Chapter 478

Gu Bailu subconsciously pushed him away and ran away two steps: "no, no, I'm very tired now. I've been struggling all day yesterday."

She's really not in the mood right now.

More precisely, Gu Bailu was afraid that Feng Qingtian would do that.

This kind of feeling is very strange, obviously can let him touch, let him hold, let him kiss, is not willing to go further.

It seems that the feeling is stronger after the spiritual root is grown.

Although Feng Qingtian was disappointed, she touched her head painfully: "then you can sleep a little longer. There is no big court meeting today. We will go to the palace later to see the emperor."

Gu Bailu nodded and held him a little apologetically.

I hope that this resistance can be better soon, time to let everything go.

Gu Bailu knew that she was so bad. After Feng Qingtian went out, she lay down for a while and got up.

In the morning, it diluted the excitement of Linggen.

Gu Bailu was in a gloomy mood, and felt that she was too affectable now.

Feng Qingtian's touch with Yan'an Chun is a last resort, but also for her. Why does she care so much.

In modern times, so many adult men and women, not all of them are divided into two parts, but also for the first time.

She thought about it and despised herself.

She thought she probably knew that even if she was like this, fengqingtian would not do anything to her. He only had her. He only loved her for so many years.

So she had no fear and was not so interested in him.

Gu Bailu can't figure out what's going on in her heart. Sometimes she thinks about it. She tells Feng Qingtian that she loves him and that she can't say anything from her heart.

That impulse is missing.

Like a person is not very grasp heart, will think he read him, always want to stick to him.

But she did not. She would be very happy if Feng Qingtian was around, but if she was not around, she would not think about what he was doing, whether a woman would hook up with him, or whether he would come home early to accompany her.

She didn't even know if she loved him.

Like is certain, don't like it can't let him touch himself.

Lovely, the kind of love that is willing to give up everything and do anything for him?

If someone catches Feng Qingtian and asks her to commit suicide, can she do it?

When asked this question, Gu Bailu hardly hesitated: "No."

First, she didn't think Feng Qingtian was so easy to die.

Second, now that she is pregnant with a child, she can't take the child for two lives, and Feng Qingtian is even more reluctant.

Third, she still has family feud, so she will not be willing to die.

These reasons sound great, but if you really love someone, can you analyze them so rationally?

Gu Bailu thinks that true love is impossible.

Love a person will be disordered, will be reckless to make irrational behavior, because the other party's safety occupies your whole heart.

After some analysis, Gu Bailu had to admit that she didn't love Feng Qingtian enough.

She loves herself more.

She didn't know what was the cause of her current self.

Maybe it's because the soul of memory didn't come back, she didn't have the memory of previous life, so there was no feeling of previous life?

Or maybe this time, Feng Qingtian suddenly let go of her, causing a shadow in her heart.

Although it's understandable that he did this afterwards, he may have a layer of fear in his heart, so he dare not let go of love.