"What are you doing with me?" Static know not good gas mouth, a face gas white, black and white clear eyes are full of anger and resentment: "what heart do you have? Don't we have an agreement? You promised to let me go. Why do you come here again? "
"I didn't say I couldn't let you go." Meng shaoting looked at her innocently, and came with a understatement.
"You - you!" he said
"Quiet, don't think about it. I just came to see me..."
Meng shaoting suddenly stopped. Jing Zhi turned to look at him in surprise, but saw that his smile seemed to be a little bitter, and a pair of originally beautiful eyes seemed to flash a painful look.
"I just came to see my little nephew."
Meng shaoting closed his fingers in his sleeve and clenched them one by one. His heart began to ache.
The fingertip pokes in the palm of the hand, and the pain seems to start to diffuse all over the body along the finger. He feels a little sad.
They can't go back.
If there is no child, if she did not have this child with Shaoxuan, he will not let it go, but now, he does not know what identity he should use to stand beside her.
What's more, didn't he think about it long ago and decided to let it go completely?
What's more, who will give him a reason to keep holding on to her?
There is also a wife in his family. Although he doesn't like it, he is married, isn't he?
When Jing Zhizha heard this, the whole person was shocked. She couldn't help looking back at him, but at this time, the elevator tinkled, the door opened slowly, and there was a stranger standing outside.
Meng shaoting laughed at himself, looked at Jing Zhi and said, "let's go. Here we are."
He said, took the lead to go out, static know Leng for a while, wait for the person that enters the elevator to see her a few eyes, she just hurried out.
Her room is just a few meters away, but she doesn't want to walk by.
Is he going to her house so late?
Just, he also said that he just came to see his little nephew. She can't refuse him, can she?
"What are you doing?" Meng shaoting had adjusted. He turned his face and saw Jing Zhi standing in the back. He couldn't help but reach out and knock her on the head. Some ruffians laughed: "go, do you serve the guests like this?"
"It's too late, Meng shaoting. You'd better go. The bun is asleep. You wake him up. He should cry."
Jingzhi is knocked by him, and her eyebrows are slightly wrinkled under the pain. She reaches out and pushes his hand away, takes a deep breath, and then calms herself down. Jingzhi slowly raises her head and looks at him calmly.
Just as she was about to open her mouth, the voice control light in the corridor went out, and the two men fell into darkness. Gradually, their eyes adapted to the light of the night, and they could see the outline of him in the dark shadow.
She slowly tightened her fingers, feeling as if she was indulging in endless dreams.
Correct. After so many years, when can we completely put it down? She has given up, but why does he refuse to let her go?
When a person is in the dark, it is easy to feel vulnerable. At the moment, he does not speak, but stands quietly opposite her. She hears his breathing, shallow and familiar. She once tried to chase the person as far away as a dream. When she finally wants to turn back, she no longer waits.
The past time, when I hated him and loved him, was like a nail on the wall. It was covered with a layer of beautiful wallpaper, but there was still a deep wound in it. If I touched it a little, it would hurt my heart.
When she signed the divorce agreement, when she was helpless and about to collapse, when her family was broken and her long-awaited children were gone, she had called his name in her heart more than once, but he never appeared.
When she lived a life inferior to that of a pig or a dog, when she faced the eyes of countless people who despised indifference, he was living a life of luxury with Shen Manjun. She used to hate him and him like that!
I hate why the Meng family forced her to such a level and hated why he was so cold-blooded, but gradually, time slipped away from the fingers, her love for him disappeared along with her hate for him, and her hate for him, along with her love for him, was buried forever.
Up to now, he is willing to look back, but she really does not want to.
It's too tired to love someone, especially when you love someone who doesn't love you, that kind of silence, loneliness and pain, like the rising and setting of the sun every day, are always in the cycle, she is unwilling to turn back, and never want to remind herself of those past things that are unbearable and humiliating.
I don't know when the tears fell down, hit the ground, quietly, knowing that I would bite my lips and not let myself make a little voice.
Meng shaoting was still standing there in silence. The air seemed to explode. He tried to restrain himself, but he didn't let himself come to her and hold her gently.
He felt a little indescribable pain in his heart. It was like a poisonous tongue gnawing at his heart. His fingers trembled slightly, but his voice was blocked, and there was no way to say a word.
To the end.
Meng shaoting looked at the figure that was so close but so far in front of him, small, thin and quiet.
