Chapter 135

She turned her head in panic and saw that he was walking fast as if he was avoiding a plague. She actually smiled. She didn't feel sad or angry like she had expected. Instead, she felt relieved.

When she entered the ward, her mother was still asleep. She asked the nurse to take care of her for a while, so she went out to prepare some food for her mother.

It was already night time. Jingwen walked for a long distance before she found a porridge shop. She bought some mild and nutritious porridge, put it in a thermal container, and carried it back to the hospital. Just as she went upstairs, she heard her mother's screams and the sound of things being smashed.

The sickroom was a mess, but Song Rumei had already woken up. She was lying on the bed. The nurse stood aside, unable to do anything. When she saw Jingwen come in, she quickly left the room after giving a few instructions.

Knowing that she had put down the thermos and was walking across the floor of broken glass and pillows and quilts, she felt a little scared. Even though her mother was no longer able to move, she still felt scared subconsciously.

When they hadn't moved before, she'd heard from the neighbors, too, Mom. With such a bad temper, there must be something wrong with her mind. She also wanted to persuade her mother to go to the hospital, but her mother scolded her fiercely, insisting that she was not crazy!

But this goes on day after day, Mother. Her temper became more and more violent, and she got beaten up more and more frequently. Therefore, when she saw her mother angry, she subconsciously wanted to hide.

"Mom, you're awake …" Hungry? "I bought some porridge and came back …" Quiet And Steadfast stood not far away from the sickbed and asked softly. There was a faint sadness in her black eyes. However, when she stood in front of her mother, she still had to act as if nothing had happened.

"Where's Fang Jin?" Song Rumei's sallow face slowly turned over, and her pair of turbid eyes lost all of their usual brilliance. Her voice was very low and hoarse, and there was an unspeakable sadness to it when she heard it. She bit her lips slightly, and forced a smile.

Song Rumei sighed, and shook her head with difficulty: "I know, don't lie to me, he won't come right?"

She took two steps forward and sat in front of Song Rumei, her eyes sparkling. She opened her mouth, but no sound came out.

"One can only see the heart in times of trouble." Song Rumei closed her eyes. After a long while, she finally managed to say that out loud.

Quiet And Steadfast sat there with his head lowered, enduring the pain so that he wouldn't cry. These past few days, she had shed enough tears.

"Forget it. If it wasn't because I was worried that you wouldn't be able to get married, if it wasn't because he was the only one willing to marry you, I wouldn't want you to marry him. You're compatible with him, truly wronged …" Although Song Rumei's tone was stiff, it still carried a rare kind of warmth. He knew that he had never heard any words of praise from his mother's mouth, but now that he heard such words, he could no longer hold it in and threw himself onto her and started crying, "Mom, I'm not marrying, so I'll stay with you, and guard you … Mom … "Don't chase me away, I'll stay by your side for the rest of my life …"

For once, Song Rumei did not throw a tantrum. There was a layer of dejection on her sallow yellow face as she drooped her somewhat relaxed eyelids, only to see Jingzhi's thin and weak shoulder violently shake, causing the mother and daughter's heart to intertwine. Even if she hated her to the bones and hated her for dragging her down, at this moment, she still lightly pressed on her shoulder. I know my own body, I can still live for a few more days, when I die, what do you do alone? "If mother didn't watch you find a good family, even if mother died, she wouldn't be able to rest in peace …" Song Rumei slowly wet her eyes. Actually, she knew that she was sick, but when she occasionally woke up, she would regret it, and she would also feel pain in her heart. If she was raised and raised like a prince for these past five years, maybe she would also gradually recover from it.

"Mom, I really don't want to marry anymore. This world is too dirty, and the hearts of people are even dirtier. If I could live a clean life by myself, mom, I would never come back …"

She gently held Song Rumei's cold hand and lowered her head. Her long eyelashes trembled as she said softly, "Mother, I have followed father around for so long, trying to understand his demeanor, but I have never learned even the slightest bit about him. I have studied for so many years, and yet, I have read myself into a fool.

"Mom, I've struggled before, I've thought of revenge, I've thought of resistance, but in the dead of night, I close my eyes and think back to the past. Everything that happened in the past was too painful, if I were to live in the past, it would only make my pain worse, so I choose to forget. "Mom, I don't want to explain too much, I just want to tell you very seriously, I really haven't done anything that would embarrass dad, although I've lost my mind, but now I've already walked out, love is not something I extravagantly ask for, marriage doesn't matter to me, I was an ordinary girl before, now I'm also just an ordinary woman, I'm never more noble than anyone, how many people in this world are living ordinary lives, why can't we live it?"

Jingzhi leaned over and pressed her face against his mother's. In his hand, he murmured, "Mom, I know you feel wronged and pained, but I feel even worse than you do. At least you and daddy have really loved each other, Daddy loves you so much. As for me, I fell in love with a heartless man, and I had the conceit that everything was under my control, and I believed that one day he would see my happiness as well. But then he proposed divorce, and my father left, and my children were gone, and I finally understood after I had died that I was only delusional, and how could a delusional person have a good ending? But if I miss it, then I have been punished enough. For so many years, I have endured what you have done to me, because you are my mother, my most beloved mother. But, mother, if even you do not believe that I do not love you, then what is the point of me living? "

She raised her head, only to see that her mother had already fallen asleep. She then realized something, and after a long while, she laughed at herself, and released her mother. She stood up and walked to the window. The night sky of the city was so bright. She firmly believed that her future would also be dazzling.

The moment he quietly stood up, a line of tears slowly flowed out of Song Rumei's tightly shut eyes. She silently wiped them away, but the turbulent tears still continued to flow uncontrollably from her eyes …

Mom. There was no empty bed in the ward, she knew that she had to watch the night, there was no place to sleep, she could only lie down in front of her mother's bed for a while. After her mother fell asleep, she ate a bowl of porridge and went out, the environment here wasn't very good, the patients and their families next door argued fiercely, she couldn't help but frown, she had to think of a way to change her mother's room with a better environment.

He pushed the door open and walked out. The long bench in the hallway was filled with people. Knowing that he didn't want to hear the noise, he lowered his head and walked towards the balcony at the end of the corridor …

"Miss Song?" She had just reached the stairs when she suddenly heard a deep and deep voice sound out from behind her. Unconsciously turning her head, she saw Sheng Xin's boss, Du Moran, standing not far behind her.

"Why are you in the hospital so late? Is there something wrong? " He asked with concern like a gentle elder. Jing Zhi looked at the people behind him and the doctor. He lowered his head and said, "It's my mother who is in the hospital."

"Oh, you. Is Mommy okay? " Du Moran turned around and indicated for her subordinates to go down first.

He hadn't seen her for a long time since last time. The following matters were discussed with someone else at the first stage of Jing Xuan. He even curiously asked Song Zhi where he went, but those people didn't know and left the matter at that.

Quiet And Steadfast's eyes reddened. He forced a smile and slowly said, "It's fine now. I need to stay in the hospital for a few days to observe."

Just as Du Moran was about to speak, the voice of the nurse came from the corridor: "Where is Song Rumei's family?"

Jingwen hurriedly agreed. The nurse came over and handed her a thick stack of papers. "Pay according to the order."

Jingwen casually flipped it over and her face turned pale. Although the numbers were not very scary, she could not even take out a fraction of the numbers!

Du Moran had long seen her expression, she extended her hand and took the form from her hands to look at it, then smiled: "Miss Song, you. I'll write down the fees for my mother's hospitalization in my name. "

Then, without waiting for a reply, she took a business card and handed it to the nurse. She said gently, "Please help me with all the matters concerning Ms. Song's hospitalization."