He turned around, casually tied a tie, a pair of narrow eyes with a cold laugh..
Don't you want to sleep with me, and you don't want to stay alone in an empty room? Do you think I can fulfill you? You don't know how to be satisfied? Want more? You think she's gone, and you're done? You are wrong, Shen Manjun!
"Your appetite is getting bigger and bigger, but I want to know that even if she leaves, it won't be your turn to give birth to me. I don't want it, never."
"Shaoting Do you still miss her? She is already with Shaoxuan! She doesn't care about you at all, and I love you, I love you! "
"But I don't love you."
Meng shaoting looked at her indifferently. Her tears could no longer touch him. He knew that she was innocent. Just like Fu Jingzhi who loved him, she was not wrong, but there was no way. Without her seat in his heart, his eyes could not see her.
Manjun suddenly lowered her head. She swallowed her tears and stared at him again and again. Her words stopped, and the water filled the bottom of her eyes.
"So, you love her, do you love Fu Jingzhi?"
Manjun tightens his chest, and as soon as he speaks, tears roll down. She stares at him with wide eyes, but sees that his head is lowered, and the movements on her hands stop. She stands still.
In the winter morning, with the dry cold, some white sunlight came in from the window and fell on his half face. Manjun saw a layer of loneliness on his face through tears. Her heart suddenly tightened. She shouldn't have asked. She knew it, and knew it for a long time.
"Manjun, why do you ask these questions? It has nothing to do with you."
"Why doesn't it matter? Shaoting, I'm your wife. Even if you don't like me, I'm still your wife. She's gone. She doesn't have you in her heart. Why can't you let go? She ignores everything you do, you love her so... "
"Shut up!"
Meng Shaoting suddenly became furious. He picked up the perfume bottle on the dressing table and smashed it on man's body. Manjun wanted to hide, but he still did not move. The perfume bottle hit her forehead and fell to the ground, shattered, and the fragrance filled the whole bedroom. The smell made him even more irritable, but he could not even say a word.
Manjun sat there, numbly. She was so hurt that she couldn't bear the pain. But the pain seemed like the bitterness and resentment in her heart. What should she do? If the only result of kindness and tolerance is such a result, why should she persist in it?
"I don't want to hear her name again, Shen Manjun. If you don't want to get out of this house, shut up!"
Meng shaoting's hands were white. He didn't want to see her again. He didn't need her to remind him that Meng shaoting was a fool and did such a stupid thing!
"I said it was on your mind, didn't I? Meng shaoting, you are a coward! If you like her, you can't say it. If you want to stay, you can only watch her with your brother. He has given birth to children. You are like an ostrich. I really look down on you! "
Manjun suddenly jumped out of bed like a madman. She ran into Meng shaoting in a daze, and shouted at Meng shaoting without all sense: "why do you agree to marry me when you love her so much? Why give me hope? "
Meng shaoting was disgusted by her appearance at the moment. He pushed her away with his backhand. Unexpectedly, Manjun quickly got up and grabbed him. Her face was full of snivels and tears. She was not as charming and weak as before. She tore and beat him with her ragged clothes and cursed: "you ruined me, Meng shaoting! You've ruined me, I've been with you for so many years, and I've come to this end? "
Meng shaoting's face was livid. He could not bear it. When her fingernail was about to cut his face, he slapped it on the face. He was so angry that he could hardly control the rush he wanted to throw her out. He moved his teeth and even cackled. He was so angry that he pointed at her and sneered: "OK, very good Shen Manjun, you run now Come and question me, but I also want to ask you! "
His smile became more and more gloomy and cruel. His narrow and dark eyes seemed to be filled with a thick chill. Meng shaoting came to her slowly. He stretched out his long fingers and pinched Manjun's chin. She was shivering, but he was merciless.
"If I remember correctly, I was going to divorce Fu Jingzhi at the beginning. I didn't want her to be so obsessed with her life, so I want you to go back to China and help me play a play."
With a sharp hook on the corner of his lips, he pinched a red mark on her chin, sneered and began sarcastically: "after my divorce with her, you and I went back by the way, I didn't want to be with you originally, because I didn't have a little feeling for you from the beginning to the end, but I clearly remember that it was you who had been actively pursuing me, even at the expense of an example, and I told you clearly at that time Tell you, I can't fall in love with you, but you say you don't care. Even if I don't love you, you should be my girlfriend, Shen Manjun. All that happened was your own fault. Why did I ruin you? "
"I think we will always have feelings after a long time. I think you will be able to see my good gradually like me after a long time, so I said that I don't care whether you love me or not..."
