His heart is filled with boundless loneliness, but under that loneliness, there is a certain degree of self mockery. He is not a fool, he may not have not seen it. He is not equally resistant to him, unable to accept him. She has no idea. She neither resists nor approaches again. The two people who were supposed to be on the same page have turned into mutual suspicion and mutual cold war.
How ridiculous, how poignant, love into a matchless road.
"A lifetime?" Jingzhi suddenly turned around, she murmured, smiling: "a lifetime so far, who knows what will happen in the future, take a step, look at a step."
She may not have him in her plan for the future.
"Yes." He suddenly smiled, like a cold plum suddenly born under the flying snow. The smile was fierce and resolute: "for a lifetime, who knows what the future is."
He suddenly changed his attitude. She was surprised to look at him. She saw his eyes were clear. She knew that he was not stupid. She must know what she thought. He was so proud that he was willing to bow to such a degree for her. He would do so much for her. If he was not moved, it would not be possible. If he was not careful Move, is also a lie, she is just an ordinary woman, can get such a man's admiration, naturally has some vanity.
But she knows better that there are too many divisions between them. Not to mention the resistance of the Meng family, but to say that they are not the same. He is her life. If he does not want to do anything, she will not let him suffer.
She has passed the age of giving up everything for love, only to let him down.
"If you think so, it's best. I'm drunk tonight. Shao Ting, why can't you make life easier?"
"You're right. I think too much." He is a smile of self mockery again, turn around and walk to canglan Pavilion: "it's windy, go back, it's cold outside."
He didn't walk with her hand as usual, but gave her a back image. She stood there alone, the tall Pavilion winding in the highest part of the garden, but breeding the feeling of being too high to be cold. She watched him slowly down the curved path, and there were unknown flowers and plants on both sides of the stone steps, but his tall figure was like a pair of landscape paintings splashed out in the wind The clothes of hunting in the middle passed in front of us, but there was nothing left.
Jingzhi just stood like that until he went nowhere, she held the railing step by step down, her face became more and more pale, maybe it was a little cold in the wind, she closed the skirt of her sweater, he took pains to give Jingyuan to her, is to want her to change her mind, she bowed her head bitterly, thought to go around, until she went to canglan Pavilion, then suddenly saw clearly not far away Standing a person, she a Leng, wait to see that person's appearance, the mouth of the heart clattered.
After the birthday party broke up, Mrs. Meng came for the first time.
Today, she doesn't look like she used to. Her eyes are a little red, and she has lost a few circles. The servant nearby is holding several boxes of things in his hand, and he looks at her.
Jingzhi doesn't talk to her much. She turns around to go back to her small building. But Mrs. Meng suddenly stops her: "Jingzhi, Jingzhi..."
Jing zhileng is stupefied. She always calls her Miss Fu in a high voice. Why is it so unusual today? Abnormal is the demon, she secretly made up her mind, turned around and smiled, nodded a little, and said, "what's the matter with Mrs. Meng?"
"I haven't seen Shao ting for several days. His father wants him to think too hard, but you know this kid, because you two have a bad heart, you won't go to the hospital any more. I'm old, and the old man is ill again. That competitive heart is weak. Jingzhi, I'm here to see you today. By the way, I'll see the difference!"
She is looking forward to it very much, but she can't get sympathy and favor in the face of this woman. She didn't throw her face away from Jingyuan directly, which is a big face for her! After all, it's in Fu's garden, not Meng's!
"That's your Meng family's business. Just go to Shao ting and say it. It's not my son." Jingzhi killed the word "I" specially, and then sneered: "he's very good, but he was almost abducted a few days ago. Now he's still afraid of it, and won't see strangers."
Mrs. Meng listened to her strong voice and was angry at the bottom of her heart. But when she thought of her own intention, her smile deepened: "Jingzhi, it's not the same as Shaoxuan's child, so I should be called..."
