is absolutely no danger of life.
At the same time, he also has a soul strength comparable to that of the Great Perfection of the Five Tribulations.
Such a state of great perfection of the three kalpas is naturally promoted to perfection.
If there is a problem with the heart of martial arts, it must appear after the promotion.
"I have also tried before, looking for the slightest opportunity to be promoted to the realm of the Great Perfection of the Four Tribulations, and I have tried more than once.
And until the last time, my state of mind was still normal, without any confusion. "
Gu Xuan used the method of elimination to gradually shorten the time during which his mood might go wrong.
In the end, all the blame was pointed at those few hours when Princess Suzaku solved his doubts.
During those few hours, Gu Xuan asked many questions, and Princess Suzaku answered them as she promised.
This allowed Gu Xuan to know many truths about the Burning Heaven Realm.
And among them, there was one thing that was very difficult for Gu Xuan to accept.
That is, the Burning Heaven Realm is actually just a testing ground.
An ancient power, in order to verify some things, the selected testing ground.
But after choosing this place as a testing ground, the mighty people found that the aborigines here could not meet the requirements they wanted at all.
They are too weak.
Therefore, the powerful people announced the news and offered a huge reward, hoping that the major worlds in the three thousand world planes would exile the "sinners" of this world to the Burning Heaven Realm.
The so-called "criminals", as the name suggests, refer to those who disrupted the order of the major worlds, committed capital crimes, and should have been punished and killed by heaven.
These people got a glimmer of life and were exiled to the Burning Heaven Realm.
And the price they need to pay for this is to slaughter all the aborigines of the Burning Heaven Realm and replace them, becoming the new "natives" of the Burning Heaven Realm.
In the end, millions of so-called "criminals" were exiled to the Burning Heaven Realm, and after a year, a bloody cleanup was carried out, replacing the original Burning Heaven Realm people.
The experiments of the ancient great powers were carried out.
It's just that Princess Suzaku didn't say what this experiment was, when it started, and when it ended, and Gu Xuan no longer had the desire to know.
He wholeheartedly regards himself as a member of the Fentian Realm, as a native of the Fentian Realm, and even his relatives and friends, as well as everyone born in the Fentian Realm, are like this.
But it turns out that all the people in the Fentian Realm today are not the real natives of the Fentian Realm, the real aborigines.
The real natives have long since perished.
All living members of the Fentian Realm can be said to be descendants of the invaders.
Is there any difference between such people from the Burning Heaven Realm and those from the Demon Realm who want to occupy the Burning Heaven Realm?
If the Demon Realm's plan is successful, then the Burning Heaven Realm will become the residence of the people of the Demon Realm from now on, and become the second Demon Realm.
After a few years, will people born here in the Demon Realm also call the Burning Heaven Realm their "homeland"?
Will they also guard the Fentian Realm, fight desperately with those who want to take away the Fentian Realm, and shout bold words to protect the "homeland"?
"Even though I have been avoiding thinking about this issue, even though I have never thought that it is because the story told by Her Royal Highness has affected my heart, but now, I have to face the reality.
I am afraid that it is precisely because of this incident that I have fallen into confusion. "
Gu Xuan was finally sure, when did he fall into confusion, and what was he confused about?
Even if he didn't want to admit it at all.
Because once he admits it, he will start to think more about it in order to solve the confusion in his heart.
Therefore, he has been avoiding, subconsciously, refusing to accept such a fact.
He even deliberately hypnotized himself after his conversation with Princess Suzaku, thinking that this matter would not affect his determination to protect the Burning Heaven Realm.
It will not affect your Dao heart!
Even if there is a mistake, it is the fault of the ancestors.
It has nothing to do with people now, I don't need to think about it, I don't need to care about it.
But the more you think about it, the more you are running away until there is no escape.
Gu Xuan knew that he had to start accepting this fact, only then could he dispel the confusion in his heart.
"As the descendants of the people who killed all the natives of the Burning Heaven Realm, but under the slogan of protecting the Burning Heaven Realm, they pretended to be people from the Burning Heaven Realm, and went to fight against the people of the Demon Realm?
