Chapter 199

Zhan Qingqiu is gradually stunned. Her eyes are full of water and slowly fall out of the window. She doesn't know. She really doesn't know. It's like she and Shen Beicheng have come to such a terrible situation. She has already been discouraged, but she still doesn't want to leave.

"Jingzhi, do you still love him?"

Jingzhi puts down the bamboo stick in her hand, and the apple she bit turns yellow gradually. She looks at it indifferently, her head is lowered, and the light in her eyes is uncertain. After a long time, she looks up and looks at Qingqiu definitely: "no love."

"It's true. I don't want to love."

"Then, what is your guilt? Because he likes you, and you have no way to respond to his feelings, or are you soft on him? "

In the middle of Qingqiu's words, Jingzhi is stunned, waiting, she looks confused and shakes her head gently. "I don't know, Qingqiu, I really don't know, he used to be so bad to me, I've already died to him. Moreover, I have Shaoxuan and children, and it's impossible to be with him, but I don't know why. Sometimes I look at his lonely God Love, I sometimes watch him clumsily treat me well, clumsily please me, so indulge all I do, but my heart is so bad

"Jingzhi, maybe, maybe you still have his place in your heart..."

"No, it's not." Jing Zhi shook her head gently. Her low voice was dumb and clear. "I looked at him like that, I saw six years ago, when I was so careful to be around him and tried to please him, but he always ignored everything about me, just like I am so cold to him today."

Qingqiu gradually became clear, but in his heart he couldn't help being absent-minded. Now Shenbei city has hurt her so much. Will one day, the wind and water will turn around in turn? He is like Meng shaoting who suffered from cold face and can't get what he wanted?

She laughs and sneers at herself for such ridiculous ideas. Meng shaoting and Shen Beicheng are not the same kind of people at all. How cruel and ruthless he is, he has never been his woman, and will not understand.

"Qingqiu, do you know? Because I've tasted that kind of taste, because I know how painful it is to be ignored and disgusted by the people I like, so I hate him, I torture him, but I can't help sympathizing with him, sometimes, I watch him sitting there silently, dare not talk with me, carefully look at my look, for me a word or A person's expression is uneasy. Sometimes he wants to be angry with me, but he turns around and leaves after a long time of brewing. In those scenes, I look at myself like I am. Isn't that the same with Fu Jingzhi who used to love Meng shaoting? Qingqiu, I can't stay with him any longer. I just want to leave, never come back here, never come back, never see him, never see all the people of the Meng family! "

"Jingzhi, I know the pain in your heart has passed. Didn't he promise to let you go? You will see Shaoxuan soon. It's a happy thing to have a family reunion. Don't cry, don't cry, ah... "

Qingqiu takes the paper towel to her, and Jingzhi takes it over to cover her eyes. Qingqiu looks at her tears in the warm sunshine to wet the white paper towel. She thinks of her current situation, which is also unbearable. Fu Jingzhi gets what she wants. What should she do when she unfolds Qingqiu?

"Yes, he would let me go. I didn't expect that he would suddenly promise me to leave. I should be happy. I should be happy to finally get rid of this devil like man. But in the late autumn, I don't know what happened to me. I always want to cry. I always feel that fate is playing a joke on me. Why does he treat me like that when I love him deeply Why do I have such a problem when I don't want it anymore Qingqiu, am I too cowardly, too scolding? Their family treat me like this and owe us the Fu family, but I still have trouble with them

"Jingzhi, don't blame yourself any more. There is no legal person to control the emotional affairs. If people can control their hearts, how can there be so many spoony men and women in the world? You are a kind woman, let the kindness make you suffer all the grievances, but one day, you will be blessed, believe me, know, you will be happy! "

Qingqiu gently holds her hand. Her fingers are cold. They tremble in her palm. They are in sympathy with each other, but Fu Jingzhi is luckier than her. There are two such excellent men who love her. Some people are willing to wait for her all their lives and promise that they will be her all their lives. Some people love her in a poor and clumsy way and torture themselves. When she shows Qingqiu, she has everything No, nothing.

