"I wish I could fall in love with someone else, but I know I won't. don't think I'm happy to fall in love with you. I'm not happy at all. You're Shi Yujing's wife and my cousin's wife. Why am I happy to fall in love with you? I hope I can fall in love with someone else, but whenever it's possible, I won't have any unreasonable thoughts about you. But I know, it's impossible, Falling in love with you, I feel incredible. I think I will never fall in love with anyone in my life. "Cen Yunshi said slowly.
"Yes! You think you'll never fall in love with anyone in your life, but you still fall in love. Now you think you won't fall in love with anyone other than me. Maybe you'll fall in love one day. So you'd better find another woman you'll fall in love with." Ye Kai really doesn't want to get entangled with Cen Yunshi. Now her life is in a mess. She doesn't want to be more chaotic.
"Do you know why my aunt is so opposed to you being with Shi Yujing? Because of me. She sees what I think of you, so she doesn't want you to be with Shi Yujing. Only my aunt knows best how difficult it is for me to fall in love with someone, and only she knows best. Once I fall in love, I will give up. Because this may be the only love in my life. So she doesn't want to be with me It's to persuade me to give up on you, but * to marry Shi Yujing and Wu Yufei, and * to separate Shi Yujing from you. I'm my aunt's nephew, and Shi Yujing is her aunt's son. It's obvious that she can't think of my happiness instead of her son's happiness. But she knows better than anyone that marrying Shi Yujing is definitely not Shi Yujing's happiness, because I love you. And I only love you. "
CEN Yunshi's words surprised Ye Kai. Now she understands why Shi Yujing's mother doesn't like her. It's because of Cen Yunshi.
What's the reason for Shi Yujing's father? Is it because of Cen Yunshi?
Seeing ye Kai's face puzzled, cen Yunshi took her out of the bathroom. They both sat on the edge of the bed, and Cen Yunshi began to Tell ye Kai some old things.
"My father is a top student in the Finance Department of an internationally renowned university. He graduated with a doctor's degree. After graduation, he stayed in the school to teach. Originally, he didn't intend to stay to teach. He had his ideals and aspirations. He wanted to start a business and have his own company. But he chose to stay in school to teach after graduation because he fell in love with a freshman primary school sister. His primary school sister is my mother.
My father is tall, handsome, knowledgeable and romantic, so it's not difficult for him to catch up with a primary school sister. After catching up with my mother, my father left the school after working in the school for one year. He wants to start his company. My mother married my father after graduating from college. Their love is very sweet, smooth and almost without any obstacles.
My father's company is also smooth sailing. Originally, he has a wide range of contacts and has a relationship with his grandfather, so it's not too difficult for him to fight. Later, my father fell in love with another woman, the woman... Song Yan, song Yan's sister, that is, my mother.
My mother also fell in love with my father, so she didn't think if he had a wife. Later, she had me, my father let her be born, and she was born. Not long after I was born, my father's family knew that she didn't make trouble, but she took me away from my mother. She told my father that she didn't want to make her home a scandal, so she would take me away I thought it was her child. My father promised that he couldn't ignore the face of his family. So I didn't know that my mother was not my mother.
After I was taken away, my mother became ill. My aunt, including everyone in my grandmother's family, didn't know what had happened to her, because she never mentioned it to her family. Later, she was desperate and went to find my aunt.
After my mother left the hospital, my father looked for her for a long time. He was worried about her. But he didn't find her. Three years later, my mother reappeared in my father's sight. At that time, she was already someone else's wife, and that person was a famous figure in the business world. My mother started her own business with that person, and she did a lot. She wanted to aspire to my father. She thought my father was from She didn't love her. She thought my father just used her to have a child. The one in my father's family couldn't have a child.
But my father really loved her, and later she understood, so they were together secretly. And I was always brought by my father's family. My father was very busy and didn't have much time to take care of me. My mother had seen me several times, and it was inconvenient to always come to see me. The mother at home was very kind to me. She taught me how to be a man and how to study, but I could always watch it When she cries, she always likes to cry.
Once I asked her why she cried. She said that love is the most unreliable thing in the world. At that time, I couldn't understand, but I didn't ask her. I was afraid she said I was stupid.
Later, when I was older, I probably knew that my father might not like my mother because he seldom came home. But he loved me very much. He always bought me a lot of fun and delicious things. So I always used various ways to let my father stay at home with my mother. At that time, my mother was very happy because my father was there.
But gradually, my father began not to go home. My mother was very sad and cried more seriously than before. She always hid from crying for fear of being seen by me.
Once my father came back with song Yan, my mother. That day was my birthday, my sixth birthday.
