Chapter 205

The window came down, her heart beat fast, and she bit the hand more and more fiercely, but suddenly, there was a sharp pain in her jaw, as if her chin had been removed, she could not make a little voice.

She could only stare at the man in the window, he was wearing sunglasses, his lips were rebellious, so he appeared in front of her, but he could not feel her.

He is just blind, but his heart is deaf.

"Song Jing, what are you doing? Drive her away and get in the car."

It's his voice, it's his.

Cold light came, as always, and the memory of Meng Shaoxuan, like the people he hated a little stingy temperature.

That voice, so close, but so far, her eyes suddenly bright and dark, headache crack, she can not describe what she felt at that moment.

The body of the man holding her mouth clings to her back. The arm is thick and strong in front of her. It's very hot. She can smell the strange smell coming from her. She just feels more and more uncomfortable. She just wants to retch. Her legs are shaking. She tries several times to open her mouth and make a sound, but finds her jaw is good It's not like it's your own.

She stared at him with wide eyes, but he turned around indifferently, and the window went up. He didn't know that his favorite woman in his life was standing in front of him. He didn't know that his yearning woman was driven away by his own command. She was said to be the answer. Call girl, she was openly humiliated in front of him.

But he didn't feel a bit.

Jingzhi saw the woman standing in front of her slowly laughing.

That woman laughs very beautiful, there is one or two minutes like her between eyebrows and eyes, she, isn't it, should take these as comfort?

Oh, he still loves me. He looks for women just like me.

However, she is twenty-eight. She is not eighteen years old. She can still live in fantasy all day.

It's ridiculous, isn't it? Yes, it's ridiculous.

She is so reckless and embraces a kind of solitary courage to find him in a foreign country. She is ready to face countless difficulties and obstacles. She is not afraid, she is not afraid, but she did not expect that she came, and he is no longer there.

But she didn't hate him, not a bit. He couldn't see it. He didn't even have his own way. He was detained here all day, but she lived a good life in China and stayed with his second brother.

She can. Why can't he?

"Do you hear me? Shaoxuan wants you to leave. "

Song Jing looks at her, but the jealousy in her heart is like a snake's letter. She looks really bad. It's really not beautiful.

But Shaoxing Xuan mentions Fu Jingzhi's name with her every day.

He loved her dearly, and she envied him for loving her so much.

Why? She is the one who accompanies him, and she is the one who gives his heart and lungs. Why should she replace her seat when she comes?

Jingzhi doesn't speak. She closes her eyes. The lower part of her face hurts badly. Her chin is dislocated by the man. She just wants to speak, but she can't make a sound.

Song Jing smiled again, reaching out to lift a wisp of disorderly hair off her forehead. She saw the pink raised scar on her forehead, and the smile was deeper: "don't worry, I will take good care of him for you."

She attached herself to Jingzhi's ear and said in a voice that only two of them could hear: "Shaoxuan is waiting for me. Miss Fu, please help yourself. Don't come back. Take shame on yourself If I remember correctly, Miss Fu is not clean, is she? "

She opened the distance with her and looked at her with a smile. Then she took out her wallet gracefully and put two dollars in her neck. Just then she amplified her voice: "excuse me, miss, you are in the wrong place. This is not the red light district, not the place you should come. Take the money and hire a taxi to go to Chinatown. Your business will be good."

She took a look at her, turned around and left gracefully, got in the car and closed the door.

Then the car almost immediately disappeared.

Gradually, I can't see it.

Jingzhi felt as if he had been thrown on the ground like a rag. The retired soldier who was hired to be a bodyguard gave her a bad poo and took away the money on her chest. The army boots crossed her. Several people jumped on the car and started the engine. At the moment when the car drove away, she heard a curse clearly.

“S.I.！ That Chinese bitch

She had not shed tears all the time, but when she heard this sentence, she could not help but shed tears like rain.

She didn't feel aggrieved for herself or for Shaoxuan to leave like this without recognizing her. She just felt the unspeakable pain and anger for four words - "China. State bitch. Son". She lay on the ground, she couldn't cry, her jaw was dislocated, she had to go to a hospital, she had to clean herself up, she couldn't be so shameful.

She is a clean woman. She has a clean family background. If she doesn't go through all that sudden, she will be a respectable wife. She runs a small piano business. She lives happily and freely. She is not a Chinese bitch. If she can say something, she will reply to that person in Japanese: "Oh, sir, you are wrong, I am Bitch of the Empire

In the past, when she saw the passionate patriotic words and deeds of overseas students or overseas Chinese on TV or on the forum, she thought they were too exaggerated. But now, standing in a foreign land, she clearly felt that when her motherland was scolded, her blood vessels would explode!

