Chapter 191

Because at that time she loved him deeply, so she endured all the humiliation he gave and married herself to him, and because she loved him deeply, so she connived at him, and because she had loved him so deeply, so when she gave up him, she had decided not to look back, never to look back.

He had lost her, not in Phoenix Town, not at the time of divorce, not at all.

Earlier, when she loved him and he didn't know, she was no longer his.

“Ido。” Meng shaoting laughed at himself. He looked up and slowly moved his eyes to Jesus on the cross. He closed his eyes and said it again in his heart. I would like to.

Although the meaning is the same, he is not willing to say it to Manjun in Chinese. I am willing.

Jingzhi, I think, I really like you, but, it seems really late.

If, I said if, if time can flow back, I think, I will be in the wedding with you, very seriously, I would like to say.

Jingzhi, I think, my love for you is really not deep enough, so I can step back and get married with Manjun. As for you, I don't know if I can give up completely. I don't know if I can make up with you as if nothing happened. As we used to do after our quarrel, I have the cheek to make up with you and continue to please you. Maybe , we really can't continue together.

In fact, you never thought about staying with me.

At the end of his speech, Mrs. Meng immediately took a long breath of relief, and Mrs. Shen's hand was held together. Both of them looked at each other with a smile, both of them were happy and proud.

As long as Shao ting and Manjun get married, what waves can Fu Jingzhi make?

Thinking of the law, Shao Ting was taken away. Thinking of the law, Shao Ting didn't want to marry Manjun. Who knows that Shao Ting was smart this time, and she left the woman in the remote town alone, her own son, she didn't know? If Shao Ting is qualitative about women, if he can settle down, unless the sun comes out from the West!

When the priest heard his answer, he turned his eyes to Manjun and asked solemnly again:

"would you like to marry this man? Love and be loyal to him, whether he is poor, sick or disabled, until he dies. Doyou? "

Manjun subconsciously turns to look at Meng shaoting. He looks the same as just now, but his eyes are slightly drooping. He can't see what kind of expression he is. The church window is very high, and the sunlight comes in from far away and falls on the top of his hair, but he looks like a thousand years of snow, which can never melt.

Manjun took back his eyes and said, "I will."

She heard the sound of applause, the sound of joy and the sound of moving and lively music. She exchanged rings with him vaguely, and was pushed to change dresses one by one, and then followed him to toast. At last, it seemed that they were all drunk. They were sent to the hole. In the room, Manjun was lying in bed. When he was lying on the bed, he only felt the bones were scattered, She was too tired to open her eyes or speak.

The room is very quiet, trance son, she seems to hear the phone ringing, and then someone's voice, and then gradually, the voice will fall down, her awareness of chaos, ear force is very good at the moment, after the sound of walking, is the sound of closing the door, and then, the room will be quiet down.

Manjun was lying in bed. She could hardly breathe, so she held her breath and listened attentively. I don't know how long it took for her to relax gradually. She turned over and buried her face in the soft pillow. Tears fell down and covered her face. He left, she knew, but she didn't even have the courage to stop him.

"Jingzhi sister, I asked the housekeeper to call Er Shao and say that you are not comfortable and need to be sent to the hospital for examination."

Ping Ping pushes open the door of the study, and sees Jing Zhi leaning against the windowsill, holding a book in her hand, but looking out of the window, her stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and she can see that she will be born in another month, and after coming back from the Phoenix, Jing Zhi lives with Ping Ping in the villa in the western suburb. In these months, except for several times at the beginning, Jing Zhi has never lived again There have been.

"Oh." Jing Zhiying said, looking out of the window at the tree that had begun to fall leaves, her face became paler and paler. However, the whole person lost a little meat that he had raised some time ago, which was even thinner and fiercer.

Ping Ping was so upset when she saw her. She took a blanket and put it on Jing Zhi's body. Seeing that she was still in a daze, although she couldn't bear it, she had to say: "Jing Zhi sister, er Shao said that the company is very busy today. He didn't have time to come here. He asked the driver and an Cheng to send you to the hospital for inspection and asked me to take good care of you."

Jing knew that her eyelashes were slightly quivering, but her fundus was as calm as before. She put down the book in her hand, and her face seemed to be white again: "Ping Ping, pour me a glass of water to make it hot."

"Hey, sister, wait a minute, I'll be right here." Ping Ping saw that she wanted water, and hurriedly went to the water dispenser to make water for her.

Jingzhi drinks a few mouthfuls and feels that the whole person is more comfortable. She accumulates some strength and just turns to look at Pingping and slowly says, "Pingping, I told you many times, whether I was dead or alive, don't call mengshaoting again. Why didn't you listen?"