I saw my mother's face pale and her hands trembling. But she smiled and asked, "are you in the * palace?" I didn't understand what my mother meant, so I looked at my mother and my father blankly.
Father said to mother, "let's finish. It's good for everyone."
Mother wept, but she smiled and said, "if it's so easy to end, why should I bear so many years? If it's not inseparable, why should I bring other people's children back and raise them myself? If I don't love you too much, why should I bear you having fun outside? Now you say it's over? How do you end it?"
Seeing his mother like that, my father also had some heart. He said: "I loved you, but the love at that time was too immature, and gradually the love disappeared. Later, Yan'er appeared, and I knew what real love was. It's only strange that I met you first and then her, otherwise I wouldn't hurt you. Yan'er misses Xiao Fan, her own flesh and blood. She can't see it several times a year. Can you not think about it? I don't want their mother and son to continue to separate, so I don't want to be happy Let's divorce. I know you love Xiao Fan, but he should be with Yan'er, who is his mother. "
At that time, I knew that my mother was not my mother. The woman who suddenly broke in was my mother.
"OK, OK, your family is reunited and I'll leave!" my mother said in tears. At that time, I was really afraid that my mother would go like that. I wanted to go with her. I don't know whether to kiss or not. I only know that she is the best person to me in the world. She is my mother.
However, she hit her head against the wall and I was stupid.
Finally, she said to me, "love is the most unreliable thing in the world. Don't love others..."
She is not my real mother, but in my six-year-old life, there is no song Yan, only her. But she died in front of me. My father and mother * killed her. "Speaking of this, cen Yunshi has burst into tears.
I don't believe in love, but I will indulge in sound and color. The body can be released, but I don't have feelings.
But it happened that I met you. When you were young, I saw the tears on your face when I saw you for the first time. Girls like to cry very much. I've seen many girls cry, but I don't know why. I'll be particularly distressed to see your tears. But how did I know at that time that I would be fascinated by a little girl who was not yet developed? Just understand that you are Shi Yujing's woman.
Ye Kai, it's not easy for me to fall in love with someone. Don't persuade me to let go, will you? Even my aunt didn't persuade me to let go when she knew I was having a bad heart for her daughter-in-law. Don't persuade me, will you? Give me a chance. I know it's hard for you to follow Shi Yujing. No one in the historian welcomes you. Although Shi Yujing loves you, he has too many women. I'm different from him. I don't care. There are no other women around me. A Huang Yiyi was also drunk before. For me, she was the same as those women I met before. At the beginning, I told her that I had no feelings and I could only give her money. Now she is in our company. I'll train her well for you. I know you owe her a favor. I'll pay it back for you. But I'm innocent with her. Since I know I've fallen in love with you, I've rarely been involved with other women. I just want to be involved with you all my life. Ye Kai, do you understand? "
CEN Yunshi said so much that ye Kai listened silently. He told her about a woman's helplessness in love and his attitude in front of love.
Ye Kai knew for the first time that Cen Yunshi, who was usually careless, had been living in the shadow of his dead mother. So he didn't believe in love. His dead mother told him that love was the most unreliable thing in the world.
Ye Kai can imagine the woman's sorrow, because she feels the same. It's normal for a man who once loved himself deeply to suddenly stop loving himself, but it's also a deep injury.
Ye Kai has never been able to pry into Shi Yujing's feelings. He didn't know who Shi Yujing really liked, but she knew who she liked.
CEN Yunshi's affectionate Ye Kai can't respond. She loves Shi Yujing. Although Shi Yujing makes her very sad, she can't deny that she loves when she loves.
"I don't advise you to give up, but I must tell you that you are just a friend in my world. Maybe Yujing doesn't love me as much as you do, but I love him. He is her husband." she thanked Cen Yunshi for her love, but she can't betray Yujing and herself.
"Friends? What kind of friends are we? Ye Kai, I'm not your friend, and I don't want to be your friend. In other people's eyes, it doesn't matter what relationship I have with you, but I want you to understand that Cen Yunshi is not your friend, but a man who has been waiting for you and a man who loves you." Ye Kai's answer made Cen Yunshi very angry, He didn't expect that ye Kai didn't even sympathize with him. Although he doesn't want Ye Kai to sympathize with him, he just wants Ye Kai to love him.
"I know, but what if I know? I don't love you, do you understand? I don't love you!" Ye Kai really doesn't want Cen Yunshi to be so reluctant. She doesn't want Cen Yunshi's love. It's too heavy for her to bear.
CEN Yunshi frowned and looked at Ye Kai fiercely. He really wanted to put Ye Kai down and block her mouth. What did she say? Unfortunately, ye Kai's cell phone rang at this time.