Chapter 305

As she spoke, she opened her body slightly and lowered her eyes.

Meng shaoting looked up and saw that there was only a wall lamp beside the bed in the room. The light was dim, but she stood with backlight. She could not see the changeable look on her face. For a while, he hesitated to stand there, but he was in a hurry to escape.

Go in and talk. What do you say? Is it a farewell sentence, a big dinner after the death sentence? What would she say? Is it consolation or pity?

Either way, he would find it unbearable.

If this is the case, he might as well not go in at all, or simply avoid it completely.

"Are you better?" When he stood there, he did not move. He shifted the topic. His eyes gradually adapted to the light. He saw the man in front of him clearly. His face was much thinner, but his complexion looked very good. He couldn't help smiling. He finally made a decision, so let go of his heart.

"Good static know slightly nods:" ate a few Chinese medicine, seem to be better some, but still feel the body does not have the strength, some dizziness

Because he was ill for a long time, his voice was weak, thin and soft as if it was squeezed out of his throat, but the iron was like a soft feather, scratching his heart.

The fingers on the side of his legs were pinched one by one, and he took his eyes back. His thin lips slightly raised a charming arc. However, the eyes that overturned the sentient beings gradually bloomed with bright light. He smiled at her: "since they are better than before, it means that the Chinese Medicine is still symptomatic. Although it is slow, the Chinese medicine is the best way to recuperate the body. Since you eat it well, I'll take the prescription with me. I'll fry it for you every day. I think it will be cured in a while. "

Jingzhi shuddered a moment, and her fingers on the door tightened suddenly. She looked at him in surprise, and mist began to appear in her eyes: "you, do you know?"

"Well, I see." He said very easily, but his fingers were tighter, and his eyebrows were gradually twisted into the word "Sichuan".

"Shaoting..." She suddenly opened her mouth and called his name, and forced herself to endure the full pain: "I'm sorry."

He was surprised at first, and then he smiled. As expected, she came to him just to say sorry. Did his reluctance and pain have been clearly written on his face?

Brow tight Su, he slowly raised his hand to stop her words: "static know, emotional things can't be forced, there is no one who is sorry, don't say sorry again, you didn't sorry me, you just don't have me in your heart, I know, I won't blame you."

It's not like this. Shao Ting, it's not like this. I don't have you in my heart. I don't really care. I really have no way. I really don't know how to do it. I'll stay here. It's hard for you to be between Mrs. Meng and me. It's not the same as standing on the edge of the cliff. It's in danger. I can't forget what my parents suffered at the beginning Shame, you can't ignore my parents for me, what do you want me to do? I also want to be brave. I also want to fight for myself. But first of all, I am a mother. I can't watch my children being calculated again and again. Shao Ting, do you understand my difficulties?

Static know random shake head, but just can't say a no word, say how? Since she has made a decision, there is no way to give him hope. That is the most cruel thing!

Since he thinks so, it's better to bear the pain and think it over. From now on, the ends of the earth are separated and no longer meet each other!

He will also gradually forget that there is another person called Fu Jingzhi, and he will also slowly forget that there is such a common woman in his life, and he will gradually forget the pain, and a family of innocent girls to love again, and lead the simplest happy life.

All that can be given to him should not be her or her. If she is selfish, then she should be regarded as really selfish and not worthy of him. In a word, it's just fate.

"You You can think clearly... " She murmured and said, "Shao Ting, take good care of yourself in the future. If you live well, naturally, I will not feel guilty..."

In the end, she thought it was too hurtful, and her voice gradually dropped, but he understood it clearly.

She can also say such words with such a light smile. It can be seen that she really has no feelings for herself. He suddenly feels that his nostalgia and pain are too funny. It's as if he looked at her feelings of devotion and devotion coldly many years ago, and sneered at her stupidity and cowardice in the bottom of his heart. She is just like this now. Laugh at his funny feelings, laugh at his funny feelings It's like looking at a fish on a hook, suffering from a struggle that is close to death. She doesn't kill it, but doesn't let it go, just looking at him struggling for fun

Some of his shoulders collapsed and there was a gray light in his eyes.

"I remember that it's cold in the evening. You're still ill. Go to bed early. If I have a business trip tomorrow, I won't see you off. It's a good trip."

He said this mechanically, turning around and ready to go downstairs.

