C51 punish yourself

In the summer night sky, there were many stars.

Gu Qing stood at the edge of the moat, looking up at the stars in the sky. She laughed and turned her head to look at Gu Junyang. "Brother, why did you bring me here?"

Gu Junyang didn't say anything. He took a detour around the trunk and brought out all the ceremonial flowers. He placed them on the riverbank and waited for them to settle down.

Gu Qing had never seen real fireworks before, so she squatted on the floor and looked at them curiously.

Gu Junyang went over to lead her to a safe area and told her, "Just stand here and watch. Don't go over there and get hurt by the fireworks."

Gu Qing nodded obediently as she watched Gu Junyang run over to put the flower up in the night sky. She raised her head and stared blankly at the pattern of the fireworks. An indescribable feeling of excitement arose in her heart.

In the past, she had only seen it on television. In the TV series, the male lead and the female lead would release fireworks. She would be very happy to see the female lead. Actually, from her perspective, those fireworks really weren't that great.

But today, when she was immersed in the scene, she was truly shocked by the fireworks.

After releasing the fireworks, the two of them once again started playing with their glowing sticks. Gu Qing had an idea. She took out her phone and pulled Gu Junyang along as she took a few pictures.

There had never been a picture of him in her cell phone.

When she got tired of playing, Gu Qing sat on the grass. Gu Junyang had gotten a bottle of superior red wine from who knows where, along with a sparkling goblet of wine.

"From where?" Gu Qing asked indifferently.

"I have a lot in my car, would you like to take a look?" Gu Junyang sat down beside her and poured her some red wine, and they clinked glasses.

After Gu Qing heard his words, she pouted her small mouth, "So this brother likes to hide red wine in the car to please girls?" "But I'm sorry, since I know this secret, I will definitely give you the red wine in your car to drink."

Hearing her provocative words, Gu Junyang smiled and raised his eyebrows, "Qing Zi, will you come for my birthday next month?"

"Come on!" Gu Qing answered without even thinking.

Gu Junyang nodded with a smile, but didn't say anything further. The two of them slowly drank some red wine, and then looked at the slowly flowing river in the moat.

After Xiao Mo left the amusement park, he returned to the shallow water bay.

He had been sitting in Gu Qing's room waiting for her to come back, but when the sun went down to the west, then when the sun went down, and then when it was dark again, and finally when it was quiet in the middle of the night …

He felt as if he had reached his limit. When he could not bear it any longer, he reached into his bag for his cigarettes. When he lit up the cigar, his fingers that were holding the cigarette began to tremble.

He kept smoking, trying to vent the pain in his heart, but he found he couldn't get it out.

It was like rolling snowballs. The snowballs got bigger and bigger and finally, the snowballs pressed down on him until he was on the verge of losing his breath and suffocating.

Many unsightly scenes appeared in his mind for no reason. He looked at the snow-white bed beside him, unable to imagine what Gu Qing would do if she didn't go home and stay in Gu Junyang's home.

It wasn't that his thoughts were filthy and murky, it wasn't that he was a bastard, it was that … It was very easy for this to happen under certain circumstances. What made him feel uneasy and lost in his own thoughts was Gu Qing's attitude towards Gu Junyang.

She liked him. If Gu Junyang really did something to her, she would definitely be willing to do it.

Thinking that there was a high possibility that they were currently in bed doing what he and she could do, Xiao Mo's bloodshot eyes turned ice-cold. The battle in his body became even more intense as veins started to bulge out of his handsome forehead.

He really wanted to charge into Gu Junyang's home and kill that woman. This way, he wouldn't have to worry about anything …

When he realized his terrifying thought, Sorrowless almost jumped in fright.

How could he be so extreme?

How could he think of harming her?!

Xiao Mo smoked a huge mouthful of cigarettes. When he felt that he could no longer remain calm and magnanimous to tolerate that woman's willfulness, betrayal, retribution, and anger, he turned the cigarette around and stuck the cigarette butt straight into his arm.

In a split-second, the strong smell of burnt meat permeated the room.

Since he couldn't bear to hurt her, since his heart couldn't reach a balance without hurting her, then … He punished himself for seeking balance...