Chapter 254

Qingqiu can't help chuckling at her: "Jingzhi, it's good for you to think this way. In fact, women shouldn't be too stubborn, too stubborn, or take women's requirements for love to restrain men. Jingzhi, men's hearts are always too big. You ask them to have only love in their hearts. It's unrealistic. Anyway, he is willing to treat you and accommodate you, which is enough. ”

Jing Zhi was dazed for a moment, and then she bit her lips gently. Her long fingers were wrapped around the telephone line, tightly wrapped around it, and then let it go again and again. Her heart was gradually tightened as if it had been wrapped by the line.

"Qingqiu, if it was you, what would you do?"

Qingqiu ponders for a moment, smiles, but the smile is lonely: "Jingzhi, you see how I refused to forgive him and turn back, but now?"

"Qingqiu"

In the autumn, there was a sadness on his face. He said, "I love him. What can I do?"

"Then, have you forgiven what happened?" Static know some shock, women in love, are often weak, even if the original Qingqiu stubborn such a point, now or compromise?

Qingqiu shakes his head, but his voice is lonely: "it's one thing to know, forgive or not, I love him, it's another thing, I can't leave him, I stay with him, but my heart, there is always a hole, maybe the whole life time can let me fill that hole, maybe the whole life is not enough..."

"Qingqiu, you can't forget it and stay with him, you..." Static know how to ask, such contradictory things, Qingqiu in the face of Shenbei City, the heart has such a big pimple, how to get along with the two people?

"Jingzhi, if anything in the world can be calculated clearly, where are so many troubles? Although I can't forgive him, I know that it's more painful for me to leave him. My life is only a few decades. Why should I bother and waste it? If you can have one day's happiness, you will have one day's happiness. If you think things are too complicated, it's only you who are tired. "

Jingzhi listens to this, and gradually becomes aware of the truth. Although what she said is not recognized by her, it can't be refuted.

"Jingzhi, I don't know how you will decide whether I am you, because I'm not you, you're just you, you only represent yourself, don't ask others, listen to your own heart, if you don't go, your heart will be upset, then you can go, shaoting, although he was confused, but think from another angle, how innocent is he?"

"Qingqiu, I don't blame him for my family's affairs for a long time. The biggest knot in my heart is still that matter..."

In a daze, Qingqiu immediately understood that what she said was what happened at the wedding, and she could not help frowning. Meng shaoting was really confused about it, but in other words, he had exhausted all his means just to get her, but in this way, Qingqiu didn't agree with or even despise her.

If Shao Ting had not been so confused, maybe they had already achieved the right result.

"It's his fault. I won't speak for him. I'm still that sentence. It's up to you to forgive or not to accept. You have to live on forever. Are you alone?"

"I I can't be alone... " Jingzhi murmurs in a low voice, and Qingqiu sighs: "you are always too stubborn. Look at everything. To be honest, Jingzhi, you go to see how many men in the world have raised two, three and three milk outside. They are in love. Xiaomi, but how many have divorced with them? When people talk about others, they are often filled with indignation and resolute. But when things happen to them, their first reaction is only to cry for help. Jingzhi, I don't mean to say that women are too bad. I don't mean to help men talk down on women. It's just that in this society, how could I ever give men and women real equality one day? This can't blame us or blame ourselves. Women are always weak. I always believe that. I remember when I was studying, I learned a poem. It's better to cry all night on my lover's shoulder than to exhibit on the cliff for thousands of years. See? This is a woman. "

It's better to cry on your lover's shoulder for one night than to exhibit a thousand years on the cliff

Jing knows that her eyes are gradually sour and astringent. She was a weak girl who liked to attach herself to others. When she was not married, she would only cry when she was bullied at home. She only wanted to attach herself to her father's love and got married. She tied everything to Meng Shaoting. In the end, he gave her a cruel and deadly blow.