"You think? Ah... So what do you do to destroy your own self righteousness? "
He let her go and saw that she was lying on the ground in a mess. It seemed that she was not the one who just showed sharp claws like a small animal.
Meng shaoting looked down at her. He didn't want to be so cruel to her, because Shen Manjun and he knew each other since childhood. He knew that she was not a bad woman, and that she didn't have those flowery women around him.
If there is no series of changes, he may be able to live a dull life, although he can't fall in love with her.
But now, all of a sudden, he found that he could hardly bear it any longer.
When he saw her tears, he didn't cherish them. Instead, he felt upset that he couldn't tell them. A woman who is always crying can easily cause men's antipathy, let alone that man doesn't love her at all.
But now, she even wants a child whimsically. What does she want a child for? Isn't it just to save your seat, to tie him up and tie him up all your life?
Since she has such a mind, there is no way to blame him for his ruthlessness.
"Meng shaoting, I only know now that you have no heart at all. For the woman you don't love, you can step on the foot and humiliate without any respect. The former Fu Jingzhi is the same. The present Shen Manjun is the same. I'm too stupid. What I'm going now is just the old way Fu Jingzhi has gone. I just want to ask you , if I leave you, will you find that in your heart, there is a little bit of my position? "
"You and she can never be compared."
He cruelly gave her an answer, and did not know that his unfeeling feelings had completely shattered Shen Manjun's remaining hopes.
A woman's obsession is a terrible thing.
She can't remember where she read a little story. She said that a man panicked and told a female friend that a woman had been secretly in love with him for seven years. In those seven years, they didn't have a chance to meet each other, just chatting occasionally on the Internet. The friend asked him in surprise that someone had been secretly in love with you for more than seven years. What are you afraid of? The man's answer is fresh in her memory.
He said, it's because she has been in love with me for seven years that I'm afraid. You think if I don't see each other for seven years, she still sticks to it. If I get married, will that woman not be able to bear suicide or hurt my wife?
Women always think their love is great, even sometimes they are moved by their infatuation with tears in their eyes. However, in the eyes of men, their obsession and constant burning love are just jokes of burden and horror.
"Meng shaoting, if you say, from the beginning to the end, I never thought about competing with her for the position in your heart. From the beginning to the end, I haven't done anything bad to her. I have tolerated everything I can, do you believe it or not?"
"What's the use of saying that? It's impossible for me and her in this life. Naturally, you don't have to fight. You're my wife, aren't you?"
"I would rather I was her." With a sad smile, Manjun slowly got up from the ground. Her forehead was red and swollen, and her face was swollen. She touched her sore cheek and smiled bitterly: "mom should hear this noise. I'm like this, and I can't go downstairs. You can tell mom that I'm not comfortable. She's worried about us both."
Meng shaoting listened to her saying, but slightly moved, he nodded slightly: "you don't have to worry about this, I will deal with it."
"I'm a little tired. I want to sleep. Would you like to go out first?" Manjun sat on the bed. He didn't look down at him. Her voice was far away, but it seemed that she was in despair.
Meng shaoting looked at her and said indifferently, "you don't have to think about it all day. Since I married you, I won't go too far with you. Besides, don't mention Fu Jing again. I won't be with her again."
Manjun suddenly raised his head: "don't you love her?"
"Have I ever loved her?" Meng shaoting suddenly smiled, and his eyes quickly slipped a touch of sadness: "she never needed me, I didn't need to continue thinking about her without face or skin, just a woman, nothing."
"You always deceive yourself."
"If you think so, I don't think so."
Meng shaoting hesitated for a moment, and said again, "maybe I have some complicated ideas about her, but it's all over. Since I let go, I won't look back. From then on, how she is going has nothing to do with me."
He finished, turned around and went out. When he closed the door, Manjun heard his voice: "I'm a little busy these days. I won't come back."
, oh, she sat on the bed with her arms on her knees, and her eyes were fixed on the back of the door. As soon as he left, the whole house seemed to be empty. The air was full of strong perfume. She inhaled deeply and felt a bit of pain. She went out of bed, pulled the window open, and the cold wind poured in. She shivered and cold, and her tears fell down.
His car went out and disappeared in the white snow.
She just stood there watching, her hands clenched the window lattice, and it hurt.
She has loved him for so many years, how should she end up giving herself one