How absurd and ridiculous is this? "
Gu Xuan smiled wryly.
How could he accept such a cruel fact?
"If such a fact is revealed, I am afraid that all members of the Fentian Realm will feel confused and lose their belief in resisting the people of the Demon Realm.
After all, from the beginning to the end, the blood that was shed was not from the people of the Burning Heaven Realm, so how can they protect the Burning Heaven Realm? "
Gu Xuan thought to himself.
What a cruel and outrageous truth is this?
"Senior, you've arrived at my house, and the lights are still on in the house, I must have guessed that I would rush back, so I'm still waiting for me, hehe.
Senior, please come in quickly! "
Xue Tiezhu's voice suddenly awakened Gu Xuan from his contemplation.
Only then did Gu Xuan notice that he had followed Xue Tiezhu to a small village.
The whole village is very dilapidated, with only twenty or thirty households.
Gu Xuan recalled it in his mind, before Xue Tiezhu introduced him, this is Xuejia Village.
Xuejia Village was originally a large village with tens of thousands of people, but in the past hundred years, it has encountered several turmoil, and there are only a few dozen households with hundreds of people left.
They also thought about moving, but unfortunately, they were too poor to move.
Squeak.
Hearing the movement outside, a chubby middle-aged woman opened the door and warmly welcomed Xue Tiezhu and Gu Xuan in.
Inside the house, an oil lamp was lit, and it was barely visible.
A square table was placed against the wall, and there were simple meals on it. There were only four bowls of porridge, half a piece of salted fish, and a plate of pickled vegetables.
Beside the square table, a white-haired old man in his seventies or eighties was sitting calmly.
A boy who was about nine years old and missing a leg was sitting on the corner of the table.
Apparently, everyone seemed to have expected that Xue Tiezhu would come back tonight, so they prepared the meal and waited for it.
The young man was hungry, and his eyes seemed to be shining when looking at the salted fish. It was not until Xue Tiezhu entered the room that he turned his head excitedly and asked him to take a seat quickly so that everyone could have dinner.
Xue Tiezhu smiled at Gu Xuan embarrassingly.
"Senior, I just laughed. This is my father. He has bad ears and can't speak.
This is a dog, nicknamed Xiaozhu.
Little pig, get up quickly and give up your seat to senior! "
The square table against the wall has only three positions.
When Gu Xuan came, Xue Tiezhu's wife and the child hanging on the corner of the table couldn't come to the table.
The kid named Xiaozhu seemed to have just noticed Gu Xuan, smiled a little shyly, quickly picked up the stool, and jumped into the kitchen.
Tie Zhu's wife brought a bowl of porridge and a chopstick of pickled vegetables, and went in too.
In the kitchen, there was the sound of the two mothers taking a bowl to share the porridge, and there was even a hint of laughter, as if they were happy and satisfied for Xue Tiezhu's safe return.
Xue Tiezhu warmly greeted Gu Xuan to sit down.
Tie Zhu's father could not speak, nor could he hear the sound, but he saw that Gu Xuan was a guest, and made a gesture of eating enthusiastically, and then began to eat.
Gu Xuan has long been bigu, this dish and porridge really make people lose their appetite.
However, Gu Xuan still made strange mistakes, and started to drink porridge and vegetables.
Seeing that Gu Xuan didn't dislike it, Xue Tiezhu immediately drank more vigorously, and after drinking more than half of it in one breath, he actually began to chew and swallow slowly.
Moreover, while eating, he was elated and described to Gu Xuan the fun stories of his family's life. Gu Xuan didn't laugh, but he made himself laugh out loud.
As soon as the atmosphere became hot, Little Pig actually ran out, not afraid of death, hugged his father's neck, and asked Gu Xuan happily, about warriors, about the outside world, and about the group of "immortals" on top Son. Gu Xuan replied with great interest, the haze in his heart was dissipated a lot without knowing it.