In the dim light of the room, she could clearly see his shivering shoulders, and the staggering when she turned around. Her heart seemed to suddenly open the gate, pouring out the unspeakable flood of sorrow. After leaving here, she could not see him, nor listen to him, or listen to his unbridled smile, or listen to him She blushed and listened to his clumsy coaxing her to comfort her. There was no way to be held in his arms like a treasure, no way to enjoy the care that he was about to get used to, no way to lose his temper and quarrel with him wantonly, no way to enjoy a person's unconditional love and indulgence in peace of mind.

Including this quiet garden, he gave her all his gifts, which will be lost from life again.

She suddenly felt that her heart was like a huge tree, but at the moment, the root of that tree seemed to be dug out by someone.

She had no way to control herself, and suddenly she stumbled out of the room. At the moment when he went downstairs, she rushed to him from behind and hugged him. Her arms were soft around his waist. She heard her voice and clung to his back and began to ring: "Shao Ting Stay with me for a while... "

Suddenly his heart softened and he stood still.

Somewhere in the downstairs living room, there is a strange sound. The moving sound of the pointer of the vertical wall clock is clear and audible. The moonlight creeps in from the half open window and lies on the ground quietly. The curtain shows the shadow of the tree and sways gently in the night wind. All of these are so quiet and beautiful.

If the time is always frozen, frozen in the moment they agree with each other, how good is it to freeze in this second of retreat?

But he knew that there had never been if, her hug at the moment, maybe just human feelings and guilt, maybe just a little willful, until the next day, dawn, she would still go with Shaoxuan, since the result is the same, so what's the meaning of embracing for a while?

"Jingzhi, don't make a fool of yourself. Go back and have a good rest. It's late." His voice was low and dumb, but his hands were raised to open a pair of small hands buttoned on his waist.

But she is ten fingers, tightly intertwined, let him use his strength but not willing to separate, he is soft hearted can not insist.

"Quiet..."

With a sigh, he turned hard in the shackles of her arm, looked down at her soft hair top and said, "what am I going to do with you? I know you won't choose me at all, but I can't even hate you... "

His words came to an abrupt end, because she had raised her head and kissed him on the lips. At first, she kissed him slightly, but in the end, she seemed to have let go. Her arms were wrapped around his neck and tightened violently, biting his lips hard when he couldn't stop.

He frowned with pain, but his arms tightened her waist, and they were all close together. She never left a gap. However, she gently loosened her teeth and brushed his bleeding place with soft lips. She closed her eyes shyly, but she did not separate from him for a moment, just kissed him actively and warmly.

His tense body is like a stone sculpture. His heart is pounding in his chest, forgetting to respond, to refuse, or even to forget that they have no right to kiss at this moment

Jingzhi's tears fell down one by one, she held him tightly, her lips moved away from his mouth, tiptoed her face into his shoulder socket, she held him tightly, but the tears could not stop rolling down his neck, the chilly touch, he suddenly woke up, he held her arms gradually soft, the pain in his heart filled to be unable to self The extent of suppression

"Jingzhi, I, I have to go..." He can't help pushing her away, but he doesn't want to let himself sink any more. He's afraid that he can't help but force her to stay, afraid that he will play some mean means again. He knows that she doesn't like him to do such a thing the most!

"Don't......" But she hugged his neck more tightly. Her body in her arms was thin and weak. When she hugged him, she only felt that the bones were hurting. I can't imagine where her strength came from.

He let go of his arm and gently pushed away: "be quiet, don't be capricious..."

Her eyes in his neck suddenly turned red and her voice was a little murky: "I just want to stay with you for a while..."

"What do you say?" She had a thick nasal sound and it was like sobbing. He didn't hear it. He asked with his head down.

Jingzhi gently took a sip of her lips, suddenly turned around and pushed him to the bedroom. Although she was in a better spirit at the moment, she was ill for a while. Now she was at the end of her tether. After a few pushes, he stood still, but she was panting and could not help but stare at him with red eyes.

"Jingzhi..."

"I said. I want to talk to you." She hugged him more tightly, pushed him to the door, his back against the half open door, could not support him, so she stepped back a few steps, she followed in, closed the door, but she was already weak and shivering and leaning against him, she could not get up. Her body was sweating, but her hands and feet were beginning to cool, and his brain was buzzing, but now it was a cold