Ping Ping listened to her sternly voice. Her eyes were sore, but she bit her lips. She choked bitterly: "sister, you didn't know that you were scared to death last night. Now the baby is so big. In case of any accident What can I do? If you don't come, the servants here are still lazy. The day before yesterday, you said that you wanted to drink some rotten porridge, and the kitchen would deal with it casually... "

"Ping Ping, stop talking." Jing knows that she is devoted to her own good, but she can't bear to scold her too much. She pulls Ping Ping's hand and asks her to sit down beside her. "Now I'm really satisfied with such a quiet life. Compared with the previous days, I have to do a lot of work every day. I'm so busy that I don't touch the ground, and I have to worry about my livelihood every day. Today's Day is really heaven and earth, Ping Ping. I like being alone like this Really, I don't care whether he comes or not. To be honest, I'd rather he didn't come later and completely forgot me... "

"Sister, what about your children? The baby can't live without a father. I know that you are not happy when the second child gets married, but it's also against you. Originally, the second child liked you so much and cared about you... "

"Ping Ping, you're still young, and you don't know much about love. I'll tell you today. If you meet such a man in the future, and he treats you like this, don't be moved. It's not love. It's not even love. No love is like this. It's pain and suffering. No love Peace of mind and joy. " Pingping looks at her calm face with some doubts. She is stunned and asks, "but Jingzhi elder sister, he really treats you very well. Others don't know. Pingping can be seen in the eyes. I think that if you don't like and care about someone like this, I really can't think how to do it. It's like that."

"Ping Ping, shall we not talk about him? Don't you want to go to the hospital for examination? If you are ready, let's go. "

Static know turned the topic, Ping Ping although some disappointed, but still diligently packed things to go.

Ping Ping is walking around in the house, but she is still in her own contemplation. She doesn't understand. Many people say that Meng shaoting cares about her, likes her and is really good to her. But why does she feel pain and shame?

Ping Ping said so, Zhan Qingqiu said so, even one day why Jie's girlfriend heard Acacia also said so.

But Jingzhi just doesn't think so. She thinks that love must be based on respect and equality. For example, if she married someone and he really likes her, he shouldn't break them up in a different way. For example, she doesn't like him at all. Shouldn't he respect her will and leave far away?

But the fact is that he destroyed all her happiness by any means. It's not like and care at all, it's just his selfishness and occupation!

Jing Zhi shakes her head and shakes Meng shaoting out of her mind.

After he took her back from Phoenix, they only met two or three times, which was a few months ago. Now the baby is about to be born, she has to worry about the future of the baby. She still remembers Meng shaoting saying that he promised her to have a baby, but when the baby comes out, he will send it away.

Now the situation has changed. It's said that he and Shen Manjun get along fairly well, but there's a new girl outside. He's very fond of that new girl. Several times, he has made a lot of trouble for that new girl. He's mad at all the women with Shen Manjun's sexuality. Meng Laozi and Mrs. Meng have cleaned him up, but they still refuse to change. Now it seems that they just moved out Go, live with that woman.

In this way, he must like that woman very much. Also, a man like him can't do without a woman to give up his arms. Those women are in all shapes, just like the flowers in the garden. Naturally, he will be moved. She is a yellow faced woman with a baby and a big belly. Sooner or later, she will be completely forgotten by him.

Jingzhi doesn't care how he makes trouble outside. What does it have to do with her? She even wants him to forget a clean one. She means that she can't leave without giving birth to a baby. These days, she gets along well with Zhan Qingqiu. In other words, through her own meaning, she thinks that when Zhan Qingqiu arrives If you can help her, maybe she will leave city a without any sound, and she will never see him again.

Jing Zhi thinks of an Cheng again. Although this man has been with Meng shaoting for more than ten years, he has not learned any bad habits. Instead, he is kind-hearted. In recent months, she hasn't seen Meng shaoting, but she has seen an Cheng come here from time to time. If not, surely those servants are still lazy. If she asks for an, and the uncertain one is soft, she will be secretly released.

Thinking that an Cheng might come to accompany her to the hospital in a moment, Jing Zhi sat up with the windowsill, and when Ping Ping came in, she asked Ping Ping to take out a small box. It was the day when she and an Jiahe were in Phoenix. They were shopping in the small town and let an Cheng put it in the car, but it was just right.

After a while, an Cheng drove. Jing Zhi asked Ping Ping to take the gadget to an Cheng. An Cheng seemed to like it very much and put it in the car busily