"Different grannies have long since passed away." Jingzhi immediately replied, and she stood there, looking coldly at Mrs. Meng in front of her. No matter what her purpose was, she suddenly changed her attitude, but Fu Jingzhi was not a three-year-old child, so she was playing with her. It was in the palm of her hand!
Mrs. Meng's eyes dribbled around. Suddenly she saw something, and her eyes turned red, which forced her unhappiness. She stepped forward again, took several boxes of supplements from one side of the servant's hand, and handed them to Jingzhi politely. "This is a little thought of me and the old man. Your body and bones have never been good, and you should be well mended if you are shocked. Shaoting is also a lot What a disaster... "
She said in her mouth, unexpectedly, she put several boxes of things into Jing Zhi's arms. Jing Zhi was disgusted at the bottom of her heart. She quickly dodged and pushed her arm: "Mrs. Meng, please don't worry. I have something else to do. I'll leave first!"
"Ouch..." The things in Mrs. Meng's hand fell to the ground, and she swayed and tilted to the ground several times
Jingzhi is funny to watch. Is it such a trick? Bitter meat plan? No one can!
"Mom, slow down!" Meng shaoting stepped out of the bushes behind Jingzhi, reached out and held Mrs. Meng. He looked at her urgently. He saw that she was nothing but pale. He was relieved. He couldn't help looking up to see Jingzhi, but he saw that she was smiling rather than smiling. He looked motionless. He looked down slightly, but he was mocking. His heart couldn't help but dark.
But Mrs. Meng wiped her tears and waved her hands: "I'm leaving. I'm thinking about you. I'll go to see you if I have time. Dad, you. Dad wants you very much."
"Mom, you can go after a rest. I'll go to see Dad. I'll go tomorrow."
Meng shaoting holds Mrs. Meng ready to walk to the small building, but Mrs. Meng breaks away. She stops looking at Jing Zhi and sighs: "no, I'm not here anymore. I know she doesn't like me and hates me, but how many days can I live when I'm old? Now I want to open it, and I want to see you well... "
Meng shaoting is shocked again. What Mrs. Meng said is that she has no objection to Jing Zhi and his affairs? He was so happy that he could not help turning his face to see Jing Zhi, but saw her figure flickering on the path not far away, and he left without saying hello.
I can't help but have a little blame in my heart. How can I say that mother is also an elder? Although she used to have many mistakes, she is willing to apologize and beg for peace. How much? She should also look at his face and not be so mean
In his face? He didn't feel sneer, she ever care about his mind? She only knew how much she was aggrieved and resentful, but she never thought about him. On the one hand, she was a biological parent, and on the other hand, she liked a woman. He wanted to give up his family for her, but she never paid attention to what he did for her, and never thought about his difficulties.
How cruel she is, but how selfish she is, but he just can't let it go, owe her, deserve it.
After many years of experience, Meng Tai's every move and expression naturally fell into her eyes. Taking advantage of the heat, she took her son's hand and said, "since you and dad are ill, I've wanted to open up a lot. But in these short decades, why do I have to contend for everything? I have followed your heart and let you and my mother-child relationship not be so tense. For so many years, you have done so much for her. Even a stone man is warm, and even I am moved. What about her? You are husband and wife. Naturally, you are more scheming than others. Naturally, she will not be without you. But now, she still resents me in most of her heart. I'm afraid she won't change her temper for a while It's really hard for you to be between mom and her... "
Meng shaoting saw that his mind was in the middle of Mrs. Meng's words, and her throat was tight: "Mom..."
He was half happy and half worried, but he couldn't speak. Even the mother who didn't want to see her in the past could see and knew his difficulties, but she never said a warm word.
"Go and see her, for fear that you are not at ease." Mrs. Meng sighed a little lonely and looked at the valuable supplements scattered all over the place. She shook her head and murmured, "I wanted her to mend her body well. You can say it when you have children..."
Meng shaoting's heart is tight again, son His heart is full of bitterness, like struggling in the sea of bitterness to the shore foreve