Chapter 44

When Chu Fei wakes up, there are still some unreal feelings.

He lay on the bed for a long time, and the whole person seemed to lose his vitality. After a long time, his body suddenly shook and bumped into the bed. He went to open the wooden window in the room and looked out.

Outside, the sky was bright and the sun was high. It was cold in the early morning on the mountain. When the morning wind blew, he immediately got goose bumps. But Chu Fei didn't care. He just looked at the bright sun over his head. Until he noticed his unusual and called him out, he finally came to his senses.

He's still alive?

This courtyard is very familiar, but it is still in Yunshan temple. He comes to Yunshan temple every year and lives in the same courtyard every year.

is it as like as two peas in the Hades? Not only has the sun, even the grass and trees seem to have been reproduced from the human world, but even the yard is full of life, just like a dream.

It is said that the nether world will never have a day. Did the great monk cheat him? Or is it that his whole body of sin can even avoid frying and cooking, and the suffering of mountains, mountains and seas of fire?

"Lord, Lord!" The boy came over with his coat and put it on him in a hurry: "it's cool on the mountain. Please pay attention to your body."

Chufei looked back at him and thought for a long time, but he still couldn't think of his name.

He whisked the boy away, went back to the center of the room, looked around and asked, "where is this?"

"Lord, this is Yunshan temple. Why did you forget that? " The boy was surprised and said, "Lord, do you want me to call the doctor?"

"Yunshan temple?" Chu Fei answered, but he couldn't help being distracted.

The boy looked at him anxiously and walked a few steps toward the gate with his feet. Then he heard Chu Fei say again, "is master Huizhen in the temple?"

"Master Huizhen is in the temple, of course. Originally, master Huizhen was wandering around. It was the Lord who called master Huizhen back. You forgot this?"

Chu Fei didn't answer. After closing his coat, he went out in a hurry. He has been to Yunshan Temple many times. He is familiar with all the roads here. When he passes the courtyard next door, he doesn't stop at all. He strides straight to master Huizhen's residence. The boy was surprised and ran after him.

When the little monks in master Huizhen's yard saw him coming, they didn't all stop him. Chu Fei didn't pay any attention to him, so he went straight in.

"Big monk!"

Master Huizhen came out.

"Big monk, did you make it?" Chu Fei grabbed him and asked eagerly, "well, why do I do it, why..." In the middle of his speech, he suddenly stopped and didn't know what to say next.

Master Huizhen's white beard seems to be less than I remember.

Chu Fei suddenly found something wrong. He didn't let go of the hand of master Huizhen, but he quickly turned around and asked the boy, "what time is it now?"

"What are you asking, Lord? It's time for Mao. "

Chu Fei was short of breath: "I asked you this year is Tianhe Days and years? "

"Back to the Lord, it's the 18th year of Tianhe."

"Eighteen years? How could it be eighteen years? " Chu Fei asked Huizhen again, "big monk, did you make it?"

Master Huizhen said, "what is the Lord saying? I can't understand it."

Chu Fei pulled his cassock and looked at him for a long time, which finally calmed him down. He raised his eyes and saw the worried eyes of the boy. He felt a headache and wanted to drive him away.

"Lord, I'm going to call for the doctor."

"Don't shout."

"The servant, go and bring me some food?"

Chufei stopped and said, "make a pot of strong tea for the king."

The boy answered and ran out in a hurry.

When he made the tea, he found an excuse to drive him away. After a mouthful of strong tea, Chu Fei came to his senses. He closed his robe, held a cup of small drink, looking at the distance, clear his mind of memory.

Seeing this, master Huizhen said nothing and silently recited the scriptures with his eyes closed.

After a long time, Chu Fei finally moved.

His eyes were more deep than before, and his anger seemed to have been taken away from him. He was very depressed. His clothes were disordered and his hair was scattered, which was far from his usual brilliance.

"Monk, is it true or false that there is reincarnation in Buddhism?"

Master Huizhen made a move, opened his eyes and looked at him: "the Lord thinks there is an adventure."

Chufei's smile was bitter and astringent: "if you really say it, it's really enviable."

If there is a chance, who doesn't want to do it again?

However, before he died, he had been in despair and had the idea of death. Who knows, he opened his eyes again, but did not die as he wished, but returned to many years ago.

Eighteen years of Tianhe God and eighteen years. At this time, nothing had begun to happen, and even a'nuan had not entered her palace.If someone else wants to do it again, it is to make up for the past, but if he wants to do it again, what should he make up for? No one in the palace really treated him. The only one who really treated him would not dare to involve ah Nuan again and let him go back to his previous life.

Throughout his life, he boasted that he was witty and intelligent, but he could not understand the feelings of the people around him. Only during his first marriage, he and ah Nuan fell in love with each other and had a good time. However, he was still cheated, provoked and divorced from him. If we want to make up for the defect, we should not go back to this time. We have to go back to our childhood. When the Empress Dowager held him under the Queen's knee, he directly ran into the scarlet pillar in the palace. It's dead. It's all over.

Chu Fei sighed and said wearily, "even if you have this adventure, you don't know whether it's good or bad."

Master Huizhen said, "the Lord is hesitating in his heart."

Chu Fei wryly smile: "I live like a fool, there is nothing to hesitate about."

