Chapter 190

CEN Yunshi didn't care about her violence. He just clasped her waist tightly, as if he was afraid that she would disappear as soon as he let go. He was patient and explained word by word.

"Yes, Shi Hedong can't escape from the mysterious organization base without my help, but it's Shi Hedong's own choice to accept the treatment. Shi Yujing, you've always been like this. You carry all the pain alone. Did you think about my feelings when you wanted to leave me? Did you make a choice for Shi Hedong, and did you think about whether he would accept it? Do you think you gave it to me Others have the best choice, but have you asked others, is that what they want? "

"I don't need to ask!"

She turned around, faced him and yelled at him, "I only know that I can still live well without you, but I can't live if Shi Hedong died. Cen Yunshi, think about it. If you had the ability to save your mother, would you be desperate to save her?"

He was shocked, but did not let her go. He was strong, but he was not a God. He could extend a person's life at will.

"Cen Yunshi, you are the most selfish person in the world. In order to get what you want, you don't love me so much regardless of anyone's feelings. You just want me! Whether I'm happy or not, you just want to be happy, so you try your best to trap me! You must see me die in front of you, don't you?"

Her words like shells shattered all his hopes and blew herself to pieces, like a body without a soul. He didn't know the pain for a long time, but he still didn't let her go. She took a deep breath, as if she had exhausted all her strength to do the most unforgivable thing in her life.

"Pa!"

With a crisp sound, she slapped Cen Yunshi, but he didn't hide and received her slap.

She thought that with his agility, he could escape, so that he could let her go, but he didn't.

He received this slap, but there was no response. On the contrary, she cried uncontrollably with her face in her hands, and even begged humbly, "Cen Yunshi, I beg you, let me go!"

Heartache is about to die. On the one hand, there is Shi Hedong's life and death, and on the other hand, there is a lover who loves like bone marrow. She seems to be torn in half by people's cruel life. She suffers torture bit by bit. She can't die but can't do anything. She can only let the wound be cut one by one and finally chopped into meat sauce.

"Maybe at first I was the kind of possessive you said, but then I don't know when, I thought you would be happy with me, so I wanted to bring you back to me anyway. If I keep you like this, it will only bring you pain, so I'll let go."

He finally let her go and looked at her numbly.

He was a cruel and cruel man since childhood. He killed Li Mingke at the beginning. He didn't even blink his eyelids, but he was afraid of her tears. Shi Yujing shouldn't be humble and painful, but he should be playful and happy.

"Has the operation started yet?"

CEN Yunshi picked up his mobile phone and dialed. He didn't know what to say there. His Adam's Apple moved. It seemed a little difficult. He paused for a moment. Fang said, "there's no need to do the operation. Send people to seal the house and someone will answer."

Shi Yujing suddenly stopped crying, because she saw Cen Yunshi's red eyes. He was so powerful that he wouldn't hum even if he was cut to death by the enemy. There were tears in his eyes, but his tears didn't flow out, but all flowed into the bottom of her heart. At this moment, she really wanted to kill herself.

"Shi Yujing, we're really finished this time."

His voice was a little astringent. He walked away, but each step seemed so heavy and laborious. He also knocked heavily in her heart and crushed her heart.

She wanted to rush up and hold him and tell him that if he could not live, she would not live, but saying such a thing would only make him more reluctant to let go, which would not have a good ending for anyone.

He put her down so that he could find another lover. She put him down and Shi Hedong could be saved. She walked out of the hotel of Cen group like a walking corpse.

Several white glittering and translucent flowers fell on her face, cold and piercing. Looking up, I found that I didn't know when snowflakes were falling. Has t City reached the coldest weather? She looked back at the magnificent building, as if wrapped in silver. She could no longer see Cen Yunshi. She stumbled with him for less than a year, but it seemed like a lifetime.

Her eyes were blurred. She could not tell whether the cold water stains on her face were snowflakes or tears.

"Taxi!"

She wiped the corners of her eyes wet, protected her stomach, stopped one or two speeding taxis and went back to seal the house.

Back at Feng's house, Feng Yishen was sitting in the living room watching TV, holding his head in one hand and a cigarette in the other. The cigarette was about to burn to the cigarette holder and had accumulated a bar of soot. He didn't know what he was thinking. He was so absorbed.

Shi Yujing looked up at the clock on the wall. Fortunately, she came back here within his specified time before nine o'clock.

Xu was numb with pain for a long time. Knowing what happened today, she angered Feng Yishen, but she couldn't afford to apologize and please. She only said to him faintly, "I'm back. I'm a little tired. Go upstairs and have a rest first."