She held back her tears and smiled hard. Fortunately, she could find a quiet place in Zigui garden, where she could understand all her pain and grievances.

"Yes, I will be happy. I don't believe it in the autumn. People will never have bad luck all their lives, will they? I will never be so miserable all my life, Shaoxuan is waiting for me, and I will soon return to him! "

Jingzhi's tears gradually stopped, she gently embraced Qingqiu, her eyes were bright, she slowly opened her mouth, pasted it in Qingqiu's ear and said: "Qingqiu, you will also be happy, believe me, you and Mr. Shen, will eventually be as happy as me and Shaoxuan."

Qingqiu knew that she was comforting her, but she also tried to smile: "well, I believe you, I've been bothering you for so long. You're a pregnant woman. It's time for her to have a good rest. The due date is just these days. You need to keep your spirits up. I'll be in the outside room. If you feel uncomfortable, you must call me."

"I know. I won't be polite to you. You are my good sister."

Jingzhi smiled clean and simple, and Qingqiu smiled too. She gave her a big hug and said, "yes, you are my good sister."

They look at each other and laugh, but feel that the world is not completely despair and cold.

Qingqiu turns around and walks out. Jingzhi lies down slowly. The little incongruity in her stomach is really naughty. She is always asked to be a mother. It's too hard. Jingzhi complains sweetly and turns over carefully. Body

She stretched out her hand to pull the quilt, which was small, but her stomach suddenly convulsed. There was a warm current under her body. Jing knew that her face turned white. Although she had done her homework and knew that it was amniotic fluid breaking and was going to give birth, she still had a heart beating. Waves of pain came gradually. Her face became more white, but she still calmed down. Her forehead was cold and sweaty Hands are shaking, but still trying to ring the bedside ring

It seems that she did her best to press the bell. Jingzhi felt that her whole body was soaked in boiling water. She felt painful. She curled up in bed. Her fingers unconsciously touched the ring hanging on her neck. It was her lover's ring with Shaoxuan. The cold touch seemed to restore her sense. She heard the sound of the door being knocked open and heard it clearly Autumn's panicked voice heard doctor nurse. Shi's disordered voice, as well as the sound of surgical machinery collision, but her eyelids were so heavy that she could not open them

She hugged her little belly, as if feeling the baby's struggle, he desperately wanted to come out, can't wait to open his eyes to see the world. She felt pain and relief in her heart. Finally, it was a day when their children, her and Shaoxuan's children, sounded so beautiful

Jingzhi felt that she had a dream for a long time. When she woke up, she felt that her whole life was like a dead one. She didn't even have the strength to move her fingers. Only her eyes could turn. Her eyes fell out of the window. There was a vast expanse between the heaven and the earth. The trees outside the window that had fallen all the leaves turned into silver and snow

Jingzhi mumbles in her heart. She suddenly thinks of the winter when she was with Shaoxuan. How heavy the snow was that night. He stood downstairs and made himself a snowman. He was stupid, and she was stupid.

Her heart gradually grew joyful, but the joy suddenly turned into a surprise. A beautiful baby appeared in front of her eyes. Her big black and white eyes stared at her, and suddenly, she smiled

"Jingzhi, you wake up! Our baby is very beautiful. It's just a poor baby. I can't get breast milk these days. It's all milk powder... "

Qingqiu's voice is full of joy and affection. She carefully placed the unusual in Jingzhi's side. Knowing that she must be eager to hold the baby at the moment, she put the unusual in her arms, and then pulled her hand to gently circle the unusual swaddling.

Jingzhi's whole body was shaking with excitement. She had the strength to gently touch her son's face, so soft that she wanted to have boundless joy and love in her heart. She carefully looked at his eyebrows and eyes, and felt that there was no place like Shaoxuan or not beautiful. The ecstasy at the bottom of her heart was like a green rose growing up and wrapped her whole body. This was her Her heart, just her heart, she can give up everything, will not give up him