She stood there motionless, but her shoulders slightly moved. If she didn't look carefully, she couldn't notice that she was crying.
Meng shaoting's heart gradually cooled. He struggled for a long time, and finally turned around and walked to the stairway.
He walked a few steps, and the voice light came on. He hesitated for a moment, but he didn't look back. Step by step, he walked down the stairs. There was no footsteps coming after him, and she would not open her mouth to call her. No, she would never call him again, just like she would never belong to him again, just like she would marry or marry any man who is good to her in the world Together, but will never accept him the same.
He doesn't care. He won't fall in love with any woman. He doesn't care about her so much. Right, all he can give up is because he doesn't love deeply.
Since he can let go, it proves that she is not too important for him to let go.
But the steps downstairs are getting heavier and heavier. He even vaguely expects that the stairs can never end.
Jingzhi stood right at the stairway. His figure was bleak in some dim light. She began to feel guilty again, but she didn't open her mouth to call him.
What's the use of calling him? She would not let him in for a cup of tea or accept any of his good intentions. The most important thing they met was embarrassment.
Jing Zhi takes a deep breath and tries to force herself to turn around. Step by step, she goes to the door of the room and takes out a bunch of keys from her pocket. The sound of opening the door lock is clearly heard in such a quiet night. Meng shaoting's step stops slowly. He half lowers his head, so he can't see his expression at the moment.
But there was a light smile on his lips, which seemed to disappear soon. In fact, he should have known for a long time how cruel she had always been to him.
The door opened and closed again. The sound of gently locking the door made him wake up.
What is he doing? I've come all the way to see people. They don't appreciate me at all. Meng shaoting, do you think you're not disgraceful enough?
He no longer hesitated, a few steps downstairs, a breath to the outside of the apartment building, but strangely found that the man who just sent Jingzhi back was still standing there.
He was slightly shocked for a while, but he didn't take another look, and went straight to his car.
Seeing that he didn't look at himself at all, Zhang Yang rushed to him. He looked at him and said angrily, "who are you? You didn't bully her, did you? "
Meng shaoting was upset and didn't want to pay more attention to him. He reached out to push him away and coldly left a sentence: "it's none of your business, get out of the way!"
Zhang Yang wants to go again, but Meng shaoting has pulled open the door and just hit Zhang Yang's arm. He fell on the ground in a panic. Meng shaoting snorted coldly and still didn't go to see him. Just when he closed the door, Zhang Yang heard him clearly: "stay away from the quiet, if you don't want to cause trouble!"
Zhang Yang covered his aching arm, watched his car go away, and couldn't help looking back at Jingzhi's apartment. He saw a house on the sixth floor with a light on. It seemed that someone was standing in front of the window. Zhang Yang felt ashamed and angry, and Gu Gu covered his arm and his car.
The two people downstairs left. Jingzhi looked at the window for a long time. She just drew the curtain slowly. She just wanted to see if he had left, but she saw that he and Zhangyang moved their hands. Jingzhi knew that they were not interested in Zhangyang. She thought that Zhangyang must have been worried about waiting here. It was because it got in the way of mengshaoting's eyes that she wanted to call him Ask, but he was afraid of what thought, left and right, only feel upset, holding the phone for a long time, or finally put down.
After taking a bath and lying on the bed, Jingzhi reaches out and turns off the desk lamp at the head of the bed. Her whole body sinks into the darkness. The trees outside the window are whirling and the moon is light. For a moment, she feels like she is back in the quiet garden.
Thinking of Jingyuan, I can't help but think of dad and mom. Jingzhi curled up and hugged the quilt gently. She put her face on the soft quilt, and her heart began to beat quietly.
I hope that this time he can leave and let go completely. In the future, he will never appear in front of her or disturb her life.
Jingzhi silently thinks about his mind, and suddenly there is an exciting spirit in his heart. Meng shaoting is always ruthless. He has no weakness for his brothers, let alone a strange publicity.
Seeing the situation just now, there is obvious friction between the two. He won't start to publicize it, will he? If he did anything, she would never forgive him!
Yes, if he comes back because of publicity, he will retaliate. She will only look down on him more! This is not a man's style at all!
Jingzhi still thinks it's hard to settle down, but it's too late now. What's more, Meng shaoting doesn't mean that she can't take the publicity person to heart. She comforts herself with a few words and wants to go to work tomorrow to see Zhang Yang. She secretly admonishes him with a few words, and then gradually