He didn't speak, and she didn't care. She went straight upstairs. However, as soon as she stepped into the bedroom with her front foot, Feng Yishen came in and closed the door with a bang. Her heart jumped with surprise.

"Shi Yujing, I always indulge you, so you have long been used to dismissing me, haven't you?" Feng Yishen's low voice sounded behind her, making her back numb.

"You know my feelings for Cen Yunshi. In that case at the shareholders' meeting today, I will choose to stand in the same camp with him. I don't think you will be surprised."

She turned around and looked at him. His voice was so calm, and the face of the mixed race noble Jun was even filled with a smile, but it seemed true or false. Feng Yishen frightened her more and more. If she tried to prevaricate him with a lie, it would only make him more angry. She chose to tell the truth.

"Of course I'm not surprised what choice you'll make."

He laughed at himself and approached her, "I just really hate you lying in the morning! You didn't go to the painting exhibition at all, but to help Cen Yunshi appear unexpectedly at the shareholders' meeting and surprise me. This won't be your collusion with Cen Yunshi long ago, right?"

No wonder he kissed her in order to go out this morning, but she didn't refuse. It was for such a good play! "No, I didn't know it before. It was Wang Zhaojun who found me in the painting exhibition, so there was that thing at the conference. You don't like me to appear on this occasion. I won't go again in the future. I'll never care about your struggle with Cen Yunshi."

Her voice trembled, so assured him.

He forced him to step back, hit her leg on the sofa, and fell on the sofa. Looking up at her condescending, it would only make her more panic. She stood up, but he was faster than her. He leaned over and put his hand on her shoulder, took a long leg, pressed her legs, and fixed her on the sofa. This action was very ambiguous and dangerous, She trembled.

"What are you so afraid of doing? Since you chose to go back to Feng's house, you should know that I will do this kind of intimate thing to you sooner or later, won't you?"

His slender fingers began to untie her coat and smiled. There was an unfathomable evil spirit at the bottom of his eyes. There was anger and Cen Yunshi's desire to see her. The two emotions overlapped and made her tremble.

"No! I... I'm pregnant. It's inconvenient." she was a little flustered and pulled her clothes tightly.

"You mean that if you weren't pregnant, you'd leave me tonight?"

He smiled, but he kept moving in his hand. Some spared no effort to pull away her hand protecting the corners of her clothes, threw her coat aside, drew a circle on her uneven stomach across the inner coat, and sighed, "it seems that I really shouldn't have left this small seed in your stomach."

Shi Yujing's back was covered with cold sweat and his voice trembled. "I'm very grateful to you for leaving this child."

"It's insincere to only talk about gratitude, huh?"

His voice became more and more low and dangerous. He raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "last time I said to move back to the bedroom, but you deliberately blew the cold wind and made yourself a bad cold. Do you really take care of your children or just refuse me by being pregnant?"

It was a rhetorical question, but it was such an indisputable statement. The heating was turned on in the room, but Shi Yujing felt cold and stiff. She could never play tricks in front of Feng Yishen.

"President Feng, please give me some time to forget Cen Yunshi." she hugged herself tightly with both hands, and her voice was like an old man.

"The best and quickest way to forget a man is to let another man get you and replace him!"

He whispers in her ear, with all the seeming nocts, and does not give her the chance to refute. The strong body has been pressed down. One hand has fixed her hands on the top of her head. In the next moment, dense and tender kisses are coming towards her, and the faint Cologne Perfume is coming to her, like a flood flooding her.

Feng Yishen is not as overbearing and powerful as Cen Yunshi, but like Cen Yunshi, once she makes a decision, she is bound to win. She is finished tonight!

She could resist, but in the end, in addition to scarring herself, there would be no substantive change. One day he held the lifeline of Sheldon, and one day she had to submit to him.

While she wants Shi Hedong to live, when other men touch her except Cen Yunshi, she will only feel uncomfortable and want to die. The combination of two contradictory emotions is about to drive her crazy.

When Feng Yishen took off her inner clothes, she took hold of the scissors on the tea table and heard a dull hum.

"Fool!"

Feng Yishen, who was standing on her body, was as calm as Mount Tai. He was so stunned that he looked at the scissors she had inserted on her shoulder. His white skin was as white as jade, and his blood was rolling. How painful should it be?

However, she was like a wooden man. She didn't know the pain at all. She looked at the ceiling blankly, with only boundless despair in her eyes.