No matter how much he ached, he just felt that this woman was not enough. He wanted nothing more than to give his world to her woman, but unexpectedly … Meng Shaoxuan hated himself for being too crude. Why didn't he take away knowledge earlier? Four or five years of such humiliation was simply not a life for humans!
Knowing that, she just stood there silently. Within her pitch black eyes, the cowardice and patience that had been hidden for five years slowly faded until tonight, she finally understood that no matter how small and weak she was, her mother's resentment towards her would not melt by even a little bit.
It had been five years. It was enough. All the humiliation, all the love and hatred that could not be dispelled, should be put aside now.
Furthermore, from start to finish, she had never missed it. It was time for the end of the five years of suffering that the heavens had forced upon her.
Mom, it's not that I don't love you, it's not that I hate you, it's just that I'm tired, whether you scold me or you hate me, I don't want to take it anymore. I just want to live a peaceful life, there will be no more insults and beatings, no more petty and endless complaints, no more struggling in the dark.
Fu Jingzhi had once been beaten up by others. She had fallen, but now, she wanted to stand up. She wanted to live like a person. Mother, is my wish really that difficult to fulfill?
"Mom, I'm leaving. In the future, please take good care of yourself. With the money that the Meng Family has given you, you can use it to treat your illness. I will give you more living expenses, which will be enough for you to live a good life by yourself. Mom, please forgive me, forgive my unfilial actions.
As she spoke till here, she suddenly knelt onto the ground with a thump. Her face was covered with tears, but she stubbornly bit her lower lip, and she didn't move while kneeling. Song Rumei seemed to have been stunned, and also stared blankly at the kneeling Zhi Zhi Zun …
"Mom, I'm leaving. Just treat it as if you never had a daughter like me." Meng Shaoxuan helped Zhi Ming stand up, then gave one last glance at Song Rumei before finally turning around and walking forward step by step.
It was only when he was aware that he had gone downstairs and that the two figures were walking further and further away in the snow that Song Rumei suddenly realized what had happened. The clothes pole in her hand suddenly dropped to the ground and she let out a scary cry, stumbling as she rushed down the stairs and fell down countless of times, but in the end, she could not catch up to them.
Only now did Song Rumei feel this bone piercing despair. She had also left in the end, leaving without even looking back, as if she was at the same time. She had always been alone, and she had been, and she was.
The tears that she had hidden for five years suddenly dropped down. In her life, what could it be counted as?
She loved the law, and the law loved her, but they could not be together for the rest of their lives. For the sake of her daughter being able to stay in a superior environment, she had traveled through the seas, but she had not even seen the last part of the law. And now, even if it were her daughter, she wouldn't be able to stand it if she chose to leave. Song Rumei suddenly laughed lightly, and turned around to walk towards the small building …
She wanted to see if Qi Lan, who had stolen her lover, would be able to have a good end. She wanted to see if those heartless people in the Meng Family would also be able to prosper forever, and she wanted to see her own daughter, the daughter who had left her, the daughter who once again foolishly believed in a man, whether she would truly be able to obtain the happiness she wanted! She cursed her, cursed her to never get what she wanted!
He was sick in bed. After going to sleep for three days before gradually recovering, Meng Shaoxuan had been busy these few days. This girl had a fever and was spouting nonsense, he fell asleep and did not stop crying. He did not know how many times he had kicked the blankets, but in the end, he simply slept beside her bed and took care of her.
Now that she was fine, Meng Shaoxuan felt that he had lost a few kilograms of weight.
When he saw that the sky was lying on the ground, looking out the window, and either not speaking or wanting to speak, Meng Shaoxuan did not know what she was looking at nor thinking. He could only change his mind and wanted to divert her attention, but Zhi Zhi Zun just smiled faintly, not saying a word.
"Young Master Qiao …" "I, I'm a bit worried about mother …"
As the sky slowly darkened, Meng Shaoxuan finally opened his mouth. Just as he was about to get excited, his face suddenly darkened.
"You're not allowed to go. Look at that woman. She's simply crazy. Don't you want to live anymore?"
"But, no matter what she says, it's still my mom …"
"I think she only did one good thing, and that was giving birth to you. Besides, she is nothing, if not because she is you. Mom, I've already killed her a dozen times! I've never seen such a mother! "
Meng Shaoxuan was so angry that he hated her for being soft-hearted and could not bear to see her begging, so he sighed and said: "Don't worry, I already sent people to settle her down. After changing the house, I also invited some servants, you don't have to worry about her sickness, just take the medicine on time and he will be fine."
Knowing that her eyes were red, she felt moved in her heart as she looked at the man with his head lowered. If it wasn't for her, how could such a proud person be willing to do all this? Despite knowing that he could still see the scars on his head caused by his mother, he didn't complain at all. Instead, he teased her, saying that men had to have scars to look at them!
"Alright, you don't need to look at me with such gratitude. If you really want to repay me, then repay me with your body."
Meng Shaoxuan giggled as he looked at her. No matter how he looked at it, it looked good, just that he was a little too skinny, so he didn't know if hugging him would cause her to feel uncomfortable.
"You're here again." Zhi Zhi gave him a soft glare and lowered her head to ignore him.
"Then, then can I give you a kiss?" Meng Shaoxuan moved closer to her, pestering her like a scoundrel.
Zhi Ming's face turned red. He pulled on his blanket and turned around. "I'm sleepy …"
"Then I'll sleep with you. I'm freezing to death, but my hands are cold. They broke me that night, and people like me who are made of iron all have frostbite."
Meng Shaoxuan shamelessly moved over to show the wound on his hand.
As expected, her fingers were swollen like a carrot, causing her heart to ache. She quickly grabbed onto his hand, and gently caressed the wounds, then raised her watery eyes to look at him with a pained expression, "Is it still painful? Don't scratch the itch, do you know? "