"I'm afraid the Lord doesn't think so." Master Huizhen said: "the Lord has always been confident, and he does not believe his own destiny. Yesterday, the Lord told the poor monk that he would not give up until he bumped his head and saw the blood flow. How could he be so soft today?"

Only because he saw the results, blood, people lost, life lost, all his pride smashed to pieces, he had to believe the fate.

He saw all the results, even what he didn't know, what was concealed and what was deceived could be seen clearly before he died. What could he not be reconciled to?

If there is one thing that he is unwilling to accept, he is the only one who owes ah Nuan, and it is not clear that he will spare no life. However, it is too late for him to wake up, and it is too late to make up for him. In the end, he can only pray for Hui Zhen to recite sutras for her day and night, so that her next life will be successful.

Even if he did it again, he did not dare to get close to a'nuan again and implicate her to die for himself. The reason is that he fell too much in his last life, and now he doesn't even dare to raise any superfluous thoughts. He is afraid that he might accidentally go wrong and go back to the old way of his previous life.

Chu Fei's back is bent, holding cup cup cup cup, action careful, do not see the confidence of the past.

Master Huizhen had been with him for a long time, but it was the first time he had seen him like this.

Master Huizhen couldn't bear to say: "since the Lord has had more opportunities than others, why should he abandon himself like this. If you give up in this way, you will not be like the one I know. "

Chu Fei said, "what kind of me do you know, the great monk?"

Master Huizhen said, "the Lord often tells the poor monk that man can conquer nature."

"Big monk, this is also your destiny for me?" Chufei laughed bitterly: "I didn't believe you when you told me my fortune, but later you said it. I didn't believe it, but now I have to. In that case, why don't I just listen to you and avoid the fate so as not to end up in the same way. "

"I also said that people's destiny is changing at any time. What I can say is only nine out of ten."

"But nine out of ten, it's already won."

"But I haven't figured it out. The Lord will have an adventure."

Chu Fei was stunned.

Master Huizhen clasped his hands and nodded slightly: "the king's destiny has changed now, but I can't see it clearly."

"You..." Chu Fei could not help but sit up straight: "are you serious?"

"Monks don't lie."

"But if..."

Master Huizhen: "it's better for you to do as you please. If you can have this kind of adventure, you are still unwilling. If the king abandoned himself, would he not have wasted this opportunity? "

Chu Fei nodded thoughtfully.

What happened to him

Master Huizhen smiles but doesn't answer.

"Monk, did you make this

Chu Fei thought about it again. Only master Huizhen could do it again. Master Huizhen is highly cultivated and highly respected by the sages today. Even before he died in his last life, he finally saw Huizhen.

Master Huizhen said, "I don't know what the Lord is talking about."

Chu Fei looked at him suspiciously for a long time, but he could only give up.

As soon as he came out of master Huizhen's yard, chufei returned to his residence. He lay on his bed and couldn't help pondering over his life plan.

After living for a while, he understood everything. All the people in the palace didn't really treat him. The Empress Dowager hated his mother's concubine. At the beginning, Princess Shu died in love with the late emperor, so that the Empress Dowager had no chance to attack him. The emperor and empress raised him up and spoiled him in every way. Even a few nephews were not favored by him, but the Empress Dowager wanted to support and kill him.

In his last life, he wanted to marry ah Nuan, but his heart was very uneasy. At that time, a'nuan's reputation had not been cleared, and the royal family had always paid attention to it. He thought that neither the Empress Dowager nor the emperor would agree, but he did not want to. When he told them about ah Nuan's affairs, the Empress Dowager and the emperor were only happy that he had a sweetheart, and did not say anything because of his reputation. He was full of joy, only when the Empress Dowager and the emperor doted on him, but he did not know that ah Nuan's reputation was cleared up and praised by master Huizhen himself. However, both of them changed their faces together. First of all, he provoked him and ah Nuan to leave their hearts, and then he designed her when she gave birth, so that she could die two lives, for fear that he would leave his own children. Later, when he was depressed and depressed, they worried that what they had done would be revealed. They beat him first, splashing sewage on his head and killing him with a cup of poisonous wine.If a'nuan had cleared his reputation in his life, and then he proposed to marry him, he might have been obstructed by both of them, for fear that he would get some help.

Chu Fei sighed in his heart.

But in this life, he did not dare to involve ah Nuan any more.

As long as he helps a'nuan clear his reputation, he will naturally marry a good family. Although he does not dare to get close to him, he will secretly watch and clear the obstacles for ah'nan. If anyone dares to treat ah'nan badly, he will certainly help him deal with that person. He didn't dare to let ah Nuan marry her again, as long as a'nuan lived a comfortable life and was no longer wronged by the previous life.

As for himself, the Empress Dowager and the emperor would not be wary of him as long as he was a good idle Prince and a proper fool without showing any threat.

In spite of this, he was still a little reluctant.

How could he have lived like this?

Although he was grateful to the Empress Dowager and the emperor's nurturing feelings, all the feelings had been polished in the last life. Even if he was safe, the two would not let him go easily.

Huizhen said that he would let him do what he wanted. He wanted to protect ah Nuan, but he was not willing to let people calculate like this. If he can't find a place for himself, how can he protect ah'nan?