Chapter 417

The beaches in late autumn are much more lonely than those in summer, and the sea breeze is much more humid and fishy and salty. At the moment, the sky seems to be shrouded in a layer of sadness that can't be dissipated, low, haze, thick and depressed.

In the distance, there was a vast expanse of white. The sea and the sky are one. It's hard to tell whether it's water or sky.

Xiao Mo stands on the beach with Shuqing in his hand, looking at the distance without saying a word, chasing the surging sea water one after another. Wearing black streamlined sunglasses, he is blocked by his glasses from the deep loneliness and sadness at the bottom of his eyes. He held Shu Qing's hand tightly, but he couldn't help shaking all over his body.

"... Daddy!!" Xiao Mo's little hand hurts. Shu Qing looks up at Xiao mo.

Hearing Shuqing's low voice of pain, Xiao Mo realized his behavior. Hurriedly squatted down, hugged Shuqing's shoulder and apologized: "Shuqing, I'm sorry, daddy didn't mean it!"

"It's all right! Anyway, Shuqing doesn't hurt!" Shuqing knows that Xiao Mo has been in a bad mood recently, so... She raises a bright smile at him.

Xiao Mo looks straight at Shu Qing's smiling face. Her deep dimples, big eyes, small and upright nose really look like Gu Qing. He couldn't help shaking the past scenes of him and Gu Qing in front of him. Under the black sunglasses, his eyes suddenly turned red with deep tingling.

"Daddy, what's the matter with you?" Shuqing thinks Xiao Mo's expression is strange. She reaches out her hand to take off Xiao Mo's sunglasses and looks at Xiao Mo's red eyes. Her small eyebrows wrinkle, like a little adult, and solemnly teaches him, "Daddy, we always tell us that both adults and children can't cry casually, otherwise Aunt Tiger will catch them when they sleep at night!"

Shuqing holds Xiao Mo's face and goes to kiss Xiao Mo's forehead with her red lips.

Xiao Mo closes his eyes, feels Shuqing's soft lips peck him gently on his forehead, and then disappears.

He opened his eyes, looked at Shuqing and couldn't help grinning: "my baby, it seems that he has grown up and knows how to care about his father!"

"Of course. I'm daddy's baby and daddy's little cotton padded jacket!" Shuqing said seriously.

After hearing this, Xiao Mo smiled more happily. He hugged Shuqing tightly, but the smile at the corners of his mouth faded a little, and the more he smiled, the more bitter he was.

This lovely daughter is the only "thing" Gu Qing left him. If those things hadn't happened in those years, he didn't insist on surgery at the beginning, maybe now... She can also feel her daughter's considerate and sensible.

However, she... Will never feel it again.

At first, she told him again and again that she wanted to have a lovely daughter.

However... When she had it, she was gone.

And he caused all this.

"Daddy, what are we doing here? The flowers are so beautiful!" Shuqing holds Xiao Mo's neck and looks at a bunch of purple flowers he put on the sofa.

Xiao Mo regained his consciousness, loosened Shuqing, picked up the big bunch of flowers, and then walked to the shore. The white waves hit his black shoes one after another, soaking his shoes a little bit.

"Shuqing, come here!!" Xiao Mo whispered.

Shuqing ran over, took his hand and looked at him curiously. She didn't understand what her father told her to do.

Xiao Mo took apart the purple tulips in his arms and walked a few steps forward. The sea overflowed his shoes and wet his trouser legs.

"We send flowers to Mommy!" whispered Xiao Mo, with a gentle smile on his mouth. He squatted down, slowly put tulips into the sea, and watched them disperse, rush away, rush away.

After listening to Xiao Mo's words, Shuqing became more confused. She couldn't understand: "why do you send flowers to Mommy and put them in the water?! why don't you send them directly to Mommy?!"

Give it directly to Mommy. It's estimated that mommy will be very happy.

Upon hearing this, Xiao Mo tightened his finger holding a tulip to be put into the water, and his knuckles turned white. How should he tell Shu Qing?!

It's impossible to tell her that her Mommy was swallowed by the sea. Is her Mommy gone?!

After a pause, Xiao Merton put the tulip in his hand into the sea. He looked straight at the tulip being washed away. He came back to his mind. He looked down at one and looked up at his book Qing. The corners of his mouth raised a shallow arc. He said, "Mommy is at the other end of the sea. Let's let the sea send us the flowers, OK?"

Upon hearing this, Shuqing's big eyes immediately turned red. She sobbed sadly: "Daddy, why does Mommy want to go to the other side of the sea? Is it because she doesn't want Shuqing and doesn't come to see Shuqing for three months? Mommy is a big liar. She told Shuqing that she would come to see Shuqing every day, but when Shuqing was ill, she didn't come to see Shuqing!"

Xiao Mo didn't know how to answer Shuqing's words for a moment. She had to put tulips into her hand and said to her, "Shuqing is good. When Shuqing grows up, she has to consider for Mommy. Mommy has her own work to do, so Shuqing can't blame Mommy. Mommy loves you very much!"

Shuqing kept crying with a small mouth: "but when can I see Mommy? When will Mommy come back?! I miss mommy so much!!"

Xiao Mo looks sad at Shuqing, and his chest hurts more than ever. She is so young that she knows how sad it is, not to mention him?!

No one knows how important he thinks of Gu Qing. Because she is too important, she is afraid of losing. Sometimes she will do such a bastard thing to hurt her.

Xiao Mo smiled bitterly, but forced down the pain in his chest. He said with patience, "as long as Shuqing is obedient, when Shuqing grows up, Mommy will come back!!"

"From now on, will Mommy come back to read as long as I listen to daddy?" Shuqing asked with tears in her eyes.

Xiao Mo nods. Touched her head and said, "let's send flowers to Mommy quickly. She will be very happy when she receives flowers. She may come back to see us as soon as she is happy!!"

Then Xiao Mo and Shu Qing put a big bundle of flowers in the sea one after another.

Not long after, the whole sea level, as far as I could see, was full of purple tulips, glancing away with the sea water.

Xiao Mo puts on his sunglasses again and picks up Shuqing. He looks straight at the scattered tulips at the sea level for a long time, and has no intention of leaving.

At first, he sent people to search for her body at sea for three days and nights. At the moment, he really didn't know where she had been floated and where she had landed and stationed.

He just hoped that with so many tulips, another one could float to her. Then tell her that she is the only love in his life, endless love, eternal love

As night fell, the sky gradually darkened. Xiao Mo came back and hugged Shuqing who didn't know when to sleep around his neck. He reluctantly looked at the sea level covered with tulips and washed away by the sea. For a long time, it was dark, and he turned away.

Getting into the car, he put Shuqing on the front passenger seat, then got into the driver's seat by himself, and then started the car.

Black cars cross one highway after another and one street after another. This big city is changing every day. The street they once walked hand in hand is not as it used to be.

At this time, Xiao Mo found that in three months, things were already non-human, but there was still a deep wound on his chest. Every time he thought of her, he would become bloody.

[wife, in the past three months, I've been chasing you from black to white, and then from white to black. I can't find you at all except in my dream. I've traveled all over the mountains and rivers, in crowded streets and noisy night markets, trying to find you, but I can't find even a little similar back to you. At that moment, I deeply understand that this is a dream Once... You really... Forever... Left me!]