Then, she silently complies with her fate and suffers from the torture of life. She never thought of resisting. If it wasn't for Shaoxuan to take her away from her new life, she could not point out that she is still with her mother, living a life worse than a pig and a dog. She is never a strong woman, nor will she be alone. The woman who stands up, everything, is only when she is forced to have no way to go Learn to adapt.

Born so, it's a little funny to want her to transform into a strong woman. She didn't see this type. The heroine was framed and misunderstood. She left the hero and went to a foreign country. Several years later, she transformed into an omnipotent Superman and came back, attracting the eyes of all men.

At the beginning, she was still amused, but later, when she looked at it, she gradually didn't believe it. If all the women in the world who were hurt by love could do this, wouldn't the strong women be everywhere? But she has never been in contact with life, ten women, rare is not attached to a man's strong woman.

"You don't have to force yourself to be comfortable or happy. Your destiny is in your own hands. No one wants to control it. Remember that you want to go back. You are just happy for yourself. No matter the morality or grudge of the laborer, you just choose the life you want to live. It's not so complicated."

Qingqiu said, seeing her silence, he thought to himself: "when will you come, call me, I'll pick you up."

When she finished, she hung up.

Two days later, Qingqiu received a call from Jingzhi. She was at the airport of city A. Qingqiu had a brilliant laugh. The phone said that she would wait for half an hour. She immediately came to pick her up.

In the autumn of Qing Dynasty, I picked up Jing Zhi and saw that she was a little thin, but her spirit was excellent. I couldn't help chuckling and joking: "I should have thought about it. I don't mean to say that if Shao Ting was half in love with you and treated me like this in Beicheng, I would be grateful..."

"You're talking nonsense. He's interested in me? You didn't see him lose his temper... "

Qingqiu almost blurted out, and thought of Shen Beicheng telling her not to tell Jingzhi. After all, it was shaoting's birthday present. How could there be so much fun in advance? Sheng Sheng's pressure came down. She looked at Jing Zhi mysteriously and said, "you will understand. At that time, we will only envy."

Static know is confused, but also did not think, just a smile: "say what, God is mysterious."

Qingqiu laughs it off, doesn't say it again, turns the topic.

The car was directly driven to the hospital under shenbeicheng, where Meng shaoting was still recovering. On the way, after listening to Qingqiu's words, he knew that his injury had improved a little, but whether he could recover completely or not was uncertain.

Jingzhi's mood is a little low again. He had a good car accident. I'm afraid that it was because he had a drink that night and had a complete relationship with her. When driving, he would have an accident if he left his mind. If his leg really can't be cured

Jingzhi can't help but hang down her head. What does she want to do? He has a wife Well, it's not her turn to worry about it.

After the car stopped, Jing Zhi grabbed the corner of her dress and didn't get out of the car for a long time. Isn't it a reversal when she came here like this? He said definitely that he would not see her again. Now she will come by herself in case he

Qing Qiu stopped the car and saw that she didn't get off the bus, so he went to knock on the window and said, "Jing Zhi, why don't you get off?"

Jingzhi said, "it's coming." I hurriedly gathered my emotions and opened the door to go out. The downstairs environment was very quiet. There were several beautiful fruit trees planted around. As soon as I got out of the car, I could smell the cool smell of fruit trees. Her dry and gloomy mood seemed to gradually stabilize a lot. When I saw Qingqiu waiting for her on the steps not far ahead, she quickly walked a few steps and caught up with Qingqiu.

There was no one in the big living room downstairs. Qingqiu was relieved and came on the way. She thought about whether Meng shaoting would blame her for bringing Jingzhi on her own initiative. So she turned her mind and pulled Jingzhi to smile and said: "Jingzhi, I have something else to do. Would you like to go up alone? There's no car outside, there must be no one in the ward. Go ahead, I'll hurry back now... "

As she said this, she pushed Jingzhi up the stairs. Jingzhi was nervous, but she was embarrassed to delay Qingqiu. She had to nod her head and go upstairs