Everything in the dream is so vivid, even if he wakes up now and knows that everything is just a dream, Qin Huai still feels terrifyingly real. It seems that everything in front of him is a dream, and he has never grown up, has never been to Hujia Village, never seen Xiao Ayu whose eyes were full of sunshine at that time, never experienced the warmth of the world, never traveled all over Dachang. border.
In the dream, he was just a child who died early. He didn't know his identity until he died. He died in the blank stares of everyone.
After "he" died, his soul floated, and he saw Chijia and all the guards with the surname Chi all drew their swords and killed themselves. The Empress Qin turned pale overnight and broke with Emperor Minghua completely, and the Dachang Kingdom set off a storm of blood and rain.
And "he" doesn't care about it.
"He" floated to Xie Mansion in Donglin County, Wangbei County, and saw that little Ayu was bullied. Because someone feeds her medicines that lower her wisdom all the year round, she is always stupid, and even the children of the servants make fun of her as a plaything, and her life is not as good as that of a dog.
Even so, the little Ayu in the dream still has a sincere heart. She has suffered so many hardships, humiliations, ridicules, and countless poisons, but she doesn't hold any grudge against anyone.
Maybe someone taught her what to love, but no one taught her what to hate, so she never learned to hate.
Qin Huai didn't dream of it completely, only dreamed that "A Yu" lived until he was 15 years old, but he looked like a little baby who was only ten years old. Several young ladies in Xie's house discussed that they should take her as their dowry, and become a husband's concubine in the future.
"He" was so angry that he wanted to kill them! But when "he" saw that Xie Changsheng appeared in the dream, the woman she knew personally, "he" completely realized that this was just a dream.
Waking up from the dream, Qin Huai broke out in a cold sweat. For the first time, he realized what the fear of losing is.
A thirteen-year-old boy, although he knows what love between men and women is, but he doesn't know what kind of love it is, and he has never studied it deeply.
Even at this moment, he was only a little ignorant, and vaguely saw a door that was different from the past. In his heart, a window was secretly opened, as if there was some different light, which came out from there.
"Brother Ayou, Brother Ayou? What's the matter with you? Don't scare me!" Ayu called Qin Huai for a long time, seeing him fall into his own thoughts instantly. He didn't respond to her words and became anxious.
Qin Huai came back to her senses, saw Ayu's anxious expression, and subconsciously reached out to smooth her frown.
"I'm fine, I—"
"Cough cough—" Mrs. Wang stood at the door with a bowl of medicine in her hand, "Since you're awake, drink it while it's hot."
She stepped forward, gently pulled Ayu up, and handed the bowl to Qin Huai.
Qin Huai hurriedly sat down, caught the medicine bowl, and swallowed down.
After drinking , Qin Huaicai realized it later, and first said to Mrs. Wang, "Thank you, Grandma."
said to Ayu again: "Ayu, I offended you just now."
Ayu was at a loss: "What offends you?"
She never thought that the men and women would go there. Qin Huai fainted because of the intoxication. After waking up, she said that she had a nightmare. She only cared about comfort, where did she think of anything else?
"Is there a serious problem with your body? If there is no serious problem, we will go down the mountain after eating too early." Mrs. Wang said.
Ayu asked: "Ama, brother Ayou is all well, and the abbot also said that he is almost in good health. Are we going home?"
"Don't go home first, let's go to Wanning City."
"Are we going to see the second uncle take the imperial examination?"
"No, send Qin Huai to take the imperial examinations," Mrs. Wang looked at Qin Huai, her brows deep, "If you can't be the champion—"
Qin Huai hurriedly said, "Please rest assured, A-Nai and A-Yu, I will use up what I have learned in my life and come back as a champion!"
The little monk who had just stepped into the meditation room quickly exited.
scratched his head as he walked: "This guest is awake, but there seems to be something wrong with his brain, so he has to go to the abbot and have a look."