Jingzhi climbs up. She wants to reach out and touch her face. As soon as she touches her finger, it hurts to let her take a breath of cold air.

She pulled her clothes as hard as she could, and patted the dust as clean as possible. Her legs were too soft to walk, but she still tried hard. She had to go to the hospital quickly, and her little bun was waiting for her.

Fortunately, I stopped the taxi very soon. Jing Zhi told the driver on the note paper that please take her to the nearest hospital. She was injured.

In the hospital to deal with the wound, her jaw still hurts, but fortunately, she can move and play a few times, and when taking a taxi, she can also say a few words off and on.

Back at the hotel, it was completely dark.

The baby sitter is waiting for her anxiously. The little bun can't stop crying. I don't know what's wrong. He is always very obedient. He enters the room quietly, throws the bag and hugs him hurriedly. Just after taking two pictures and coaxing twice, he soon stops crying. Gulu looks at her intensely with big eyes. Looking at her, he is sleepy again. His big eyes are narrowed and his mouth is opened and opened A lovely yawn, two small hands waved to the mid air to grasp, immediately fell asleep.

Well, Baozi, you are really natural.

Jingzhi hugs him and feels that the previous depression is gone. Baozi is asleep. She puts the baozi in the bed. After covering the quilt, she throws herself into the bathtub.

She had to think about what to do next.

To be honest, she is too simple. Although she is ready to face difficulties, she thinks things are too simple.

When she came out of the bath, her mind was still in a mess.

Wrapped in a thin bathrobe, she went to the dew. Tian's balcony. Her wet hair stuck to her cheek. The water was round and fell on her shoulder. It was chilly.

She was still skeptical about the woman's affairs, but she couldn't control her thoughts.

The visa is only for two weeks. She has no time to stay.

The best chance is that she can see Shaoxuan and make it clear, but if this woman is really with him and has skin relationship, can she bear it?

She felt that her palm was a little cold, and her heart began to grow sour.

Originally, I rushed to the other side of the ocean in high spirits and imagined everything to be perfect, but it was such a situation waiting for her.

She wants to get rid of, dare not face, grievances and please.

What she wanted to see, what she kept together, was never to be seen.

If it's me, Shaoxuan, if it's me sitting in the car, I can definitely guess that person is you, so close, so close.

Why do you just miss it with me.

Jingzhi sits on the chair on the balcony and looks up at the moon in California like that.

In her life, she had only seen such bleak moonlight twice, but her mood was totally different.

On the night of divorce, she had seen the moonlight in a city, like a silver frost on the ground. It was so quiet. She walked out of the gate of Meng's house step by step, and never stepped in again.

Jingyuan has turned into a ruin. What is the beautiful house of the Meng family like now?

And now California's moonlight is so bright, shining on her pale face.

Her hopes, those yearnings for happiness and warmth, those yearnings, those hopes for a family reunion, are just the white moonlight between the heaven and the earth.

She is tired. Why is it always like this? Why is she chasing all the time.

When she was young, she made great efforts to pursue Meng shaoting's footsteps, but in return, she was abandoned.

Now, she is chasing another man from afar.

Why is no one trying to love her, chase her figure, in her desperate pain, to rely on her?

Yes, Meng Shaoxuan has been waiting for her, has been waiting for her.

But waiting and chasing are really different.

If they didn't happen to meet, would Meng Shaoxuan look for her all over the world?

Jingzhi can't guess the answer. She can't always get what she wants. Every time she feels that she is about to touch happiness, it will go far with a sneer.

Six years ago, six years later.

Her fate, played a turn, and returned to the original place.

What can she do? She can't cry, she can't laugh, she can only look at the beautiful moonlight like that, to complete her own loneliness.

Jingzhi's chin has healed and she can speak more fluently. It's been a whole week. She never went to Meng Shaoxuan again. It's useless. She's doing nothing at all. But she still insists on waiting until the visa expires to leave willingly.

Maybe, maybe there's a turnaround?

But unexpectedly, the transfer really arrived on the ninth day, with her express delivery to the hotel.

Jingzhi looked at the address. She was from the same city. She was curious. Her hands were shaking when she signed.

I went back to my room, unpacked my little package and found it was a CD.

When she saw the CD, Jing Zhi began to sneer at the books she read